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Sunday, April 24, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... heya pple... =) ok... goin 2 vietnam... tataz... Wednesday, April 20, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... hey2 pple... =) haha... k... wanna blog now... =p let me see.... ok... now i can blog coz no longer workin at e factory mah... juz got back home from work somewat arnd 2... haha... woke up in e mornin juz now 2 meet up subhan n ana for breakfast... then had 2 go wit nur ikhwan to help clean e houses of e old folks' houses at chai chee blk 22 there... there were abt 21 gals n 9 guys... haha... 2 or 3 were distributed 2 each house... there were abt 10 houses... e 1st house they named it as e 'special case'... tis house needed like 5 pple... asked 4 2 gals 2 volunteer... haha... i ask sarah 2 go wit me ah since we both vice chairmans so at least go n do ah... haha... so from there we went 2 e respective houses... it was quite interestin ah... e house tat i was cleanin was at e 4th floor... e datuk name is abdul rahim... indian muslim... dunno how 2 speak malay much... basically it was ok ah... an experience... bla bla bla... haha... sori ah... i very e lazy 2 describe e details... then after all tat, went home 2 sleep... woke up at 4.30 juz in time to go to work... met him in e train... haha... yeaHhh!!! he n huda workin at my place... i dunno how long they wan 2 work there ah but then im juz hapi that they at least try out e place 1st... went to work 2gether2 wit him n saiful... k... then bla bla bla... haha.. nothin much happen... finished work at 11 but then they all wan 2 hav sheesha soooOoo we stayed back for awhile... there were me, him, fareed, saiful, shaheeda, zaki, annisa... at last only left me e only gal coz abg rizal was sendin me n him home... soOoo... talk2... bla bla bla... quite interestin ah... haiz... felt sad... oh well... then arnd 1 plus then we went home... n here i m now... feelin dunno wat... haha... reli autopilot seh... very scary... now like i dun write much... haha... very e malas ah... as i said, juz very scary... tis autopilot mode tat i hav been goin thru since last week... not enough rest... but cant rest... dunno y... haiz... then wan 2 sick also not fully developed... =p like one moment wan 2 puke, e other cant... then wan 2 fever but then nvr... aiyoh... haha... dah la... dah gile ni... cant sit still n do my research n evrythin... haiz... i juz hope tat evry1 will juz realise wats goin on n change... haiz... same goes for me... now im juz confused... y seh now then haiz... i dunno la... k la.. i tink i better go sleep of i wan 2 hav breakfast wit them... tataz pple... thankiez for visitin k... =) Monday, April 18, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum.... wOah... woWwEEeee...!!! haha... let me see... i tink a week i nvr blog... n as usual, sOooo e many things has happened until rite now all i wan 2 do is juz close my eyes n sleep... =p haha... i doubt tat i can actuali describe abt wat has happened n all... hmm... basically somehow or another, i found myself in a situation whereby i had 2 jobs... but now... only 1 ah... haha... supposedly quit e factory job last week n got a new job at samar... had 3 days of free time... haha... somehow... then started workin at samar on friday... actuali brought in some of my frenz but then now, haiz... most of them dun wan 2 work there... oh well... i cant say anythin much except tat watever happens, i will still b there... i take it as a challenge for me... its a nice place there... regardless of all e rumours tat had been circulatin arnd... went cyclin wit my frenz... was fun... haha... then on tat day itself, met fizah... didnt plan of even goin 2 samar when suddenly she asked me 2 go... n after tat, all is history... haha... took my pay for e factory job on friday... straight away after work at samar... took e transport 2gether wit e workers... haha... i realised tat i reli miss my frenz at work... ana, azmi, arie, subhan... haha... my best frenz n new frenz... asked him 2 teman me to take my pay coz e factory there is quite remote if i wan 2 go home... got my pay n all... was sooOo much fun in e bus wit ana n subhan... haha... they asked me 2 work but of coz i cant... coz he already was there... how can i juz go 2 work... =p niwae, after gettin my pay, walked out of e factory place 2 expo there... haha... almost got lost... =p thought of watchin a movie but then, it was already 2 late coz he had 2 go n study... soOoo we juz go 2 bedok... go n deposit my pay... sit2... talk2... then we walk 2 where he meetin his fren... haiz... mabuk seh part ni... =p k... on sat went 2 int early coz eatin breakfast at mac wit they all after they work... tis is e most fun part of workin there bsides e breaks ah... after tat, azmi n arie teman me for awhile coz i had 2 go 2 skool at 11... went off 2 skool for gl briefin... bloody borin seh... aida n me cabut after gettin e forms... had 2 reach work at 2 at samar... rushed down... found out short staffed seh... haha... i had 2 start work immediately... luckily only until 6... after tat, rushed down 2 bedok... take transport 2 go work at factory... woah... haha... yeah... work la then... supposed 2 work yesterday mornin at samar but then bcoz i work factory, cant go lo... damn tired... woah... tat means i didnt sleep for one whole day... was on my feet workin... =p style seh... then juz now i came back home arnd 11 plus... goin 2 work later at 6... at samar... quite confusin seh where my work is n all... haha... but then now i dun wan 2 work factory nimore... had kinda of a fight wit my line leader... blooody idiot crappy minah chhheenna malaysia.... =p scold me for nothin... pple sick sia... i sleep for awhile at e line then kena scold... e line is not even movin sia... !!! haiz... its ok ah... i already planned 2day my last... hav 2 rest... only work at samar now... got to prepare for next week's trip 2 vietnam... wow... i feel so damn tired... a lot of commitments... haiz... im neglectin rock n e biz thingy... haiz... sori ah... let me rest 1st k... n mayb its better also if my heart n brain is taken out also... haha... haiz... i dunno wat 2 tink n feel nimore... i guess i hav 2 go now... goin 2 b late for work... i guess i blog in awhile though... insyaallah... thanks 2 those who visit tis crazy gal's blog... haha... =p tataz pple... luv ya all... hehe... Monday, April 11, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... haiz... feelin so damn tired... haiz... exhausted to e core... haha... now im juz on autopilot ah... 2day will b e 5th day in e runnin im workin 12 hrs each nite... waliao... haiz... no life sia... =p yesterday actuali i off but then haiz... coz scared of gettin sacked or somethin, i go n ask my agent for a job n i got it ah... but then different level of e factory.. haiz... now i hav 2 do motorola fons... haiz... im gettin sick of e fons man... packed i dunno like few thousands of e fons... some more work in a cage sia... coz its handfon mah soooOoo e security very tight... i was all alone yesterday ah... my frenz all off... haiz... how i get thru e nite was basically thanks to saj call ah... luckily e first break i can take my fon but then e subsequent breaks, i cldnt... stupid pakcik security... =p didnt eat ah... got no food... so i juz went 2 e carpark n look at e sky ah... haha... then very tired go n sleep at e couch... then now i hav 2 b permanent on e 4th floor sia.. haiz... but then i already planned of goin off on e 21st hopefully... since im goin off 2 vietnam soon... thank god... haiz... i juz hope a change of scene wld somehow make me think much clearer... mayb i can finally 4get abt him somehow... even though not fully but somehow at least a bit ah... tis few nitez tat im workin somehow i dunno ah always keep thinkin abt him... n i hate it a lot... coz im soooOoo freakin damn tired n y shld i b thinkin of him... its so obvious it wont happen again... haiz... i mean... i dunno ah... i juz dunno... damn freakin tired sia... m sick already... haiz... get out of my head... get out of my heart... pls? haiz... i noe i dun mean anythin 2 u somehow... its juz me... i noe la... haiz... gotta thank arie for e talk on tat nite... haha... was fun talkin 2 him coz basically we find out a lot of unusual stuff... somehow... haha... like of all pple, we had 2 meet each other at work... haha... so many things to talk abt... basically crap ah... hehe... n some stuff tat i juz found out tat i tink i already noe... haha... it has been a month n it still hasnt changed yet... my feelings i mean... evry1 is askin me 2 juz 4get abt it... i wld reli love to but i still cant... u tink i wan 2 suffer like tis is it... even when i didnt tink, it juz comes... haiz... reli needs 2 take time... A LONG TIME... haha... i cant bcome a galfren ah... dun tink tat it was made for me ah... can only b a fren... like tis wife also cant ah... haha... =p y fad... y must u b like tis... haiz... agaknye ngah mood jiwang ah ni... mati seh... =p haha... actuali e truth is now, if im not on autopilot, i wld hav somehow faint... passed out... i feel fragile now... like if i fall, i will b shattered into pieces like glass... =p damn exhausted... haiz... i tink until here ah... hav 2 get ready for work... haiz... i wan 2 rest but it seems as if i dun hav e time 2... well... tataz pple... till next time... hav a nice day... =) Saturday, April 09, 2005  uhm... tis pic was actuali taken by grace... cld c idayu holdin a fon..was tryin 2 get away from it.. reason, hendra wan a pic of mine.. 1st day of sem 2 n 1st time i wore a long skirt n well, look kinda feminine... haha... =p lame seh fad...  aSsaLamuaLaiKum... haha... hey ya... welcome 2 my borriiing blog... =p k... e reason y i havent been updatin as much is bcoz........ I GOT A JOB!!! hahaha... workin night shift at a factory near u... hahaha... =p niwaes, i started on thu nite... apparently i thought i cldnt get e job but then when while i was havin a meetin at mokhsin house, e agent called n gues wat... i got e JOB!!! haha... alhamdulillah... =) at last i hav a source of income... now im totally exhausted but still can blog... haha... 12 hr job seh... haiz... okie... let me recap a bit... wed nite, went climbin... ooooh... long time no climb... v fun ah... then thu got meetin at mokhsin house in e mornin... discussed quite a lot of things ah... until 3 pm after our smbhyg zohor berjemaah... came 2 work... uhm... late... haha... missed e agent... had 2 go there myself... luckily ana havent gone yet... went 2 work wit her... was quite interestin ah... nvr set foot in a real factory b4 n e place was buzzin wit pple... i was like soooOo lost... haha... finally found e agent... he was bz givin out e pay 2 e workers... i juz took e time 2 observe e surroundings... i can c tat there r quite a no of tp students workin there 2... when finally, i joined up wit e other new workers n we were assigned our jobs... was interestin ah... we had 2 pack n label tis things n evrythin ah in an assembly line... my job was 2 label e box... aiyah... met quite a no of new pple... it was fun ah but then quite tirin coz we didnt hav chairs 2 sit on n had 2 stand all e way... =p i go thru e nite by talkin crap or 'intelligent' crap as i might say wit arie abt history... haha... faisal was basically shakin his head all e way hearin us... haha... our 'sawan pagi' had already came... =p oh ya.. i found out tat e vending machines r only 20 or 30 cents... haha... finished work... went eat breakfast at macdonalds wit huda, ana, farhan, azmi, arie, bunny, faisal... after tat, i went straight to skool... haha... had my last class tis week for my cds... came late... slept all e way for lecture... was soooOo freakin tired.... arnd 1, went home... slept at 3... woke up 6.30 2 find out i had 26 or so missed calls... haha... e wake up calls didnt work pple... =p hehe... was blooody late... when i reached e int, i juz missed e transport... ana, huda n faisal didnt take it n waited for me... haiz... im feelin soooOo guilty... bcoz of me, evry1 had 2 b late... haiz... huda asked her dad 2 sent us 2 e factory there... haiz... came n signed our names ah... thought we were goin 2 b scolded but then e agent wasnt there... even my leader didnt say anythin... =p lucky ah... did some packin up of batteries n mouse... then my leader asked me 2 join another line... HAD 2 DO LABEL!!! ARGH!!! haha... at 1st ok la... then after arnd 2000 mouse r packed, i went 2 my line do e batteries... then a few mins later, e leader of tat line came searchin for me... HAD 2 DO LABEL AGAIN!!! ARGH!!! haha... tis time i was alone from my line... was soooOoo damn borin... had 2 packed 2000 cds... haiz... after finishin tat, went back to my line... then gues wat... she came again n asked me 2 DO LABELS!!! AIYOH!!! U TINK MY FACE LABEL MAH... =P luckily tis time, most of my line had 2 do it tooo... there was abt 2000 keyboards 2 b packed but we cant actuali finish all of it coz it was nearin 2 goin home time... tis time though, i bcame to b very tired... very e sleepy until i didnt even realised tat i didnt paste e label on e box... haha... was half there n another in dreamland... finally... it was time 2 go... checked my hp n gues wat... haha... he msged me... wEee... =) he told me abt his results... aWww... haiz... kesian die... work hard 4 e supp paper tau... =) when he msged me, i didnt feel sleepy anymore... haha... was uhm.... =) haha... i still remember i was waitin 4 e sms from e skool abt e results 2 come... was doin my labelin when finally, exam results... went straight to azmi n arie... hahaha... i had only Cs n Ds... but alhamdulillah i didnt hav 2 take any supp paper... =) then juz now after work, went 2 eat at ya salam wit e kids from work... bla bla bla... haha... im supposed 2 go n sleep now coz i still got work 2day... haiz... already yesterday late, ana dun wan me 2 b late again... soooooooOOoo here goes... i hav 2 end tis already... haha.. hav 2 sleepp... hope tat 2day will b ok... im not sure i wan labelin again... hahaha... =p k la... i tink tats all for now... im goin 2 update in a while soOoo anytin juz tagged aight... =) have a nice day pple... Wednesday, April 06, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... hmmm.... ok la... juz post up some of e pics of my best frenz... well... some of them ah... hmm... as usual... lots of things has happened... haiz... mcm biase la.... now im in e library.... k la... suppose 2 go for climbin but then... hehe... come a bit late ah... saj wan 2 play comp... hmm... i still remembered tat monday i was soooooOooo damn tired... in e mornin went for e global citizenship cds... was late... it was sooo damn borin... start at 9 n then finish arnd 2 seh... sooo long... had plans wit zarian n asrul 2 meet up... then went out wit saj n my fren... played pool... then i had 2 go off to yio chu kang for a team session at wee nee's house... haiz... bla bla bla... went 2 clementi after tat arnd midnite... then, went home arnd 6 am in e mornin... luckily got some1 send home... =p didnt manage 2 get up for ikhwan meetin at woodlands... damn tired but then i woke up arnd 1 to go for an 'interview'... for factory work ah... ana asked me 2 go there... met idris also... hmm... then went 2 ana's house for awhile... watch her sis weddin video... haha... i watched back when me n ana did e silat... haha... very funny seh... =p then met up wit saj n my fren.... watched eye 10... haha... was basically hilarious... kinda... wit a bit of scary ah... but not tat much... haha... sat in e middle... tried to as usual scare e pple bside me... haha... im always noisy durin horror movies... hehe... like 2 scare pple ah... coz i dun tink tat e movie is tat scary... real life is diff than in movies... then basically, hmmm.... juz now had my another class... quuite borin ah... but at least now me n my grp members noe wat we r supposed 2 do for e project... haiz... 6 days 5 nitez at vietnam... ok la... at least i can get out of spore n 4get my probs for awhile... like wat happened last yr... haiz... met up saj 2 eat at bedok... then here we r in e library... she, dikir barat... me, rock climbin... haiz... life is tirin now for me... im actuali gettin kinda better somehow spiritually... physically, haha... its always like tis ah... always sick... i dun mind... emotionally, hmmm.... a bit ok ah.. wit e constant help of my fren... im still tryin 2 recover from tis heartache somehow... haiz... im juz sooooo confused whether to juz giv it up or keep tryin... haiz... i nvr knew tat i can evr b like tis... its beyond my wildest dreams ah... didnt noe tat i wld actuali wan 2 commit n love some1... but i noe tat once i say it, i meant it... n i dun lie... unless tat person ask me 2 stop... then i will... haiz... k la... i tink i reli hav 2 go off for rock climbin... or else... haiz... die... hehe... k la... reli sori tat my blog is bloooody borin... tataz... =)  haha... sajeedah... one of my 9 best frenz tooo... nothin better 2 do but take pic in toilet... hehe... tis gal ah... long time seh noe her... from pri skool till now... takda muka org lain ke... haha... no la.. appreciate evrythin u done... esp tat 1 thin tat u make me known to... him... =)  hmm... tis is rufi... one of my 9 best frenz too... haiz... long time we nvr talk... good luck wit ur life fi... thanks for evrythin... =)  hmm... me n fizah... one of my 9 best frenz tooo... taken at pergas last yr... haha... e time when we were in e sat session... haiz...  hmm... me n dewi... one of my 9 best frenz too... hehe... =) tis was taken after we send fizah off to umbrah... last yr... haha...  hmm... tis is farhana... thanks a lot for helpin me aight gal... =) one of my 9 best frenz...  hmm... me n apek... haiz... tis guy ah... he dun wan 2 contact me is it... =p best fren ape ni... ish2... Sunday, April 03, 2005  haha... rabak seh muke... hehe... nothin better 2 do ah... soo... yeah... =p Saturday, April 02, 2005  haha... me, feez n ana... ooooh... i look sooo e tembam... haha... =p  hmmm.... me n feez... haha... finally got take some pic same2... kwang kwang... =p  hehe... me n rohana... i look so tired seh... haha... juz finish takin photo of... POPCORN!!! hahaha... kesian si feez... ana got new fon seh... =p  hehe... rohana n feez... actuali tis long time ago oledi... but then now only feez send e pic sooo... publish lo... hehe... thanks niwae feez... =) aSsaLamuaLaiKum.... hmmm.... haiz... my blog is bloooody borin... wat m i goin 2 do eh??? hmmmm..... change blogskin??? put in more info... put in song??? haha... i dunno la... very e malas actuali... i juz post up some photos la... coz i juz got it from feez... hmm... ok... as usual, lots has happened... until now tat im feelin so drained out... haiz... juz highlight some of wat i do la... k... start wit thursday.... supposedly planned 2 go east coast wit firdauz, faj n him... go cycling... but then... oooh... it was rainin soooo we ate n then go bowling instead... haha... it was his first time playin bowlin... woah... weird... well... e 1st game i won but then... 2nd n third... sad 2 say... he won... =p eEeEEEee!!! got beaten by a beginner... haha... tis shows tat there is such thin as beginner's luck... hehe... =p faj was also good... hehe... after tat, we went off... sent faj 2 e bus stop where rashid was waitin.... then firdauz went off... left faj, rashid, me n him at e bus stop... faj n rashid was juz sittin at e bus stop while me n him were waitin for e bus 2 go home... asked them where they wanna go, they say dunno... then he told me ' mcm pernah dgr je... ' haha... i noe wat he meant ah... it was like last time for us also whereby both of us hav no idea where 2 go when we meet up... haiz... then e bus came ah.... talked 4 awhile in e bus... stopped at his area there... he went off while i waited for another bus 2 go to skool... had 2 take my rock climbin gear n meet saj... he got say tat he wld b callin me tat nite.... i dunno ah... sooo.... went 2 skool... talk2 wit e climbers 4 awhlie abt e comp e next day at outram sec then went off 2 eat wit saj... went home after tat... bla bla bla... then arnd 12 plus, he called... aAaaaHHhh!!! haha... he actuali called... =) we talked n talked... until 5 plus in e mornin... woah... exactly 5 hrs seh.... haha... our 1st time talkin tis long... haiz... k... then on fri... went for e climbin comp... met nad, raodah, rufi, idris, fattah, jup n salman at bedok int... went 2gether2... i was feelin tired like hell... haha... talk2 wit them ah... long time nvr see... when reached outram mrt station, walked 2 e skool... e journey was blooody... uhm.... basically it was tirin ah... coz we had 2 go up n down e hill n evrythin... haiz... e skool is soooo big... got lift some more... aiyoh... its juz a secondary skool seh.... wokiez... e isolation time was sooo borin... e only climbers from tpsc were me, nad, raodah for gals n guys, taufik, salman n idris... met marcus, wee hong n lailatul munirah ah... slept for awhile in isolation... haha... when my turn 2 climb, hmmm... didnt do 2 well ah... long time didnt climb... sooo... yeah... juz for exposure n experience... then after tat went clementi.... then hmm... 2day saturday... basically went 2 skool... theres a MAG sports meet... i juz came for e ikhwan meetin at e end of e meet... played a while also ah even though i dun like playin captain's ball... oh ya... actuali was supposed 2 go 2gether wit feez but then... uhm... hehe... reli reli reli sori abt it... already woke up actuali but then when i saw it was goin 2 rain, slept back... hehe... then 4get had 2 meet u... soWiiiEeee.... haiz... k... after e meetin, we went to chai chee 2 eat... asked khadijah 2 help me wit my arab also... hehe... well... after tat i went home ah... very tired.... till then here i m at home... long time nvr chat n all... haha.... my schedule is reli jam packed... until i dunno how 2 actuali put in work... haiz... 2moro goin 2 go out wit fiz n dawi... go awhile zarian house for e game n then go out... hehe... talk2 ah... must plan wat im goin 2 do e next week... rock trainin starts on mon... haiz... then mon mornin got cds class... haiz... when 2 start work like tis... =p night shift lak tu... haiz... k la... i tink i better go now... wanna sleep back... not enough sleep... aRgh!!! hehe... tataz pple... =p |
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