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Saturday, January 29, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaikum...
hmm... haiz... rite now i tink im in deep hot soup... haha... wit my mom... haiz... i reli feel tat i have let her down... well... the truth is i hav ah... haiz... u hav no idea how guilty i feel... haiz... oh well... wat has been done cant b undone... oh well... k, yesterday went out wit dewi,solihin, saj, rasyid n also hafeez... went 2 town... ate at breeks... haiz... see cindy again... last time i saw her was when we ate there for dewi's birthday last yr... tats seriously a long time ah... she still not hapi 2 c me lo... haiz... =p quite mendak ah at first... then we went 2 far east... saj kept us entertained... hehe.. =) she's e only one who shopped... all of us juz follow n c wat she's up 2... good ah tat she did... or else we dunno wat to do... haha... after tat, saj went back... we went to lido n eat... at last only left me, hafeez n rasyid... went home... took 65... hmm... 2molo got pergas... MUST go... long time seh nvr go... will b meetin farhana 2molo also... haiz... 2day juz sit at home... haiz.... nothin much happen ah... oh well... till next time ah... adios... tataz... =) pS pleAsee... pLeaseee... tag at my tagboard... haha... k la... ciao...  hmm... me n him... kwang kwang... so many times try 2 take nice pic... haha.. tis one can la... =p   hmm... took tis from wei ling... sori... hehe... a very nice view... haiz... v soothin... =)  took tis from lydia... hehe... sori... tis was last yr... b4 we went 4 medan... SMS!!!  haha... took tis from yasin's frenster... sori eh... nice ah e pic... =) my GL campmates... RADON!!! Friday, January 28, 2005
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haiz... rite now i dunno wat 2 tink now... haiz... soOoo many things happenin in my life... i dunno wat 2 feel... came back from my camp yesterday nite at arnd 12... finish e camp actuali arnd 10 plus... after tat went 2 tamp to hang out wit my camp frenz... got closer 2 joey... haha... he very e blur seh... reminds me of si yuan... haha... tats y can bully him... help him 2 ehem... attract some1... hehe... thanks for lettin me use ur fon 2 take pics... hehe... =) camp was basically fun... as usual... but then i still remember tat durin e 1st day i reli felt like goin home... was sooo tired... cant tahan... coz i didnt hav much sleep... i had my rock competition, rockmaster, on sunday... was 45th... yasmin was good seh... =) haha... cant blame any1 ah.. i was damn tired when i climbed tat day coz i juz came back from airport... overnite studyin since monday got test... =p stayed there at sp until arnd 7... was supposed 2 pk wit zaki, hidayah all but then, i was sooo tired tat i actuali slept there... haha... found out tat jup actuali took my pic while i was sleepin... ish2... i get him 4 tat... haha... =p i reli apologise for not pking wit ya hid... was damn tired ah... hehe... next time we go pk... =) then went off wit sharon, mus, dillon, fandi, imran... dillon bought tis punchin thing n he brought it there... i was sooo stressed tat time coz there was so many stuff tat was happenin n wat i suppose 2 do... i punched n punched until my knuckles was almost bleedin... mus at 1st let me 2 let my frustration out but then when he saw tat my knuckles was kinda bleedin, he told me 2 stop... haiz... cant help it ah... luckily there was mus... he help me a lot seh... thanks eh... =) oh ya... there is 1 thin tat i cant 4get ah... i finally spoke 2 hatta... haha... he's like e best climber n also a damn fine traceur seh... so when he actuali recognised me n sayin tat i was like 'fierce', it was a compliment 2 me.. hehe... i reli appreciate it... he actuali took notice of me when i pked wit e guys at sp durin climbaprix... he asked me 2 pk along wit them... cool... =) then after tat we went off to tamp 2 eat at BK... had microecons test in e mornin... woke up early 2 study... haha... =p finally paid for e vietnam trip.. haiz... then after test had 2 go home 2 pack 4 camp... when reachin skool, got a call from my CDS tutor Nicoll Tan regardin my CDS... so had 2 go n meet him though i was reli late for camp... haha... was quite ok talkin 2 him n all... e CDS is called Global Citizenship... quite cool ah xcept tat e tutorials n lectures will b in e holidays... i'll b havin my 1st lecture n tutorial 2molo... haiz... must come at 9am... hmm... after tat went 2 camp... quite a no of malays ah in my grp which is called radon... haha... met some familiar faces mostly from sub comm ah... aisha n aida also go but then they r in e same grp n not wit me... i tink e highlite of e camp will b e mini jam n hop on e 2nd nite... hehe... e mass dance i danced wit joey mostly ah... haha... taught him 2 dance also... hehe... was quite fun ah... luckily got aisha n aida... danced wit them like we danced durin last yr's jam n hop... haha... =p compete wit wei jian n his fren dancin... well... sort of ah... some kind of breakdancin thingy ah... i tink... mostly wit e feet ah... v tired seh after tat... haha... bonded wit my grp actuali ah... quite a no of pple went home... jia seng n sherman was part of the program comm... ok la... my grp werent tat enthuasistic or somethin ah... but got a lot of handsome n pretty ones... haha... was called e sexiest empire coz e sexy butt n chest were from my grp... haha... eEeks n melanie... =p e 3rd day i went off for rock climbin wit idris n wei jian... went 2 safra yishun... haha... lepak seh... i juz wore my camp shirt, short n slippers... idris also... haha... v tired... we came back by public bus... haha... i dun care anymore ah how i look... finally reached e sports hall arnd 6 plus... by then evry1 finished their activities n were juz waitin for e camp 2 finish... luckily i came juz in time for e photos takin... hehe... took photos wit a lot of pple... joey... jackson aka bapok... hehe... =p hannah... a lot ah... was sooOoo much fun... then after e debrief, got e mass n chicky dance again 4 e last time... tis time i danced wit jackson... haha... he swinged me until i almost fell seh... haha... =p after tat took more photos... xchanged numbers n all... then after goin 2 tamp n all, went home wit joey... haha... basically 2day i went out late 2 meet up wit ana actuali supposed 2 buy my slippers coz dah pecah seh... haha... went from bedok 2 tamp... still cant find... =p then went back 2 her house... called pple n all for 2molo outin... haha... conferenced wit saj n feez from 11 plus until nearin 1 seh... juz abt 1 thin... whether feez can make it or not 2molo... i can somemore talked wit dewi pon another fon... haha... now, i tink i reli hav 2 go n sleep ah... hav 2 wake up at 6.30 coz hav 2 go skool... haiz... then after tat goin out... yeaH!!! somethin like a pre-celebration for me ah... since my birthday is next week n all... goin 2 hav alLLllll (well, almost... hehe... ) my fav n gd frenz wit me 2molo... =) mostly from my sec skool ah... hehe... i juz hope tat evrythin's goin 2 b ok 2molo... nothin much planned ah... im juz hapi tat im surrounded by my fav pple... hehe... tataz pple... =) Monday, January 24, 2005 aSsaLAmuaLaikum.... heyaz peepz... gues u guys r wonderin where is my entry... only pics... haha... dun fret... got story bhind e pics... haha... juz tat i've been reli bz n hav no time to post... only pics... now im oledi rushin 4 my camp which is supposed to b at 12... haha... 3 days 2 nights... GL camp ah... haiz... very the tired now... so i gues i'll b updatin in a few days time... til now, have a good time pple... hope u cld tag my tagboard n not only feez... hehe... though i appreciate ya taggin... =) tataz...  gOin baCk hoMe.... looks like nite... BUT its early in e mornin thus e faces... hehe... =p  aLa...kesian nye... muke dah ngantuk org tu... hehe... =p  caK...!!! hehe... ala farhana... y u cover ur face... =p  fEeZ givin up i c... haha... now back at bk... tiaOngZ... =p  haha... feeZ n sAj... buAt ape tuuuu...??? hehe... =p  <<< STUDENTS AT WORK >>> bEwArE !!! hehe...  haha... e effects of studyin... at staff canteen... wah.. long time nvr study in e day... hehe... =p Thursday, January 20, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum....
hmm... well... here i m in e lib... haiz... quite mendak ah... doin nothin much actuali... juz waitin 4 asar then off i go to meet ana then farhana then... ROCK CLIMBIN!!! hehe.... must train up for the comp ah tis weekend... hehe... had my accounts test in e mornin juz now... haiz... lots of careless mistakes ah.. haiz... then after tat met him... well... ate lunch wit dayu n aisha... hehe.. he was mendak wit us... then after tat we went out of skool... he wan go eat mac... =p well... blah blah... then come back 2 skool... he got test at 3 plus... so, here i m now writin tis... =p well... yesterday was actuali quite weird ah... haha... i went 2 skool early to meet him as my test is in e afternoon... followed me go bedok go poly... =p haiz... then eat2... then he had 2 go to dentist while i hav 2 go back to skool... haiz... bus stats i reli dunno wat i was doin... was on autopilot seh... =p then after tat went 2 poly again wit ana... i wasnt reli in a very good mood... i dunno la... very weird seh... haiz... so many emotions n feelings comin to me at e same time i gues... i was even irritated by a simple thin... haiz... well... then we went to tamp... was supposed 2 meet e na n all.. but... well... so me n ana basically juz wait for him2 ah... e weird thin was tat while we were walkin, we met up so many tampines sec pple... haha... met up erwan also... haiz... he wasnt happy tat i wasnt takin care of myself... haiz... haha... tats wat a godbrother supposed 2 do niwae... hehe... reli appreciate it ah wan... =) when we juz met up wit 1 tpss, another 1 will surely come... haha... like gatherin seh at tm... well... then i went wit ana to parkway parade... she went off wit her fren after tat... i took e bus n had to change arnd eunos there soooOoo... haha.. juz xplored e place... now i noe... haha... =p went home arnd 10 plus... haiz... nowadays always go home early... =p haiz... then now basically after tis go pray... then meet ana... haiz... cant stop thinkin of him seh... haiz... dah la susah nak jumpe die tau... =p ish2... oh well... i juz hope tat well, evrythin will turn out well... tataz pple... need 2 meet dayu... =p P.S. ain... ko nak aku tulis kat sini kan, niwae pape kan gal, ko contact aku or u can juz tag me ah... next week kluar... we told u oledi kan semlm... pape tanye je ah... pandai2 ah ko contact... Tuesday, January 18, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum....
haiZ... i dunno wats goin on now... seriously... juz chatted n well... my past caught up wit me... e things tat i tried to hide tat happen juz 2 yrs ago... i mean... seriously... it was not exactly tat nice... i still remembered i was lost... only another fren cld understand as she also has e same xperience as me.... tried 2 tell others but... dun tink tat they can understand... i dun tink they did understand... i was in it 2 much... luckily my fren well, she dun wan it... 4got abt it... until now... haiz... im goin 2 solve it... i try... well... juz now didnt hav any paper but then went to study wit idayu, apek, muhammad, azmi n julie... juz crapped arnd as usual... haiz... went off at rnd 5... met up wit ana at tamp... sat at starbucks wait for dewi n solihin... was quite fun ah... hehe... crapped as usual... they as usual bully me... haha... its ok... used to it... =p oh well then we went home... now here i m writin tis... my sis is basically stressin me out coz she wans 2 use e comp... =p haiz... 2molo meetin him after his test... finally can meet... but only for awhile... oh well... haiz... rite now i dunno wat 2 tink ah.... i gues in a way he dun understand me... he still doesnt noe wat kind of person i m... i dun tink he wld like it if he noes e real me... i dunno.. im not sure... all i noe now is tat i will try n make it work... i tink tats all i can actuali say for 2day... my mind's juz numbed now... i juz wonder who would actuali understand... haiz.. k la.. i hav test on 2molo afternoon... so... tataz peepz... lucky open book... =p aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
hmm.. well.. has been days since i blogged... basically it has been quite a hmm... fulfillin past 2 days... i tink ah... i tink in a way it has taught me to finally follow my heart again... to juz go wit the flow... i've learnt to deal wit my past though somehow i noe tat in e future, it will pop up its ugly head in front of me again... =p but however, im takin it 1 day at a time... so, im prepared 4 it... hehe... =p after basically bein a pain in e neck to e pple arnd me of my sulking n moping, im ok now... had some great advice... i reli appreciate all e help tat my frenz gave... they made me realise a lot of stuff... bein in a relationship is tough esp 4 1st timers like me... but if there is trust, understandin n compromisin, it wld last... well... tats wat they all say... hehe... =p hmm... on saturday nite as i said b4 in my previous entry, i went 2 study at e aiport wit feez... had 2... coz he was e only 1 who was willin to... hehe... but its ok... went 2 tamp 1st after we met... had 2 meet ana... =p very e leceh... haha... after tat, off to e airport... while at cold storage, i was in 4 a shock.. my nets was declined... haiz... oh well... lucky i got money... went 2 bk after tat... when we came, he was stil workin... me n feez ate 1st b4 'studyin'... haha... uhm... thanks feez... for e food... haiz... he went off arnd 12 like tat... oh well... so then basically feez n me started studyin... then saw yi ling n peng soon... they also study there... got lots of business students... haha.. now feez turn 2 feel how is it like to b e only science student... =p ok la.. did some organizin n all... study a bit... haha... then well... somethin happen ah... but now ok... pity feez had 2 listen... hehe... =p then arnd 5 plus, i start 2 sleep... haha.. feez also... i tink we woke up at arnd 7... by then, most of e students oledi left... tried 2 continue study but... well... both of us were like in a daze... haha... it was oledi breakfast at bk n i smelled such nice food n i immediately thought of breakfast at macdonalds... haha... was tempted by feez ah... haiz... no hasil tau... all ur fault la feez... jgn menyesal seh... =p finally arnd 10 plus after i had a talk wit dayu on e fon, we went 2 macdonalds... haha... bought hotcakes... hehe... it was feez first time at mac durin breakfast... awwWWww... so kesian... hehe... =p he waited 4 lunch hr so thus i ate 1st... haha... oh ya... was sooOoo e hungry... hehe... i was sOoo full... haha.. thanks feez... haiz... after tat, i use his fon take my pics... haha... borin la.. brain cant function 2 study nimore... after tat fell asleep again... haha.. feez also... by e time we woke up again, it was nearin 1... haha... so, after tat, we went home... soOoo tired seh... record... we reached airport at 10 plus in e nite n went off at 1 pm e next day... woAhh... haha... org gile seh... oh well... =p 2day got NMM test... it was quite easy ah... shldnt hav wasted my time studyin it... haha... didnt hav anythin 2 do after my test sooo i juz hang out wit apek, muhammad,haikal, shahrul n their frenz in e lib where they were studyin... basically, i cldnt study... no mood... =p hmm... basically e whole day i was there until we went off arnd 5 plus... i went 2 ana house... juz lepak... since it has been quite long i nvr come there... went off arnd 9 plus coz i had 2 meet dayu for bus stats... when we passed e bedok cc, silat was still goin on... been a long time since i saw quite a lot turned up for silat... hehe... i salam kakak coz well, it wldnt b disrespectful to her... met up wit e bdk2 silat... long time nvr c them... haha... while i was talkin, suddenly some1 called me... turns out 2 b jali... he say tat some1 wan my no or somethin like tat ah... haha... i wasnt interested... told him in front of e kompang guys tat i oledi hav matair... haha... then i juz went off... =p oh well... met dayu 4 awhile only... then went home... 2molo mayb studyin wit dayu n her frenz ah... cldnt meet him coz well, he has 2 sleep... haha... =p fine... well... next week then... haiz... jusqu'à ce que nous nous réunissions encore mon amour... =) tataz peepz... its oledi 4.30am... got to sleep... haha.. lucky 2molo got no paper... hehe...  wHeeeWwww... e bUs... hOmE sWeEt hoMe... hehe... =p  aWww... fEez sLeeP oLedi... hehe... padAn faCe... =p  hMmmmm.... nGggAppp... haha... eatin ah... huNgry... =p  aLamaK... caNt taHan mY eyEs aH... =p  haha... wEee... sTOneD oLedi La... haiz... Saturday, January 15, 2005  eEeeee.... muke dah stoiNk... hahaha... =p aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hmm... well... rite now im juz waitin for feez... goin 2 study overnite again at airport ah... haiz... juz hope got some1 else also go... at least it will b more fun... hehe... oh well... MUST STUDY!!! woke up juz now at arnd 5... planned 2 sleep more but then, well... cldnt... haiz... then actuali 2day supposed 2 go out but, since i was asleep... so... oh well... sarah n fiza go mercy relief thingy in e mornin... aida called me up at noon 2 go study n then ana asked me 2 meet her... haiz... sori ah pple... tersleep n im savin my energy for studyin 2nite... hehe... well... yesterday nite, went to study at airport ah wit fi, feez and saj... as usual, we studied at burger king.... me n feez came 2gether so we reached 1st... saj n fi came 2gether in raizerl's car... basically while waitin for them 2 come, both of us crapped... uhm... tink so ah... haha... had some kind of uhm... dilemma or some kind of conflict ah... now all ok ah... lucky... he was workin... oh ya... he cut his hair... aWwww.... kesian nye.... kan dah pendek rambutnye skrg... more smarter... haha... =p oh well... then basically yesterday got a lot of pple ah... coz hmm... pple goin haji n all... e whole time, we didnt actuali studied much... haha... as usual ah... his gang plus nazeem all came down there also... send their uztaz 2 haji... saj talk2 ah wit them all... oh ya.. saj n feez esp saj bought sooooOooo e many tea n coffee... haha.. n then some more take a lto of creamers n sugars... had 2 giv them back in e end... hehe... basically juz e whole time tried to study n all... saj went home 1st at arnd 5 plus coz she cant tahan nimore... then he went home wit his frenz soon after tat... then fi went off at 6 plus... raizerl pickin her up... me n feez still hang arnd e place until arnd 7 plus... haha... e whole time i was juz playin wit his fon... take pics... so e borin la... =p took a very quick nap n then we r on our way home... wEeee... haha... reached home arnd 9... cant tahan then sleep... hehe... well... now i tink i hav 2 go off... time 2 go airport... hav 2 meet ana somemore... haha... leceh ah tat gal... well niwae, at least i got feez seh 2 study wit... lucky... k la... hav 2 go... feez waitin oledi liao... tataz... =p  =p....!!! tiS is caLLeD BORING~~~ wEee... hehe... nothin 2 do after BURNT OUT from studyin... =p  hMm... hiM n saJ... wHen talkin 2 each other, dun even notice other pple arnd them tau... haha... like speakin 2 e wall like tat... wEee... =p Friday, January 14, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
wHeEewwWww... im so e very relieved now tat comm skills is done... 2 reports 2 finish by 5 2day n i start doin it 2DAY!!! =p haiz... die2... well... luckily my class end at 1 then i did it in the lab for 4 hrs straight... =p ish2... i feel so tired now... only get to eat the sandwich that i asked dayu 2 buy for me... coz i hav 2 b stuck to the comp and finish the reports... haiz... wat a waste of a day... i've been stuck here at level 5 since 11 am juz now... =p dun even noe wats goin on outside... now i hav 2 wait for e rock climbin meetin 2 start at 6 plus... haiz... then later at nite go overnite studyin... wEeee.... wit fi n feez... then sarah got msg me whether 2molo mornin wanna go donation 4 e tsunami victims... hmmm... i tink mayb possibly can ah... im forcin myself to do all tis stuff as at least it fulfills my time... 2molo aida wan go study... hmm... i tink i cant sleep ah... then sunday mornin got pergas... tat 1 confirm must go coz i didnt go last week... haiz... hectic seh.. then monday start term test oledi... haiz... oh well... rite now i hav 2 wait for dayu also... wan 2 talk to her.... hehe.... oh ya... i juz got a confirmation tat im chosen for the CDS Global Citizenship... hav 2 go Vietnam for 5 days... hav 2 pay $450 by tis month... haiz... i dunno where to get tat kind of money... oh well... i try 2 find a way... tataz pple... =) Thursday, January 13, 2005 Nobody's Home a.k.a Takde Orang Kat Rumah
Aku takleh bilang kau Naper dia rasa cenggitu Dia rasa gitu hari2 Aku takleh tolong dia Aku cuma tgk dia buat salah yang sama lagi Ape masalahnyer, ape masalahnyer sekarang byk sgt byk sgt masalah Tak tau dia dari mane Dia dari mane (chorus) Dia nak balik rumah tapi takde orang kat rumah~ kat situ dia terbaring pecah dalam~ tkde tmpt nak gi, tkde tmpt nak gi~ keringkan mata, pecah kat dlm~ Bukak mata kau Pastu tgk luarCarik alasan knaper Kau dah kena reject skrg kau tkleh carikape yang kau tinggalkan Jadi kuat, jadi kuat skrg byk sgt, byk sgt masalah Tak tau dia dari mane, dari mane~ (chorus) Prasaan dia simpan Mimpi dia tk jumpa2 Dia dah naik giler Dia dah jato ke blkg Dia tkleh jumpe tmpt dia Dia dah hilang kepercayaan Dia jatoh lagik Dia kat mane~ (yeah!) (chorus) Dia sesat kat dalam~ dia sesat kat dalam~ ohhh~ oohhH~~ Dia sesat kat dalam~ dia sesat kat dalam~ ooooohhhhhh~ oooooohhhhhhhh!~ ooooohhhhhh!~ hehe... a very lepak translation seh... written by urs truly mr haFeeeEEeeZZZzz... kwang kwang... haha... =p reli style la... hmm... i tink i blog later ah... haiz... now no mood... Wednesday, January 12, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hMmm.... well... gues i havent blogged for a few days... been quite bz i gues... as usual go home late... 2 tired 2 log in e net n blogged... =p actuali quite lazy ah to blog... coz... also if i wan 2 say somethin, scared got pple complain or misunderstood... =p ish2... haiz... i gues i treat my blog as my diary... mayb ah... share wit u guys n all... haha... but not all e vveerrRrryyy personal stuff la.. =p haha... dunno wat else to say seh... all i noe now is tat im sOooo e very ngantuk.... hehe... hmm... let me tink... monday basically nothin happen much except tat.... hmm... aDa aH... haha... =p START... wEee.... =p waTevR!!! im typin nonsense... =p hmm... monday juz basically like any other monday... boring... =p oh ya... i 4got la.. had last rock trainin b4 term tests... sOoo e many pple in rock gym coz it was rainin... quite very e fun also... juz start 2 talk wit fattah... haha... very e lepak seh wit him... both accused each other 'sombong'... waliao... =p haha... but now all ok... juz basically talkin abt madrasah life n all... after rock, met him lo... =p hmmm... TUESDAY... meanin YESTERDAY! haha... hmm... nothin much also i tink... hmmm... oh ya... after my psycho lecture at 7, quickly went 2 rock gym 2 pay for rockmaster comin up next 2 weeks... haiz... borrowed from fi money... =( sori eh fi... i pay u back... niwae, after payin, pass by fi n idris wit bashey n their frenz... were studyin near sports hall... i was rushin 2 go 2 e library coz had 2 meet dayu 2 photocopy notes... haha... my hands were sore juz from photocopyin seh... =p hehe... after tat, met up wit him... in e lib also ah... got saj n her fren... study la... =p term test next week k... =p after tat, basically juz lepak... then 4get time seh... serious... didnt notice my fon silent seh... =p went home late... luckily my dad didnt scold me tat much ah... a bit lecture then he went 2 sleep... hmm... 4 2day eh... was supposed 2 meet him but... well... he was busy... its ok... hmm... basically juz now my lecture end early seh... soooOooo e borin wan 2 go home early... sooOoo... i was findin pple ah... oh ya... b4 i forgot... juz wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY APEK!!! hehe... dah 18 seh... i'll b goin 2 tat number soon k... haha... =p ok... sooo... was supposed 2 meet fi n study but then i gues i didnt hav e mood 2 study ah... luckily ana msged me... askin me 2 meet her... lucky... hehe... so... went 2 TM instead 2 meet her... basically juz lepak2... walk2... talk2... all tat crap ah... =p we finally lepak underneath amin's blk... where e gang well... basically juz lepak ah... ana msged him askin him 2 come down but then he say he got somethin on... ish... then he got say ah tat at skool i was like 'sombong giler babi'... when i read e msg, my blood boil seh... =p he dare call me sombong when he's e 1... so, from there msged him n all.. =p kinda 'fought' e nvrending battle of who's sombong n who's not via sms... ish2... feel like wan 2 cekik him... =p watevr la... =p i giv up oledi... dun wan my past 2 come back n wreck my present... im quite hapi wit wat i hav now... tis is reli irony ah... when i wan, dun wan... when i dun wan, wan... haiz... apa da... =p well... i gues i end here la... 2molo hav 2 wake up early coz hav 2 go comm skills at 9... haiz... WEAR FORMAL seh 2molo... haha... watevr la... luckily no need 2 wear coat also... haha... =p k la... k la... oh ya... feeZ... ape tu afwan??? =p buat la keje seharian kamu tu eh... sampai bile2 tau... hehe... =p tataz peepZ... =) P.S. oh ya... can some1 pls tag??? at least i get 2 noe e peepz who come to my blog... kwang kwang... thankiez n peace out... =) Monday, January 10, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hmmm... well... as usual its early in e morn... =p m chattin wit erwan now... abt relationships... haha... got some advice from my godbro... of coz lo... i tink im juz goin 2 sleep after subuh... juz finished also readin all my past entries... memories come floodin in... reason y i had 2 review back my blog n change some of my entries is bcoz well, had some kinda complains... =p aiyoh... next time, im not changin k... tis is my blog... i will write watevr i wan here... n if any1 has a problem wit tat, pls point ur mouse 2 tat X button on e right hand side of e window n click it... dun come back... thank u... cool... now tat 1s cleared up... hmmm.... niwae, juz tryin 2 recap wat had happened... oh ya... on friday, i skipped my tutorial... =p ish... juz found out tat i had my class assignment... aRgh!!! didnt sleep actuali tryin 2 my resume n cover letter... luckily i had feez as company... deadline was at 12, tutorial at 11... had 2 skip coz didnt finish it... came 2 skool nearin 12... when reached, took e stairs 2 e 6th level coz e lift was sooo late n it was oledi 12... i remembered tat i was like flyin... evrythin was spinnin by e time i reached e 6th floor... haha... luckily managed 2 get there b4 e teacher... =p basically on sat, i went studyin wit aida at skool... then since she had 2 go off early, i went 2 my grandma house... 2 eat... hehe... but then when reach there my grandma asked me 2 go hospital... got some1 la who's motor 'langgar' a car or somethin... haha... met my cuz, suhailah at e lift area... haha.. found out tat her bf sent her home... haha... when reached e hospital, we went 2 7-11 n she belanja me seh... haha... talk2 wit her abt relationships n evrythin... after tat we went 2 kampung chai chee 2 eat... hmmm.... then for sunday... was supposed 2 go pergas in e mornin... haiz... but then woke up late coz e nite b4, i cldnt sleep... was msgin him till e late mornin til i clnt tahan nimore... hehe... i mean sleep la... :p was supposed 2 go out wit ana... go parkway then airport... ana wan 2 c him... haha... :p me n ana finally met abt 8pm coz i was waitin for my mom 2 finish cookin... hehe... long time she nvr cook k... love her cookin... =) went parkway juz 2 eat at e hawker centre there n kfc... ana was havin 1 of her cravings... hehe... after tat we made our way 2 airport... reached there abt 10 plus... ok la... he was still workin... hmm... we ordered cheesesticks... eat again... =p haha... he finished work soon after soOoo we went home same2 lo... ana was her usual 'kecoh' self... haha... =p k la... then take bus wit him after 'antar' ana home... hmm.... juz finished talkin to wan... got some good advice ah... haiz... mabuk seh e kepale now... haha... i tink i hav 2 end it here ah... aik... y is feez still online?? =p weird la u... k la... got lecture at 11... hav 2 go n pray subuh... tataz... =) Sunday, January 09, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... haiz... no mood to blog... dun even noe wat 2 say except tat... haiz... i wld juz love 2 go n help e tsunami victims... c the conditions... make their lives more better... i reli hope tat medan isnt affected coz tat might make it more personal to me... all e orphans there tat i had been acquainted wit... all those children... how can i b here in spore watchin them suffer on tv... i've been keepin track of the news... world's goin to end... how i wish i had e money... :( Friday, January 07, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaikUm...
hmmm.... haiz... not goin 2 sleep 2day... hav 2 do my bloody resume n cover letter n hand up by 2molo... meaning 2day ah... at 12... :p when pple got tutorial then must pass up... tuuuuppiid seh... :p haha... k la.. been quite a while since i blogged niwae... aiyah... he oledi noe my blogspot... keeeppOooo... haha... read la... read... dun complain abt anythin wat i wrote tau... :p haha... must write bad stuff abt him... oledi cause me trouble eh... :p jahat seh... dun fren baru tau... haha... hmm... e past few days had been ok i gues... been quite nice... resolved evrythin i gues... hmm... on tue, i started 2 help out wit e zip project at tp... juz noe ah... haha... juz helpin bits n pieces... until 2day ah... hmm... went out wit saj n feez... ate at long john n talk some crap... haha... e whole point of tat 'outin' was 2 giv feez e flier... haha... he was tryin 2 get rid off $100 i tink... he hav 2 donate ah... :p well... i still remember feez... how u made me send saj home... :p i say i complain rite... now i complain... kwang kwang... even though it happen a few days ago... still havent complain abt yesterday tau... :p basically on wed, i oledi warned saj... tat i was not able to meet her after skool... n also dun kacau me... haha... she understand la... hehe... been not goin 2 rock climbing for tis week... haiz... oh well... rockmaster is comin arnd 2 weeks... climbing competition seh... :p i wan boulderin... hmm... well.. niwae, on wed... after skool, helped out sarah n saqinah wit e zip project thingy coz i had 2 wait for him.. hmm... its ok.. at least i get 2 help out... soon after we met... haha.... was quite nice ah except for e part when he cause me trouble... :p i remember... u kena tau next week... muAhahaha... hmm... i gues im comfortable wit him... but still, still e pelik ah... how it turns out like tis... hmmmm.... ok.. yesterday, after my comm skills, had break from 12 to 4... coincidentally feez also... sooo... i asked him 2 help out at e booth outside e lib for e zip project thingy... arnd 2 plus, e transport oledi came for e stuff tat was collected... feez, kelly n me took e trolley n had 2 wheeled 3 bagful of e ziplocks... haha... so very e heavy seh... but i guess it was worthwhile... hmm... then after tutorial, me n feez went 2 pergas 2 help in packin the stuff since he also finished same time as me.... reached there... a lot of pple... can2 la... 1st time i go to pergas without wearin tudung... felt abit weird ah... mostly there r FMSA pple... madrasah n all... haha... kite2 yg sesat only poly... there were soooooOoooo e many things... mineral water... biscuits... a lot ah... e classrooms were turned into like a supermarket... only tat boxes were evrywhere 2... hmm... quite interestin ah... finally saqinah,sarah,feez n me went home at arnd 11pm... since we hav skool 2day plus some got tests n projects... like me... :p ish... havent even started yet... learned french from feez... haha... was fun ah... i wanna noe french... kwang kwang... oh ya... dun look at me like tat k feeeez... i noe im in e wrong... dun look2 la... dun make me feel guilty... haha... k la... i tink i shld start on my comm skills... ARGH!!! hate bloody comm skills... menyusahkan hidup org je... :p k la... tataz... :p Tuesday, January 04, 2005 aSsaLaMuaLaikUm...
hMm... 2day reli quite a very tense up day for me... haiz... met aszad in e mornin coz i ask him 2 help buy e notes... after oledi bought them, went to lecture... but then i went out of lecture coz i was feelin restless... i noe i cldnt concentrate wit some more wit e NMM proposal due 2day... so i went off 2 e library... did my proposal... somehow.... haiz... msged him... then after tat got some kind of argument or misunderstandin ah... somethin like tat... haiz... gues it affected me... cldnt even finish e dumb drawings... haiz... luckily durin e all those msgin, i also got msg feez... tat guy talked crap... hehe... no la basically was talkin abt how 2 donate plus promote n also, throwin his ps2 out of e window... wEee... hehe... lucky ah... at least i was cheered up... thanks a lot aight... u hav no idea how much ur msgs has helped me... :) b crappy always eh... hehe... then basically i had my lab at 3... still cldnt finish e damn proposal... finally juz went off to pray wit mai accompanyin me... cldnt help it but told mai abt it... haiz... was feelin so down... n tired... n weak... haiz... didnt hav any mood to go lab actuali... had 2 actuali rush thru my proposal until i didnt concentrate on my lab... luckily got lai xing... hehe.... thankayu... :) still didnt get 2 finish when lab ends... luckily my teacher, benny chin say hand up at 6... pHew... hehe... thanks man... met him at e library where i was tryin 2 rush my proposal... didnt talk tat much until later... had 2 go ITAS to hand in... while walkin, pass by amin, aizat n gang ah... aiyoh... malu seh... they make noise... :p tuuupiid... when hand in oledi, we used e underground pass coz it was rainin 2 go engine skool... bumped into helmi... of all pple... haha... bdk SP sesat kat TP... :p well... then we sat at e 'jungle' place... haiz... mostly silence... talk a bit... haiz... dunno la... we need time... haiz... then i had no mood to go for climbin... he went off to study wit his fren... at last i met dayu... talk 2 her n all... felt better ah... haiz... then after tat, talked 2 saj... feel much better... :) hehe... i try 2 understand n take it slow... haiz... k la... i tink i need 2 go off... was supposed 2 sleep but then waitin for him 2 call... wow... a first... he nvr called me b4... hehe... tataz... :p Sunday, January 02, 2005 aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
hmm... well... its e new yr oledi... 2005.... kwang kwang... didnt do much on tis weekend of e new yr... yesterday mainly slept... rain mah... so nice... but then on friday though, i went 2 a meetin at pergas wit fizah abt tis project zip helpin e tsunami victims at aceh... juz went out 2 help giv out fliers n collect stuff... reli quite nice ah... tat day, ana, dewi, fizah n me met at nite... went 2 tm... took neoprint... hehe... can take a look at e pics below... n also e flier for e project zip... was supposed 2 actuali go mercy relief 2 help out yesterday but then, i cldnt coz i was tryin 2 figure out somethin... haha... k la... was actuali supposed 2 do my work n stuff but then well, kinda procrastinate... been feelin reli tired tis days... since tuesday ah... haha... cant bliv tat actuali seeped out all of my energy... oh well... been sleepin on n off also... not sleepin well but still sleepin... havin migraines n all... haiz... oh well... used 2 it oledi... luckily 2day juz go out n help 2 volunteer at geylang... stand in front of shop n save givin out fliers n waitin for pple 2 buy stuff n giv it 2 us... haha... fat hope ah... not many actuali buy... at last i went in n bought e stuff myself... haha... :p its ok tat i spent my money on tis though now seriously my bank account only left 20 bucks... haiz... oh well... was tryin 2 figure out how to actuali join FMSA... fellowship of muslim students association... sounds cool ah... hehe... ana met us there.... seriously, did nothin much tis weekend... quite tired... weather's been rainin... no mood to go out also... need 2 tink abt wats goin 2 happen n all... do tutorials... proposal n such... haiz... wat a life... well... 2molo is skoolin... goin 2 distribute e fliers to my frenz... mayb goin 2 soka 2 find out wat i can do there for mercy relief... well... 2molo at last meetin him... haiz... been missin him... all his bloody fault... :p haha... k la... hav 2 start doin my comm skills... tataz... :)  fLieR fOr e pRojeCt ziP whiCh aiMs 2 heLp e tSunaMi viCtiMs iN aCeH... aNy enQuirIes, pLz aSk mE... tHankS... :)  hEhe... uS agaiN... hOpe wE can meEt agAin n taKe piCs... hehe... miSs yA peEpz... :)  aiK... aPe tU... :p hehe... 4 beSt frEnZ... dEwi, aNa, mE n fiZah... maY wE b frEnZ 4EvA... :) |
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