assalamualaikum.

just a short entry cause rushing for time.
hmmmm.

it has been two months i havent updated.
and it HAS been another rollercoaster ride for me.
haiz.

but its coming to an end,
as i already had my fun.

its time to come back to reality.

i have learnt a lot this past month
about myself, love, patience and... fate.

yes.

i think i have grown more than ever.
and i just started to believe that there are such things,
as soulmates. =)

but as usual,
im always am doomed not to have a happy or stable,
relationship with anyone.

haha.

to alien,
it was freaky of how we met.
but im really glad to have met you.

the times that we had together and the laughs
plus the lameness that we both had,
will always be with me.

mon cher etranger. =)

letting go of something precious is really hard.
but it has to be done,
as thats what my heart says
and im finally following it along with thumbs up from my mind.

haha.

i have never felt like this before.
i swear.

is it love?

i have no idea.
but whatever it is,
it is something really different.

i am leaving everything to Allah,
for He is the one who planned it all.

insyaallah,
whatever it is,
i wish you all the happiness in life.