Sunday, May 15, 2005

aSsaLamuaLaikum....

hmmm.... haiz... been very confused n all... i tink... haha... all i noe is tat now i havent sleep since yesterday n had been workin for 13 hrs... goin 2 work again later at 6... havent slept yet... haha... goin 2 kamikaze on my last week of holidays at work... so at least i got some mooonney... haha... haiz... as usual, autopilot... cant even talk now coz got no voice... havin fever... haha.. but its ok... i can stand 5 hrs at work... =p lots of things has happened... haiz... as usual... well... wld love 2 say more but i dun tink tat im in e rite state of mind or mood 2 type down wat has happened except tat now im tryin 2 move on... n tat i hope hes havin a nice time now... haiz.. ok la... byez... tataz...


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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

aSsaLamuaLaiKum...

hmm... it has been like i tink almost a week since i last blogged... well... nothin much has changed tis past week except tat now well, as usual i didnt get enuf sleep... hav been stayin at samar after work n juz hangin out, goin home in e mornin... haha... was stressed out... didnt wan 2 brin my problems to home... it was fun hangin out wit e pple there... haha... all i noe tat tis weekend im goin 2 b RELI RELI RELI tired n busy wit work... but its ok... im goin 2 withstand it... coz only 2 more weeks till skool starts n i still havent started my journal n project research for my CDS... haiz... die2... =p oh ya... as u noticed, i changed my blogskin... AT LAST!!! =p anyhow, hope its much better ah though i noe it can b improved but howevr, i dun tink now is e rite time coz i juz came back home at 8 am juz now n m doin tis... need 2 sleep coz workin at 6pm though its supposed 2 b my off day... asked for a lot of work tis week coz i wan e money...

i noe tat somehow im neglectin lots of stuff like for example rock climbin, e business thingy, my JOURNAL n PROJECT, the FOC thingy which rite now im supposed 2 attend the camp n e last thin tat im tryin not 2 neglect is Nur Ikhwan... n of coz my family n frenz... haiz... i hav 2 much stuff in my mind rite now... nothin new there... haha... theres quite a few kinda developments goin on... haha... i also dunno ah wats goin on... haiz... reli damn confused... rite now also like haiz... a few guys is like interested in me n all... but then im not sure u see... i gues for now i dun wan 2 like any1... juz frenz n nothin more... haiz... coz its like reli hard to 4get ur 1st love even though he cant stand bein wit u anymore... haiz... tat part hurts... its been 2 months since e break up n still, e pain is there... its always there whenevr i c him n unfortunately, i c him almost evry day bcoz of work... 1 thin i cant stand is tat we didnt talk... theres a reason y i didnt talk 2 him... haiz...

yesterday nite after work, basically me, huda, adil, zaki n him wen 2 sandwich garden 2 meet up fareed... sheesha for awhile... then went 2 play pool... after tat zaki belanja play bowlin... haha... after tat we all sat at e coffeeshop n drink tea while eatin satay... =p at arnd 3 we finally went our seperate ways... huda n zaki took a taxi to woodlands... fareed n him went somewhere takin e 1st train home while me n adil walked from bugis to eunos... haha... waited for e 1st bus somehow at eunos... haiz... e last time i walked tis far was wit him.... haiz... but tis is more further... haha... had a nice time wit adil also ah... can talk2 wit him n all... haiz...

work now is basically fun somehow... well, tryin 2 hav fun... after work then i start thinkin abt my problems... i reli juz wan my heart n brains 2 b taken out... haha... =p it is goin 2 b a LoOoooNggg weekend coz i'll b workin from 6pm to 7am n some more goin 2 work wit him... haiz... he also dun wan 2 work wit me... oh well... better i gues... he judge me 2 fast... he only remembers my bad stuff until already makin me tink tat i dun hav anythin good abt myself... my life changed when i was wit him... now too... haiz... oh well... i dunno wat else to say... juz tat i hope we can talk again n somehow b frenz... sort out evrythin n start back from e beginnin... tataz pple... i need 2 sleep...


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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

aSsaLamuaLaiKum...

hey2... harlow peepz... has been quite a long time since i've blogged... been reli reli reli busy... come out of e house in e mornin n come back at nite shagged... haiz... already been n back from ho chi minh, vietnam... haiz... reli a very nice country... i didnt feel like comin back 2 spore when i was there... life there is juz simple... evr since i got back 2 spore, i felt kinda strange... haiz... kinda weird ah... juz went there for like 6 days n 5 nitez... e road there is... wOah... haha... love it... can cross e road like ur father road like tat... lots n lots of scooters can b found there... i almost got hit by a car when i cross e road after comin back 2 spore... haha... thought i was still in vietnam whereby e car or scooter will actuali juz let u cross e road n they will drive arnd u... haha...

k... ijan... since u wan me 2 write an entry on my trip, here goes... hehe... basically, e trip 2 vietnam has taught me somethin... somehow... learned a lot of things... one i gues is 2 appreciate food... coz like over there, evrywhere is beer n esp PORK! =p haiz... was soOoo hard 2 eat halal food there... so basically wat we ate was vegetables n seafood... for the 10 muslims gals n 4 indian gals... our 1st meal in vietnam was basically e worst meal tat we ate in our lives... =p haha... it was purely vegetarian food... eWww!!! 1st we ate was tis lotus stem salad... cant bliv it seh... STEM! i dun even eat tat in spore but howevr, since we were hungry, juz eat la... haiz... e food we ate was course by course... always hav bowls n chopsticks as our cutlery... haha... interestin ah... hmm... vietnam basically has a lot of history esp abt their wars n evrythin... against e french, themselves n e bloody americans... =p visited e war museum n all... was quite crude seh... i mean e chemical war n evrythin... i post up e pics... haiz... we went 2 e cuchi tunnel also whereby e pple there dug up tunnels to fight against e americans... they juz use very simple tools 2 dug up almost 3 storey underground... was cool 2 actuali get inside e small tunnel... they r reli loyal n determined 2 keep their land...

we stayed at tis hotel called metropole hotel... it was quite ok ah... only like 10 mins walk from e central market, Ben Thanh Market where all e things r CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP!!! haha... e vietnam dong to spore dollar is abt 9451... haha... whereas a US$ is abt 15000 dong... reli cool ah but then sadly i didnt hav much money wit me... cldnt buy much... haiz... we visited e Spore-General Consulate there... e Vietnam-Singapore Industrial Park (VSIP) whereby both e vietnamese n spore governments work closely 2gether... in there, we went 2 a factory tat is in e packin business... after tat we went 2 tis golf resort called Song Beh which is juz bside e VSIP... hmm... here is where a bit e chaotic... there was tis roll tat we all thought was juz vegetarian... sooOoo... e muslims took it... when isda was eatin it, suddenly sya came up n say tat there is pork in e roll... we were taken by surprise esp isda as e roll was already halfway in her mouth... it was disgustin basically... turns out tat most of e muslims gals ate it already except 4 me, yasmin n saleha... alhamdulillah... my tutor, mr nicoll tan had 2 comfort some of e gals abt it... e chef make for us a plate of rolls without e pork in it... haha...

i had lots of fun there though i was always tired n sick... haiz... oh well... on e day tat i was goin back 2 spore was Vietnam's Reunification Day... its somethin like a national day whereby e north n south vietnam reunites 2 fight against e americans... missed e fireworks coz me n isda while we were halfway packin, we fell asleep... haha... was e last nite... =p we also had visited 2 universities there... Vietnam University n Ho Chi Minh University of Industry... we managed 2 mingle arnd n evrythin... basically tats e highlites of e trip...

when i came back, i basically juz as ive said, dun wan 2 come back 2 spore... haiz... if i cld, i wld wan 2 stay there somehow... not for a long time ah but as long as dun go back 2 spore... dun wan 2 go back 2 my life... haiz... now im totally broke n evrythin... ive put my dignity n face on e line b4 i went off 2 vietnam... haiz... oh well... been reli tired n evrythin but i cant get much sleep... as usual, has been on autopilot... been reli reli reli busy... haiz... i try 2 update once in a while aight... dun 4get 2 tag... =) i apologise 4 my borin blog... i will try 2 change e layout or makin it nicer but not now... still reli busy... k la... hav 2 wake up early 2moro... tata... =)


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time 2 go home... haiz... =( yasmin, me n sya at e Ho Chi Minh airport waitin for our SQ173 flight... haha...  Posted by Hello


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T03 at e hotel on e last day of e trip... haiz... c ya again soon guys hopefully... dun b 2 crazy abt Go2 aight... =p Posted by Hello


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introducin my vietnamese boyfren... nguyen... hahaha... no la... juz kiddin.. hes a econs student of Ho Chi Minh University of Industry... Posted by Hello


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my class T03 in front of Vietnam University... had 2 wear formal clothes seh... =p  Posted by Hello


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haha... me, yasmin n saleha outside e war musuem wit a tank... posing la katekan... =p  Posted by Hello


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ok... tis pic shows a boy who is affected by e chemical war also... e same kind of agent... agent orange... dioxin was used...  Posted by Hello


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tis is taken at e war museum... as u can c, tis is e body of 2 deformed babies... they r affected by e chemical war... agent orange...  Posted by Hello


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