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oH weLL Wednesday, September 29, 2004 haiZ... aT last my body has stop achin... in a way... hehe... next week is already exams... bah humbug..! :P hmm... plannin 2 study tis week but on fri, im goin climbin wit kartini n idris... cool... cant wait... can parkour at last.. wakakaka... niwaez, haiz... im feelin so guilty now for not prayin tis past few days due 2 my achin body... :P then juz now, i listen2 grace cd, when i heard e quran bein recited, it was like as if my soul is full again... like all this while its has been hungry for some quran readin... haiz... i cldnt take it... i started 2 cry... all my guilt came pourin out... e shame tat i felt of allah... how i nvr pray for Him... do all stupid stuff n all... haiz... im tryin 2 start again bit by bit... actuali, i hav somethin 2 say... though i noe tat not a lot of pple will understand... i tink theres somethin wrong wit my brain... somehow... haha... i wil feel tis emptiness inside... cant tink... at all... im not sure how m i goin 2 do for my exams... haiz... oh well... 2day i get 2 c fireworks at esplanade wit rufi, ben n hafeez... it was so cool n unxpected... haha... oh ya... now, i cant stop thinkin abt tis cheena... seriously, i dun wan 2 tink abt him anymore... no hope... no dice... heAr mE... Tuesday, September 28, 2004 If you see me walking the road with someone else, It's not because I like his company... Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me. If you hear me talking about him all the time Its not because he pleases me Its because you're too deaf to hear myheartbeat. If you feel me falling with someone new Its not because I love him.. But because you're not there to catch me fall. If you feel lost, I too am I too don't know where the road is going. Are we gonna cross each other's path? Or just completely turn around?.. Will we just let go of what we had? Or go to the place where love is bound? Don't let me walk with him, It's you I want to walk with.. Don't let me talk to him, It's you I want to talk with.. Don't let me fall for him, It's you I want to fall in love with.. "HOW THE GUY REPLY" ??.. When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walkbeside you I was behind you every step of the way Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stand before me When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat I didn't want to assume anything And I was afraid to lose our friendship When you thought I wasn't there to catch you, It was because you never gave me the chance You never reached the bottom,you've already grab a branch. If you feel like you are nowhere,I too am lost. I too don't know where the road is going. Are we just going to turn around,Or are we gonna cross each other's path? Will we just let go of what we had? Or go to the place where love is bound? Don't let me walk alone. I want to walk by your side. Don't let me talk of something else. It's you I want to talk with. Don't let me fall for someone else. It's you I want to fall in love with. WHEN I SAW YOU...I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...WHEN I HOLD YOU...I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...AND TODAY IS A GIFT...THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK oUcH Sunday, September 26, 2004 haiZ... 2dae is the rock climbin competition... at siNgaPore poLy... hMm... made a lot of new frenz... basically kartini, yati n e nyp galz... plus also e rp galz...
from tp theres like only me n nisah who r freshies... hmm... startin of e day, it was nerve wreckin... was scared ah since its e kind of first comp... got isolation la n evrythin... haha... hmm... at last, it wasnt tat bad... i managed 2 at least climbed some n get e 13th place out of 23 pple... haha... actuali very funny seh... me n kartini, found out tat both our socks r alike... haha... then some more, her position is juz after me...haha... how weird.. basically then we spent e day 2gether, doin parkour... haha... mayb i influenced her or somethin... i jumped at e sp sports complex there.. basically at first quite scared... haha... then now, my foot hurts like mad... had my last jump... didnt concentrate n then wrong landing... haiz... then, funny thin is, when we drinkin pepsi at kfc there, 2 guys approache us n ask if they cld sit wit us.. they were from sp ah... then after tat 4 of us talk english all e way b4 realisin tat all of us r malay... somehow... haha... i thought tat it was one chinese n indian guy but then, not... haha... one is idris n hilmi, who looks like chinese n keep insultin me n such... haha... :P met zaki again... he good in parkour seh... i was jealous... haha... well, basically from e parkour thin, i managed 2 at least mingle wit my seniors all... it was cool... i gues... start from mornin until nite.. haha... spend my day there seh... hmm... oh well... i wanna sleep... 2morrow have 2 study... back 2 reality... haiz... hehe.... :P Friday, September 24, 2004
pArkOuR ruLeZ!!! Thursday, September 23, 2004 oH MY GOD!!! hahahahaha.... m juz crazy abt tis parkour thing already... aRgh!!!! i wld love to try it seh... wat i can do is only e simple... bloody e simple stuff... wakakakaka...
hmm... let me c... actuali all this i've been wantin to do since sec skool... i watched the 'soap'pple i tink where they actuali slide on e edges wit their shoes or somethin like tat... though wat i've always been doin is jumpin off the stairs one simple step at a time... tryin 2 hold back my legs up when i jump off... sometimes it was successful, sometimes no... haha... well i tink e most xtreme i did was juz jumpin down from e 2nd floor... haha... tat was memorable... i remembered tat me, khairiyah n amalia actuali tryin 2 do tat.. we were juz sec 1 and fresh out of pri skool... haha... our classroom outside has tis staircase... wat happen was tat one day durin recess time... dunno whos idea ah but then when we look down, like inspired 2 juz jump down from it... haha... i tink e first 2 go off was amalia.. then from tat we start jumpin... haha... was so cool... i tink after tat we start a trend.. almost evry1 wanted 2 hav a try in it... haha... tat was reli cool... n from there ah i started all tis... haha... oh well... i gues i hav 2 thank zaki for introducin me 2 parkour... haha... also amin for introducin me yamakasi... haha... i luv them already... wakaka... oh well... i try 2 update more parkour stuff k... c my links... hehe... aRgH!!! Wednesday, September 22, 2004 haha... u noe wat... rite now im in e main lab... havin cmsy presentation... waitin for my grp's turn 2 go... basically, my grp is e only 1 wit e diff topic... mostly all windows evolution... im doin ascii, ebcdic n unicode... haha... chim rite... oh well... wat i can say is tat our slideshow is 1 of e best... hehe... thanks 2 hock leian... wit e matrix thin n all... wonderful idea...hehe... oh well... rite now we r a bit panicky abt e unicode thin... scared neo goin to ask us abt e translation of language thin... argh... haha... wish us luck... e tRuTh hAha.. juz now juz finish watchin some 'yamakasi' tricks by hatta and his frenz... plus also zaki n his frenz... reli interestin... n then i found out that yamakasi is indeed true... thank god.. hehe... they reli r marvelous... i hope i cld do some of their tricks... peace... :.honteux.: Sunday, September 19, 2004 ashamed of my behaviour... ashamed tat im a fren... ashamed tat im part of a family... particularly, im ashamed of myself... bein in islam... bein allah's humble servant... basically, im ashamed of myself for wat i m n who i m 2 pple... 2 evry1... i apologise for it... gOne Friday, September 17, 2004 let down my frenz.... let down my family... let down my teachers... let down my religion... let down my studies... let down myself... most imptly... let down ALLAH... how m i evr to redeem myself? haiZ... mAsjiDiL naBawi... e 1 pLace taT i wLd reLi LuV 2 gO to... 
 “An Intelligent Person Is One Who Is Constantly Thinking About And Preparing For Death”
"O you who believe! What is the matter with you, that when you are asked to march forth in the Cause of Allah, you cling heavily to the earth. Are you pleased with the life of this world rather than the Hereafter. But little is the enjoyment of the life of this world as compared with the Hereafter." (Quran 9:38) The Word of Islam ? The Most Selfish One-Letter Word "I" Avoid It (Surah Al Kahf 18:34) The Most Satisfying Two-Letter Word "WE" Use It Surah Al An'am 6:71-72 The Most Poisonous Three-Letter Word "EGO" Kill It Surah Al Qasas 28:78 The Most Used Four-Letter Word "LOVE" Value It (Surah Al Rum 30:21) The Most Pleasing Five Letter Word "SMILE" Keep It (Surah Al Najm 53:43) The Fastest Spreading Six-Letter Word "RUMOUR" Ignore It (Surah Al Hujurat 49:12) The Hardest Working Seven Letter Word "SUCCESS" Achieve It (Surah Al Nur 24:37-38) The Most Enviable Eight-Letter Word "JEALOUSY" Distance It (Surah Yusuf 12:8-9) The Most Powerful Nine-Letter Word "KNOWLEDGE" Acquire It (of Allah & the Holy Qu'ran) Surah Ya Sin 36:2 Surah Yusuf 12:2 The Most Essential Ten-Letter Word "CONFIDENCE" Trust It (Trust in Allah's Guidance) Surah Yunus 10: 9 Surah Al Tawbah 9:51 a pOem... reAd oN mY deaR muSLiMs... I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Muslim duty was now done My soul could rest at ease. All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Allah to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said Your name I cannot find. I once was going to write it down... But never found the time... tAts wat gOin aRound tO mOstLy aLL musLimS noWadaYs n iM saD 2 saY tat i, oNe oF eM... :( i'll try to gain back evrythin... change back to e way it was supposed to b... hAha... aQuAriUs wOmaN... Thursday, September 16, 2004 If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.
Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you,but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked. She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you. She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that. You will not get bore with this type of girl.Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave. She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK. If she is mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy. LaZy haha... im feelin so lazy to actuali update my blog... was downloadin songs and all n now juz realised its nearin 3 am... ouch... haha... n my lect 2morrow is at ten... juz great... hmm... i tink tis is goin 2 b a short post... haha... next time, i giv longer 1... hahaha...
hmm... i dunno wats wrong wit me now but i tink im reli crazy abt climbin now seh... scary... hahahaha.... bLisS... Tuesday, September 14, 2004
diEz Monday, September 13, 2004
iSh.. Saturday, September 11, 2004 haiZ... wOke up late this mornin... got econs remedial at 10... was enjoyin my sleep n my dream was interestin (i tink... a bit foggy actuali but i noe its very interestin) when suddenly my phone rang... hahaha... waS dAmn suRprised... sAw iDris name oN e fOn... n i wAs thiNkin wAt e hEck iS he caLLin... tUrns oUt 2 b jUp asKin mE wheTher i'LL b coMin 2 sentOsa.... i was like reli half-asleep n my mind was registerin wat e heck was he talkin abt... tHen seKali it hiT me... i LoOk aT e cLock... aRgH!!! iT waS aLmoSt 10.. dAmn shiT... !!! wAkaka... m goiN 2 b LatE 4 eCons...
hAha... i aLmost sHouted oN e foN... theN i reMemberEd tAt i wAs taLkin wiT soMe1... hahaha... aFter hangin uP, i rusHed 2 e baThroOm... haha... ish2... i shLd hAv toLd my mOm 2 waKe mE up... bUt no... i hAd bLiv tAt i cLd acTuaLi waKe uP... basicaLLy oN e whOLe, i ouGhT 2 thaNk jUp 4 acTuaLi giVin mE tAt 'waKe-uP' caLL... haHa.. saDLy, when i reacHed sKoOL, iT wAs aLready 10.50.. haha... oPen e dOor 2 e LecTure tHeatRe n siMuLtaneOusLy cLose iT... wAs surPrisEd 2 c taT it was FULL HOUSE!!! 4 oNce! hAha... cLdnt fiNd a sEat sO i juZ haNg ouT 4 aWhiLE outSidE tHe LT... haha... reMemberEd aBt my eCons pRoject n tHen so heRe i aM... at e fAL tryiN 2 dO eCons... hAha... buT gOt siDE-trAcked aS usuaL... hMm... i gueSs haV 2 sTart nOW coZ hav 2 pasS up on mOndaY... iSh... haiZ... 2morRow muSt dO cMsY... aRGH!!!!! sTREss mAN... !! wAkakaka... oH weLL... riTe noW im basicaLLy waitiN for rAqueL cOz i'LL b gOin wiT her n aLL 2 seNtoSa... whOpeE...!!! hahaha... i hoPe i aCtuaLi wiLL haV fuN therE... :) tAtaZ... tRaLaLa...
haiZ... Friday, September 10, 2004
hahA... gueSs wHo iS tiS Lo... iTs mOi... wHo eLse... :P oH weLL... tiS iS me weAriN tUduNg bUt thEn.. i hAvEnt weAr yEt LiAo... hEhe...
 hMm... tiS is mE n 2 oF e orPhan gaLz... wEnt 2 meDan 2 heLp rEfurbiSh e oRphanage... haiZ... reLi miSs theM aLL... evEn thOugh iT waS quiTe LifE chAngin 4 mE, i wiLL aLways haV thOse mEmoRies cLose 2 mY heArt... misS LiVin aT pAnti aSuhAn baNi aDam... :(  wAkaaka... Thursday, September 09, 2004
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