Monster War.

assalamualaikum.

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well. these days has been quite hectic. didnt have the time to blog actuali. been goin to the hospital. so, am goin to just write a short entry while waitin for the food to come. hah. my sis has found the 'power' of calling food in the middle of the night. MCDELIVERY to the rescue~~~ =p yep.

goin to be busy the next few days too. didnt expect that im goin to be busy this ramadhan. have to wake up in the morning tomolo and go to saqinah's house. goin to the market with her mother. have to prepare for the tuesday's iftar. haiz. i hope it will go as planned.

hmm. yesterday nite, went to ntu. oooh. it was interesting ah. only the 7 of us went. me, wani, diyanah, asrul, saqinah, khadijah and nadiah. the place is quite far seh. ish. when we reached there, i felt like as if we weren't in spore no more. hah. it was like an ULU~~~ place. well. it was kinda awkward at first when we arrived since it looks like only the 7 of us are from poly while all the others are like in universities and all. yeah. then from there all went ok.

had terawih there and all. at last only left me, khadijah and saqinah. got a ride home. hah. me and saqinah went to kfc when we reached tamp. haha. still hungry. =p had some rearrangement with the menu yet again. haha. the previous nite we had an msn discussion. 8 pple tryin to msn at the same time. hah. total chaos. well. yeah.

then this mornin, planned to go to the market. went arnd 5 plus at last. bought some of the ingredients. finally the menu is finalised. im goin to cook kentang belada and kobis. diyanah will be ayam fillet sweet & sour. saqinah will be the mee hoon. yep. hope everythin goes well. after tat, went to hospital. buka with my aunts and uncles and cousins. was reli nice. =) my uncle still hasnt has any verbal response yet. but it seems he is improving. somehow. haiz.

well. i cant hold it any longer. man. the delivery guy just now was soooo damn CUTE~~!!! haha. my sis had ordered some food. she asked me to get the food if the delivery guy comes. so yeah. im like sooo not in the condition for any guy to see me. hah. i didnt tink much actuali when my sis asked me to get the food. thought of just wearin a jacket but my sis say no need since it would be dark. hah. yeah rite. not goin to hear what my sis say anymore. =p

well. ah. when i opened the door, i was surprised. hah. dont ask me why. =p well. then its like one by one he gave me the food. basically only my head is poppin out of the door coz i was tryin to hide my body behind the door. hah. must be a reli weird sight. =p haiz. why la of all times. =p ish. he is SOOOO cute~~!!! =) haha. but it was like dumb seh. should have said somethin to him. haiz. CHAN KU MELEPASS~~!!! haha.

niwae. yeah. haha. sori la if i sound like wat. but seriously ah. hes cute. =) havent been seeing much cute guys. hah. keepin a blind eye to it. coz rite now i dont wan to get involved with anyone you see. and anyway, i lost the belief basically that some guy would like me or what. hah. nowadays, i've kinda been reminiscing. yeah. about old times. heh. its really nice ah. its safer that way than actuali gettin hurt again. i cherished the times that i had with my ex. haha. yeah. you cant forget your first. well. i guess thats all. enough gushin on that cute guy. =) have to sleep. heh.

going off guyz. love ya. =)

assalamualaikum.

finally. im goin to finish updatin this. have been too many times that i never get to finish. hah. MUST FINISH~~!!!

oh ya. RAMADHAN IS HERE ~!!!! WHEEE~!!! J'AIME RAMADHAN~~!!! hehe.

ok. once and for all actuali, i kinda think back that my previous entry was too harsh. heh. well. though they are true ah but hmm. now im just ok2. haha. well. the last two weeks has been busy for me. lets see. after that entry, the next day was my nenek's birthday. WHEEE~~~!!! 70 YEARS OLEDI~~~!!! NENEKKU TERSAYANG. hehe. =) was fun ah. after volunteering at CGH with saqinah that day, went to nenek house. go downtown east to celebrate nenek birthday. LANGKAH KANAN ABIS AH. hehe. didnt expect tat my cousin wanted to 'belanja'. was fun. just a small gathering. after that my aunt 'belanja' me to bowling. cool man.

oh ya. before i forgot, didnt actuali update about my cousin's wedding. hmm. happened on 18 sept 2005. well. i remembered that i spent 3 days and 3 nights at my auntie's house just to get ready for the wedding. hah. there was one nite where all the chairs and the decorations were basically almost swept away by the strong winds. nak hujan lebat la katekan. =p haha. was cool. well. yeah. then the 2nd day was the nikah. never actuali witnessed a nikah before though i distinctively remembered that it was cik aman's nikah but i dunno. that time i was about two i tink. heh. ya well. took a lot of photos. then the wedding. was nice. first time that my cousin getting married which i could participate in and old enough to noe whats goin on. yeah. was quite tiring ah. but it was a bonding session for my family. heh.

okie. with that done. well. after goin bowling, met up with someone. basically what can i say is that after the meeting, it made me feel better. somehow. hah. almost everythin becomin clearer. though it would be better if it was sooner. felt quite bad that i couldnt have helped more sooner. yeah. im ok with that. just hope it would be better for that someone.

k. i tink after that on sat 24 sept i had the ITC investiture. ok. you might be thinkin like what the heck is ITC. well. its INTER-TERTIARY COMMITTEE. its basically for the malay-muslim organisations in tertiary level like polys and unis whereby we come together and network. its reli cool actuali. met a lot of different pple. even met the girl who taught me how to belly danced a month ago. hah. haiizzz~~~ but the nice part was when. wow. got to noe that hakim is a hafiz. woah. was impressed. heh. =) oh ya. and i had to present for Nur Ikhwan. we were basically new to all tis so, i was a nervous wreck. presenting in front of all the impt people. i tink i was spouting gibberish. well. thats what i thought. haha. was imagining that there were no one in front of me. look up most of the time but..... oooh. made the mistake of lookin down. saw hakim who was sitting in the front row. haha. almost forgot my words. heh. =p haizzz~~~~ oh ya. supposedly the dress code was blue but i dunno how come most never come in blue. hah. was reli fun ah. enjoyed myself. reli networked ourselves. heh. goin to have lots of collaborations. after the ITC, us girls took photos along the way home. hah.

basically then. had a pit. 27 sept. tuesday. two months. at east coast. pit 21. hah. booked the pit on the same day we are goin to have the bbq. =p it was kinda last minute. was supposed to be like a samar gatherin but i guess it wasnt kinda like that. hah. yeah. me, zarian and aishah went to shing song at haig road there to buy the stuff. woah. we had 100 bucks. kinda. 50 we had to pay aishah back coz she borrowed it from her sis. hmm. it was kinda fun though stressed up since it was last minute. finally we managed to buy the stuff. hah. cooked mee at aishah's house after that. thank god we had zarian to help. basically the pit was off to a slow start. the samar pple finally came around 10 plus like tat. not many pple came actuali. i guess aishah was kinda disappointed but hey, she wanted me to organise it. =p last min man. there were lots of food leftover.

basically it was ok la. not exactly a smash but ok. there was one well, not awkward but weird situation that i was in. i was just sittin on top of the pit. looking at my surroundings. hah. tat someone. someone whom i thought hated me. my ex. my ex- fling. heh. all in one place. how interesting it was. haha. life reli is funny sometimes. yeah. then siraj and the gang came down. adil and his other frenz too. they all bonded soon after. heh. the guys were playin some dare thingy while i had to play true or dare with the girls. well. there were some uncomfortable questions that was quite hard for me to answer. find out some truth and all. i gues i had said something that now, to think of it, i wasnt actuali sure of it. basically after tat i went to the breakwater. sitting there under the stars. talking on the fon with idris. i gues it kinda reminded me of the time when i was with my ex. heh. then at last, i went off with yat all. we had an encounter with a dead cat on our way home. hah. mano asked us to pick it up from the road. heh. there some pics that i've posted up abt it.

then, on 30th sept friday. i went to KKH to volunteer. give out balloons to the kids there since it was childrens' day the next day. hah. it was quite fun ah. i post up some pics. heh. well. just give the balloons and all. there was one time whereby i volunteered myself to give the balloons to the kids in ICU. woah. the little babies were so haiz. heart-wrenching. so small. yet a lot of tubes attached to their small bodies. haiz~~~ yeah. then after that, i went to the factory with aisha to take my pay. hah. only one day. =p

chidrens' day. hmm. had a meetin at fmsa. abt miq. it was quite interestin ah. esp the after meeting. where we ate at kg chai chee there where it is newly relocated. though there, hmm. haiz. such a nice smile sticker has. haha. =p well. yeah. back to the eating. we talked abt lots of stuff. it was really interesting. among all, only me, acap, sarah and saiful werent from madrasah. so, yeah. learnt quite a lot actuali. cant wait to meet up with them again. hah. after tat, i rushed home to change to shoes coz i had work that nite. heh.

work was. hmm. well. no comment. well. then i had a meetin the next day where ntums meets up with nur ikhwan. straight after work, i rushed home to get ready for the meeting at airport. the meeting went on until abt 6. woah. after that went to aisha's house to tumpang sembahyang. finally went home around 10. at home still can surf the net. slept arnd 1 plus. hah. 2 WHOLE DAYS i didnt sleep. yeah. tats my longest without sleep. =p 48 whole hrs plus.

then the next day couldnt wake up for NI event. hah. =p found out that my uncle was admitted to the hospital. had blood clot in his brain. yeah. the whole day spent at hospital. basically most of my family were there. waitin how my uncle was after the operation. until now, he still hasnt regained conscious. yet.

spent the next 2 days at home. hah. been doin a lot of it nowadays. just stayin at home. only go out to go terawih. yeah. thats a whole lot i've wrote. woah. have a meetin tomolo. heh. my life is full of them. haha. =p yeah.

i would like to talk about what ive been feelin this past weeks but i tink its enough for today. i have to sleep. need to wake up for sahur tomolo mornin. hopefully. yeah. i hope everythin will be alright. insyaallah.

happy ramadhan you guys. =)