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Friday, December 31, 2004 aSsaLAmuaLaiKum...
hmm... its probably e last day of 2004... it will b a new yr on saturday.... 2005... how weird huh... basically wat i was plannin 2 do on e last day of 2004 will b postin abt e highlites of wat happen 2 me in 2004... for my sake... juz 2 learn from e mistakes... coz i noe tat tis yr, bein 17 n all has reli opened up my eyes 2 a lot of stuff... i've experienced a lot of stuff... from bad to good... until 1nce i almost 'lose' myself... i've been thru a lot so i gues 2004 means a lot to me... i juz hope tat 2005 will bring in a new n improved yr for me... insyaallah... :) wit e tsunami calamity happenin so near 2 2005 is reli quite a shock... i dunno y but its juz tat well... its somethin like a sign... of armageddon... end of days... qiamat... tats wat it is... im totally scared 2 e core... scared tat my faith wld waver durin tis crucial times... fear tat Allah wld juz make qiamat happen anytime when im still alive... fear tat i wld nvr get 2 'jejak' in madinah... fear tat when dajjal comes, i wld b followin him instead of Allah... fear tat i wld lose my faith n religion... tats wats impt to me... e most single impt thing in my life n rite now, im scared tat i might b losin it... haiz... rite now talkin 2 zarian reli helps in a way... he said tat i cld make it but somehow... i dunno... i seriously dun... i juz pray tat i wldnt evr lose my religion... i had told zarian tat well, might possibly turn 2 e worst or somethin... haiz... i dunno... nowadays i dun feel like my usual self... like i feel nothin except for this feelin tat well cant b described... sometimes light of heart, sometimes heavy... 2day aida even commented tat i look different... like im pale or somethin... haiz... i dunno... had done somethin quite bad... i guess though its normal 4 teenagers nowadays... haiz.... i dunno... i juz feel ashamed 2 Allah n also his bloved, Muhammad SAW... haiz... wat i noe is tat i wld nvr lose my faith unless well if i was meant to... haiz... rite now feelin sad... not sure if wat 2 say... juz tat juz now got ikhwan meetin where we hav half-planned 4 next yr n also went out wit dewi n solihin 2 buy ana's presents... i tink i reli hav 2 go n sleep n mayb think abt all tis... haiz... he said tat i tink 2 much... i guess its true n i juz cant help it... tataz... Thursday, December 30, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... kwang kwang... its in e mornin again.. ish2 fad... always blog in e mornin... oh well coz my sisters are e 1s who hogged e comp all nite... i miss chattin on msn... :( miss my frenz... hehe... basically i tink i juz wan 2 keep tis short... wan 2 sleep... in a few hrs hav 2 go to skool... :( firstly, condolences 2 those who died in e tsunami calamity... :( haiz... qiamat is nearin... very2 scared... now i dun tink i wan him... dunno la... very e pening seh... now always in e middle of my frenz havin guy problems... aiyoh... watch movie yesterday nite wit him... meet e fockers... ok la... k la... dunno la... borin seh... dun like friday coz got nothin 2 do... haha... :p my shortest entry.... full of crap... wan him or not??? crap crap crap.... tataz... :p Tuesday, December 28, 2004 aSsaLamuALaikUm...
hmm... rite now im in tutorial... kwang kwang... haha... been long since i surf e net actuali... like nothin 2 look forward to ah... juz 2day i managed 2 get into my blog... haiz... apa da... hmm... basically on sunday i woke up at 5 plus seh... haha... went out at nite 2 giv back aisha's laptop... uhm... spent e nite at e airport actuali coz i finished my proposal late... haha... then no bus... took 1st bus... lepak wit dayu for awhile... basically yesterday, was quite a very rainy day... haha... apek asked me to teman him go city hall to help him buy an annivesary present for his gf... noorman n hendra met us there.... saj also came along... was quite fun ah except tat haiz...got somethin tak kene ah... when we reach at mango at city hall, it was reli damn packed... haiz... finally we bought his gf a bracelet... then i had 2 go off coz he was finishin his class at 8... but then, saj was not in a gd state... so i teman her for awhile... haiz... went 2 meet tat guy... cant tahan.... haiz... met him late seh... haiz... we dunno where 2 go coz it was rainin... finally we juz go ah... sat at e bench... haha... talk2... bla bla bla.... then after tat go home... rite now i tink tat we r quite comfortable wit 1 another. 2day well, marks e 1 month we've been dating... haha... pelik2.... hav 2 wait more longer ah... i stil tink its movin tooo fast... now reli lepak seh... dunno what my tutor is talkin abt... i noe i got a lot to do but i 4got... hehe... haiz.. k la.. i end here... got NMM lecture after tis... tataz... wish me luck... :) oh ya... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANA!!! :D Saturday, December 25, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
hmm... im now writin on aisha's laptop at e airport. juz finished my NMM n comm skills but not entirely ah.. quite tired oledi. been here at airport since 12 and now here i m at e viewin mall at 11pm... haha... well... tis mornin was supposed 2 meet at airport arnd 11... wit pakcik, rufi and saj... saj followed me to aisha's house to take her laptop... hehe... reli grateful 2 aisha... :) thanks a lot aight... well, then we were late 2 meet pakcik... haha... sowie... he msged to fi n me tat he was hungry... haha... wat seh... complain only... fi came late coz she juz woke up n had 2 go 2 work later... haha... well, basically we all ate lunch at canteen... after tat started or well try 2 start 2 study... haha... :p saj wasnt in e mood to study n fi had some prob wit reizel... haiz... so in e end i cldnt la concentrate... all of them were 'jakun' wit e laptop... haha... i was quite pleased that i finally get 2 hav e laptop... haha... well, then like we all juz talk2 at last... then suhaila n fariz, both who r fi's frenz came along too... they also come 2 airport 2 study... haha... how weird tat we guys actuali went 2 airport 2 study durin a public holiday n christmas some more... haha... semangat wat... :p then fi went off go work... after tat we mostly dun hav e mood to study... at 5 plus e 3 of us went 2 e viewin mall... since t2 was under construction, we went 2 t1... while walkin 2 skytrain, saw him... workin there ah... saj so kepo... haha.. :p we juz talk2 at e viewin mall there... talk abt relationships n all.. haha... pakcik had 2 go home... but then i was adamant to finish my NMM at least a bit so that my day wldnt b wasted. so we went back to t2... went 2 eat at his workplace at e insistent of saj n pakcik... :p waliao... oh well... they asked me 2 order for them but i say no way jose... haha... when pakcik went off, saj teman me go back canteen coz hav 2 take my telekung from suhaila... evry1 wanted 2 go home but i reli want 2 stay at e airport so, well finally goin 2 go home wit him... reason y im here rite now also coz hav 2 wait for him 2 finish work... luckily i finished some of my NMM... haiz... on mon must pass up seh... haiz... oh well.. 2molo is another day... goin to go out wit pakcik n fi also 2molo... study a bit then... ENJOY!!! haha... oh well... i tink until here ah... hav 2 do my econs tutorial... tataz... :p aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hmm... well... its CHRISTMAS!!! hah... so wat... :p start off my day basically goin 2 bus stats tutorial at 11... skool's supposed 2 end at 1 n i mean at 1... haha... unluckily i wasnt affected by e half day for christmas eve ah since my lesson starts in e mornin... haiz... :p then well, met shaline n vanessa... talk2 2 them while waitin 4 idayu they all... after tat i followed them 2 tamp... was supposed 2 well meet saj later on coz she wan 2 run arnd resevoir n she asked me 2 teman her... haiz... since it was half day, lots of e tp students took 23... i tink all wan go tm or somethin... haha... aida wanted 2 go to this fashion to buy clothes... i also juz look2... then we tried out some clothes... at last, i was e 1 who bought a shirt... haha... :p then saj came... after tat, aida had 2 go off wit her ex... me, dayu n saj went 2 chai chee coz i wanna eat n also introduce dayu 2 my mum... then when i reached my mum told me tat aloyah was inside wit a grp of boys... when i peeped inside, i was shocked 2 find out most of my frenz there... e guys ah.. n lo n bhold who shld b there but amin himself too... :p haiz... then we took a table juz in front of them... dayu was quite pissed ah sal she dun like e way tat... well.. things turned out for me n him... oh well... after tat, basically we made our way 2 e int takin 69 where dayu was goin home while me n saj went 2 skool 2 meet pakcik... prayed 1st when reached skool which was mostly deserted... then when we wan 2 make our way 2 meet pakcik, there is tis 1 pakcik whom was lost... he was supposed 2 meet some1 for job there... we told him tat 2day was half day n dun tink that there will b any1 arnd... howevr we still help him find e place tat he was supposed 2 go... unfortunately, there was no 1... well after tat finally met pakcik at engine blk... we juz sit2 there 4 awhile since me n saj wanted 2 go joggin n pakcik wan play soccer... after tat me n saj changed... we left our bags wit pakcik... went runnin arnd reservoir... been a long time... haha... actuali survived it... after tat, wanted 2 take our bags from pakcik... when we reached there, found out tat julie is also there along wit nisah sooo basically i juz hang there for awhile... while we were sittin suddenly saj was hit by a ball... on her face... e guy who did it was apologizing profusely... a bit kecoh ah after tat... then suddenly got tis guy tell me tat got tis guy who noes me... tat guy happens 2 b fauzan... my old neighbour who used 2 b a cute n small kid who happens 2 like bitin pple... :p haha... now he's reli has grown... both of us juz reminicise abt e old times... was quite nostalgic... hehe... after tat, me n saj went 2 nenek house coz i was missin nenek... hehe... prayed there then eat also... called pple whether can borrow their laptop only 4 2molo... luckily aisha let... was sooo hapi.. reli appreciate it sha... :) well then go off la... very tired now... cant bliv we actuali ran arnd reservoir... haha... k la... hav 2 sleep... meetin aisha 2 take laptop tomolo... dun wan 2 stress myself out abt comm skills nimore... 2molo its all abt NMM proposal... haiz... rite now haiz... miss him... :p all his fault ah... :p tataz... Friday, December 24, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikuM... well... hmm... 2day... quite borin ah actuali... hmm... came 2 skool early for comm skills... mendak abis seh... e teacher like a bit irritatin ah... haha... pity gary actuali... he actuali did quite gd on e resumes thingy... at least now i noe got different kinds of resumes... haha... straight after tat, i went 2 e sports hall... waited for fridge n all ah... say wan play badminton... juz hang out at e stadium while waitin for them... finally half n hr later, they arrived... feez also got... hmm... then well, start playin la... hmm... won most of them in badminton play single... hehe... luckily nvr play against my other frenz... haha... well, after tat met dayu n we go n eat... talk2... then aida came n meet us... after tat we went 2 lib... aida went off 2 pray... then saj n aisha came... after tat teman saj meet nazeem.... along the way wanna go to business skool, met a lot of pple at e concourse... haha... all from 4 directions pple sayin hi to me... ooooh... hehe... then went for psycho tutorial... 2day debbie teach quite ok ah since i nvr go for the lecture niwae... haha... my psycho class mostly gals ah... only 3 guys... haha... :P well, then met saj at e library... did my bus stats tutorial... after tat me n saj went reservoir n talk2... mostly abt u noe who la... haiz... she cried again... haiz... i feel sad for her... angry also got la coz like stupid to cry over a guy ah... after she told me n all i feel well, numb... wit fi story also still fresh on my mind plus saj, i think im havin phobia of gettin into a relationship... mayb tats y im reli goin slowly rite now wit him... haiz... i dunno la... reli confused rite now... being in a relationship is so leceh... haiz... i dun wan 2 hurt him... seriously... i dun wan 2 hurt any1... mayb tats y i nvr get into a relationship b4.... i might nvr noe wat i'll do when im in a relationship... i dun mind if i got hurt but i cant bear it when some1 is hurt by me... haiz... wat if i cant love him enough... wat if somehow i make reasons not to like him anymore... haiz... might as well dont...well, i tink rite i wan 2 sleep... eyes r droopin oledi... gotta ciao... haiz... tataz... :p Thursday, December 23, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikum...
heY ya pEepz... :) oh well... its like nearin 5 now... juz woke up actuali n juz had to blog... haha... :p actuali juz wan 2 update on wat happen 2day... hmm... start my day by wakin up at 9... class is at 12 n i cldnt sleep back coz i was stress out abt accounts tutorial... :p was supposed 2 meet apek at 11 to take my accounts book but i was late so basically i came 2 skool early n went to FAL where i met adi n maya... then met idayu 4 awhile coz also i had 2 meet apek b4 12... waited n waited 4 him like wat seh... i was scared 2 b late for my tutorial coz i was late last week n well, i was late... :p but luckily e teacher quite understand i guess... i told her tat i took my book from my fren... oh well... accounts was ok but it was a borin... msged him n say i missed him... haha... :p i told my accounts teacher after tat abt wats botherin me... like appointin a BA rep rather than me doin it... hmm... after tat aszad asked me y ah... i told him ah that i m very busy... havin 4 CCAs n all... :p he juz cld say tat i was crazy... haha... oh well... gues he's true... durin break, there were all gals... haha... dayu, aida, aisha, nash n me... went breadboard n eat... then maisarah came to take my notes... then saj... after tat i 'antar' saj to ITAS since she got tutorial... she was well, kinda cryin abt wat happen 2 her last nite... haiz... after tat i was juz standin at the end of e concourse... haiz... thinkin... well, then went to lib n met them all... xcept aisha wasnt there though mai was there... hmm... joke2 arnd... then went 2 lecture... when we reached the lecture theatre, aida wanted 2 pray... i followed her... adi n hendra also was there... so, like arnd 4 plus, the 4 of us were sittin outside e lift lobby waitin 4 asar n nvr go lecture... haha... until aida say she do asar later... when at lecture, i cldnt concentrate... spend e time there listenin to my mp3 n of coz 'kacau-in' pple... haha... :p dunno y ah cldnt concentrate... was a bit feverish actuali... then after e lecture, went straight 2 rock climbin... didnt noe tat we were havin tis small mini-comp among freshies... haha... got isolation n all... like tat time in SP... oh well... so i was e first climber... didnt get 2 finish any routes though only get a bonus tile... oh well... then juz now i found out from wak tat i got 3rd place... haha... out of well, 6 gals... :p went off early coz had 2 meet him... b4 goin off, i was wit rufi n fridge... fi injured her leg... so she had 2 walk slowly n all... rayzal was there... wanted 2 brin her home... haiz... they got a bit gado2 la... we all tried 2 comfort fi... then dektu kan gi buat keje paling pandai skali ah... :p haiz... i reli feel sad for fi... seriously... bloody bloody... :p oh well... when i met him, i was in a temper... haha... told him all abt wat juz happened 2 me 2day... 2 gals cryin on me juz bcoz of guys... :p haiz... 2day was well better i guess me n him... we talked n talked... oledi hav tat level of comfort after 3 weeks of datin... haha... :p was quite interestin... he's reli a gd tickler... :P haha... but... haha... :p *censored* kwang kwang... :p uhm.... ya... ok la... i gues tats all ah... wan 2 sleep... got comm skills at 10.30... :p wont b able 2 c him until next week... haiz... oh well... ARGH!!! hav 2 do proposal... :p stupid NMM... :p tataz... Wednesday, December 22, 2004 aSsALamuALaiKum....
hMm... quite long huh nvr blog... haha.. only 2 days... well... tis past few days is ok... on mon skool was usual except tat i was a bit stress out bcoz of my class rep duties... stress out ah abt wat my other classmates think of me... im always busy n sometimes im scared tat i'll screw it up n basically let others hav e chance of gettin at me... haiz... but luckily it went ok except for the accounts grp... haiz... they all got complain... then who i wan 2 complain... aiyah... well, so, cant wait 4 skool 2 end... went 4 rock climbin but 1st b4 tat went to SU to have e GL interview... got grace 2 interview... was ok i guess... rock climbin was fun... as usual... :) hehe... i wore tis skirt tat i juz bought... i wore all black... quite a lot of pple comment ah... some say i look gothic... some say i look like hantu... haha... :p pakcik some more comment tat my skirt like 'langsir'... waliao... pple buy so mahal then say like langsir... wat seh u... :p hehe... i was actuali havin fever b4 tat n tat explains y i was hyper in e rock gym... haha... now i guess im oledi comfortable wit pakcik... haha... my frenz oledi start commentin abt it... well, i juz thought its fun 2 hang arnd wit him... haha... even though he does hav tat 'kesian' face... :p after tat, went n meet him... has been almost 5 days since we met... only msg n msg... found out tat i cant meet him on thu til sunday coz hes workin or somethin ah... can only meet mon-wed... haha.. oh well... its ok i guess... so, we talk2... then we go to uhm... tis place ah... look at e stars n all.. haha... was quite diff ah actuali... like we r more comfortable wit each other... bliv it or not, its like 3 weeks since we start uhm... like datin i gues... haha... im takin it pretty slow coz well, i dun wan 2 get him or me hurt... not until i stop likin tat some1 who i cldnt stop likin... haiz... though i tink its goin on fine... kinda sometimes miss him also... haiz... well, 4 2day or shld i say on tuesday, i was late for my 1st tutorial n then met up wit saj... she was well ok ah tat time... she ask him whter can double date coz at nite me n him goin 2 a movie... but then he say like dun kacau us... haha... aiyah... then saj frenz pass by... when they stop well, suddenly they stare at me seh... i also dunno y seh... :p pelik bin ajaib...after tat well abt 3 plus, saj wasnt well in a gd mood... she was sad n all... haiz... must b abt tat guy la... :p haiz... i dunno la... well, then juz now after i went for psycho lecture which was reli nice n informative, i went 2 wait for him since we wan 2 watch movie, national treasure... hmm... actuali b4 tat, adi got commented out of nowhere tat i look like ayumi hamasaki... haha... :p juz bcoz i was wearin a 'kimono' like shirt... haha... then he say im pretty... aww... thanks a lot.. rather than pakcik who juz stare at my shirt n ask wat kind of shirt it is... haha... :p but then he nvr commented seh... haiz... oh ya... n also i juz collected my mp3/ thumbdrive 2day... :p since e movie starts at 9.30, we went 2 e place lo... juz sit2... talk2... then we went to tm... bought tickets then eat... after tat straight go movie... well.. hmm... e movie was bloody brilliant.. seriously... e clues r like soooo cool... hehe... though inside e cinema was so bloody cold... haha... uhm... uhm... then rite... then rite... uhm... haha... well, after tat we went home ah... plannin 2 meet 2molo... but then we wont meet 4 long coz i finish my rock climbin quite late... haiz... rite now im quite stress also coz i hav my proposal due next week... haiz... :( oh well... tataz... :p Sunday, December 19, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
hey2... haiz... juz finish doin up my comm skills... so e leceh... my grp members were oledi askin me 2 do it... :p dun like ah doin e stupid thing online... well... juz now went home abt 8 plus... i tink tat's e earliest i went home tis past time... haha... some more i was oledi tired... oh well... actuali tis mornin met pakcik in e train at eunos... we didnt talk seh coz we sat far from each other until we reach city hall... haha... well, then we made our way 2 esplanade to study... hmm... when we reached there n was oledi startin 2 study, got tis librarian came up 2 us n say there is no self-study on weekends... haiya... :p leceh only... well... then we juz hang arnd... tryin 2 cover up wit some books... haha... but unfortunately most of e books we took were juz music scores... haha... :p well, then we were thinkin of where 2 study... but then b4 tat, we went up 2 e rooftop... finally can hav access... haha... e garden was well, ok la... but it's definitely a nice place 2 parkour seh... haha... me n pakcik were tempted 2 pk seh... haha... basically there we were thinkin of where 2 study... haha... finally i juz told him tat we cld juz walk arnd 1st... then we walk2 to marina square... oh ya... 4got 2 mention tat pakcik's bag pecah... hehe... then he hav 2 carry it like baby seh... i oledi asked him so many times whether does he wans any help but nooo... he very e action.... haha... :p managed 2 irritate him though... wEee... :p after tat we ate at burger king... meetin apek n man later on at arnd 2 plus... so we did a bit of studyin b4 goin 2 peninsula 2 meet them... when we met man n apek, man was buyin his shoes since 2molo is his 1st day of 2nd sem... haha... we all almost 3 weeks oledi n he juz start skool... :p went n bought myself a deuter chalk bag... plus also pakcik got himself a carabena to fasten to his sling bag... after tat apek hungry so we went 2 long john silver... saw a lot of those 'rude' boys or watevr shit la... like mepek seh... seriously... i tink if they r business students ok la... can wear suit n all when got presentation... :p it was oledi 4 plus n me n pakcik wanna go off somewhere 2 study since we wasted a lot of time... we were plannin 2 study under pakcik's blk at pasir ris but then when in e mrt, he remembered tat he hav 2 buy his sis a present... so off we went 2 tampines... while in e mrt, we bumped into dane who juz went back from desaru... haha... weird ah tat guy... at least he enjoyed himself... hehe... when we went 2 tm, it was packed... as usual ah since some more weekend... :p round2 e place... pakcik ask me wat 2 buy so i juz say la brooch or necklace or somethin... we went 2 CS 2 find brooch... then luckily at metro got tis sale... haha... we find n find a nice brooch... some more pakcik very e budget... then we cldnt choose which 1... then finally we juz took 1 n went 2 pay... then found out it was buy 1 get 1 free... haha... we quickly tried 2 find e other brooch tat i threw back in e pile... haha... very e funny seh... like 'kiasu' pple... finally i found it... haha... after tat we went to buy a hp chain where got his sis name 'syidah'... i was tryin 2 tell him 2 juz shorten e name since he budget but noooo he dun wan... oh well... :p after tat, we went 2 ice lemon tee 2 buy a purse... he planned 2 put evrythin in e purse n giv it 2 his sis.. well, innovative idea... :p after countless times of goin round n round, up n down e level 3 n 4, we finally went out... i wan 2 study... so we went 2 near dewi blk there e bawah blk... haha... basically i tried 2 do most of my tutorials... then pakcik wan go home... so, tats how i come home so early... haha... rite now im so tired oledi... waitin for zi yang 2 do e 2nd postin for e comm skills... haiz.. reli stupid seh... im quite stress oledi now... 2molo hav 2 buy lecture notes for e class some more... n then my treasurer nvr reply back seh... haiz.. vewy troublesome... k la... i tink i hav 2 prepare 3 2molo... tataz... :p aSsaLamuaLaikum...
aRGH!!! damnation!!! my damn entry is lost... haiz... hav 2 do all over again... hmm... well for 1 thin now i no longer feel shocked... im happy for him... seriously... told dayu n she feels tat it was harsh for me 2 find out tat way abt him... apek wans 2 punch his face if he evr met him... haha... aiyoh... luckily he doesnt noe... :p basically 2day i was supposed 2 help dayu earlier but then i was late so basically i went 2 e pit wit her family... go pasir ris in her dad's lorry... was reli nice wit some more it was rainin on e outside.. :) hmm... well... when reach, dayu's father n uncle make shelter for e pit n all... was reli fascinatin 2 c... coz well, not like as if my family did all tis always... rarely... i tink... hmm... well, juz help out in anyway i cld... her mom's cookin is pretty delicious until i ate 2 times seh... hehe... :) sat at breakwater n juz look at e open sky n e sea... was reli a nice experience... also bcoz e wind was reli blowin pretty strongly... e rain was comin down hard... but i juz sat there at e breakwater... takin in nature... haiz... sat at e beach alone also... nice.. hehe... then apek called sayin tat he's bringin noorman n hendra... when they arrived, e pit was oledi in full swing where mostly was dayu's family... e pit was 4 her bro's birthday... hmmm... they came 2 e pit by bicycles... after they eaten, we roundin e place... sat at e breakwater... i shared my prob first... then apek... then hendra... was quite nice basically since its like heart 2 heart session like tat... hehe... felt tat i was 1 of them... :) reli lucky 2 hav them as my buds... well then we want 2 go home... since there were only 2 bicycles, apek 'tumpang' me whereas noorman 'tumpang' hendra... was reli fun... haha... by the time we reach tampines, apek was oledi sweatin... haha... good for him... make him exercise... noorman walk me 2 e bus stop im takin my bus since it was near his house... while walking, we talked abt his life n all also... quite nice also... haha... well, i tink i might hav leave out some stuff but i reli hav 2 sleep since 2molo im goin studyin wit 'pakcik' in e mornin n then meetin apek n man at bugis 2 buy my chalk bag... haha... tataz... :p Saturday, December 18, 2004 aSsaLamuALaikuM... OH MY GOD!!! IM SOOOO SURPRISED!!! DAMN SHOCKED... I 4GOT WAT 2 BLOG ALSO... DAMN!!! DAMN!!! MY GOD!!! I FEEL SO GUILTY... SO... SO... SO... ARGH!!! Y NO 1 TELL ME...??!?!!! TAT HE OLEDI HAS A GF!!! MAN... ARGH!!!! TUUUPPIIIDDD!!!! SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF... SERIOUSLY ASHAMED... DAMN... Y M I WRITIN ALL CAPS ??? haiz... ah... tats better i gues... i swear not evr again 2 ask him out... no way... no absolutely way m i goin 2 destroy a relationship... EVER!!! no more... no more... n i mean it... no more tryin 2 talk to him... no more tryin 2 make him notice me... NO MORE!!! BYE BYE!!! haiz... im feelin soo numb now... seriously... if only i had checked it out 1st... IF ONLY!!! i tink tat im juz goin 2 4get abt it... 2 tink tat i was thinkin abt u when another was tryin 2 get me... how stupid can i b... reli stupid... n i thought tat u were a 1 of a kind... a unique person... haiz... after i recover from e numbness tat has struck me dumb now, i wld b happy for u for findin tat person... seriously... i reli mean it... juz tat i feel like i juz had cross e line... i nvr meant 2 mean any harm... i've deleted all his msgs... 1nce u've cheered me up... i nvr 4get tat though... i will nvr contact u again until u r single... i tink tats oledi enough... now e numbness has oledi gone n i remember wat i wan 2 write... tis few days has been quite well tirin... 2day i had class only for 2 hrs... so, was quite early 2 go home since i finish at 1... met saj n follow her go polyclinic... then met rohana... follow her go her sis's house which happens to b near fizah's house, so i ask fizah to come down n i met her... talk2 to her since it has been almost a month since i seen her... then, met dewi... ate at BK... then after tat, went over to idayu's house to take econs book... talk2 to her until 11 plus... haha... reli meet a lot of pple 2day... all my dear frenz... :) xcept tat i cldnt meet rufi... haiz... oh well... went shoppin a bit... bought long skirt n some shirts... quite nice ah xcept tat now im goin 2 b broke... AGAIN... haha... :p i tink tats enough ah... i need 2 tink... hav 2 sleep.... 2molo goin 2 idayu's pit... tataz... Wednesday, December 15, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hey2... well... rite now im sooo e tired... come home also quite early ah... coz i had 2 rush home n go in msn 2 discuss wit my comm skills grp members abt 2morrow... rock climbin 2day is reli e tirin... hehe... start skool rite came late... haha... kena 'malu' by my tutor seh... took taxi some more k... now she oledi noes me ah.. some more im e class rep... haiz... long story... :p then, e day juz went by like tat actuali... quite 'zombied' like tat... haha... had 2 choose 2 electives juz now... very e leceh seh... :p gav us only 30 mins 2 actuali choose them for next yr... :p finally juz took MAFIT n LAIT... haha... accounts n legal IT... didnt wan 2 take calculus... after tat, well went rock climbin.... wit rufi... start stretchin first n all... it was quite a stretenous exercise... lots n lots of stretchin... haha.. then finally we broke up 2 our 2 teams... team 1 in e gym... team 2 at e wall... well, only a few pple came for team 2 seh... well... its ok la... had 2 climbed 6 times actuali... 1st time i climb oledi pancit... coz long time seh nvr touch e wall... haha... it was quite an exercise.... then after tat, we all go for bubble tea... as usual... haha... well, i tink rite tats all ah... im so e bloody tired seh... hav 2 go meet dayu at 8.30 in e mornin... do psycho tutorial... haiz... well... tataz... :D aSsaLamuaLaikum... arLoo pEepz!!! hehe... 2 whoevr actuali comes 2 my blog ah... hehe... my blog is beginnin 2 get quite borin... dunno la... wan 2 change e skin, but then, haiz... i also dunno la... feel like i cant bear 2 change e skin... :( like soooOoo e very cant bear... kwang kwang... haha... k la.. been days since i blogged... i tink e 1st time i nvr blog evryday... haha... must hav kena 'jangkit' wit feez though rite now he start back updatin... :p go n peluk cium ur ps2 la... :p well, e reason i nvr blog also is bcoz nowadays i always go home late n also well, i always 'mengalah' wit my sisters... lazy 2 fight wit them for e computer ah... though i've missed e pple tat i used 2 msn wit... :( miss u lots guys... hehe... :) rite now also, i juz woke up again at 5 when my sisters STILL havent sleep yet n still on e net... :p almost got world war 3 seh... my parents all were soooo e angry... haha... oh well... n now, i juz post coz i noe tat i wld not hav e time, i tink... hmm... monday's trainin was soOoo fun.. well, in a way it was nice... quite organized n evry1 is like pumped up 2 do e best they can 2 make every1 bond as a family... i tink e meetin has helped us in a lot of ways... :) then yesterday, went 2 e GL briefin wit aida, aisha, rufi... haha... idris n bashey came along wit their frenz but then at last min, they went off leavin idris sayin "peer pressure" haha... but he came back... :p weird ah tat guy... well, then rufi, idris n me went off our way 2 pray then go rock gym... had smbhyg jemaah maghrib wit e guys... :p idris bcame e imam... wow! respect him seh... :) haha... adi, tarmizi n tis other guy ah... 2nd time oledi jemaah wit adi n others... then, we went off 2 rock gym... they were cleanin up e place... all guys seh xcept for sharon... haha... they were reli hard at work... hehe... juz lepak2 wit them for awhile... was fun... then i had 2 go off n meet him... idris n rufi went 2 study... haha... :p i tink 2nite, we made some progress i tink... managed 2 talk more than usual... e earliest we met n also e earliest we went home... cool ah... well, i tink i hav 2 go off... hav 2 pray subuh oledi... until next time... :D Saturday, December 11, 2004 asSaLamuaLaiKum.... haiz... well... didnt get 2 blog yesterday coz i was sooo e tired but then also slept at 6 plus am seh... after e subuh prayer... woke up like 1 plus coz my cuz was outside knocking e door... then cant sleep back... so until now here i m on e net... nvr do anythin... didnt go anywhere... quite boring ah... well, yesterday there was a 'perjumpaan hari raya' for e MAG... i didnt go 2 skool coz i was oledi late n then i met dayu n went 2 her house coz she has 2 change while i was oledi in my kebaya... oledi told saqinah tat i was goin 2 arrive arnd 5 plus like tat but then me n dayu went out of her house 5 plus.... haha... ate rendang wit prata at her house... quite nice... :D had 2 wait for aida at e bus stop... quite paiseh seh... coz e other students were like lookin at us... haha... then terserempak wit muhammad who coincidentally wore e same colour wit me... haiz... haha... he was waitin for azmi... so e 3 of us waited for azmi n aida... ish2... when they finally arrived, we went 2 e SAA there where e 'perjumpaan' is... was quite awkward 2 walk arnd TP wearin baju kurung... well, when reached there, met wit saqinah, sarah, fizah n another gal... from ikhwan ah... when we reached, not a lot of pple have reached yet even though we were actuali half an hr late... well, then when wan 2 start, i went off wit e ikhwan gals 2 pray at ITAS... when we finished prayin, e event was in full swing... hmm... thru out e evening was ok... at least i get 2 meet azmi also... talk2 wit him for half n hr like tat bcoz of ehem... haha... then, when e event finish, azmi n dayu wanted 2 meet him... even mad also... so e kepo... haha.. :p he was waitin 4 me at e bus stop... azmi n mad juz look for awhile... azmi gav some 'brotherly' advice... haha... then when they both left, both of us juz sat there... dunno where 2 go... then finally we thought juz 2 hang arnd n c e reservoir or somethin... when we were walkin, it started 2 rain... haha... then at last we spent like 2 hrs sittin at e bus stop juz lookin at e reservoir n talkin... then walk home... again... haha... then rite, my mom call lo... haiz... stupid sister... :P the thing is right now, im not sure wats happenin... i tink we r prob juz datin... no goin in a relationship... i dun tink we can actuali hav 1... im not sure... rite now evrythin is unsure... haiz... guys... theres tis website tat i tink i wan share wit ya guys... quite sad 2 c it actuali....
http://www.chick.com/reading/tracts/1004/1004_01.asp i gues tats all... have 2 eat... tataz... :D Friday, December 10, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikuM...
hehe... its been a long time since i blog huh... hehe... quite a while 2 since i msn also... been well... quite bz i gues... come home late n all... ish2... then some more my sisters always hog e comp... well... i dun tink i hav much 2 say abt e last 2 days juz tat yesterday's rock climbin meetin rawks!!! hehe... though there was some tears shed... hmm... i tink our rock wont b tat slack anymore... in a way its good... e seniors n juniors n freshies all r tryin their best 2 hav e bond... e bond like family... cool i gues... c how it goes on monday... :) well... yesterday was reli confusin for me... spent e nite talkin on e fon wit idayu n sajeedah... all i can say is tat, somethin tat was soooo far from my reach is suddenly rite in front of my face n im scared 2 actuali, well... take it... haiz... i hav no idea wat 2 say anymore coz well, most of it r close 2 my heart... cant share it wit u guys... niwae, i hav 2 get ready for skool... haiz... stupid comm skills... :P well, i juz hope 2day goes well... Wednesday, December 08, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikuM... hmm... u noe wat... i went home at abt 3.30am like tat... ish2... when i came home, my whole family still havent sleep yet... kwang kwang... kena 'attack' by my parents... oh well... only for awhile je... well... actuali 2day rite, i came late for my NMM tutorial.. luckily it was my NMM lab teacher also... hes nice.. only half n hr... waited for dayu all for NMM lecture... after e lecture, we had break... idayu, aida n me went 2 breadboard 2 eat... while walkin thru engine block, there were a grp of little kids walkin in two straight lines... sOoo e very cute... hehe... we followed bhind them... hehe... while we passed short circuit, i tink i saw amin n yazid all... well, then we ate ah... after tat, went back for lecture BusTats... sooo e borin seh... finished at 4 coz i didnt hav microecon tutorial... cool ah... hang out wit idayu coz her psycho lect is at 6 n i was waitin for saj also... well, me n dayu juz talked2... quite fun la... then at 5 plus like tat, we met up wit adi who was wit iskandar, tis guy who also msg me like tat la at business canteen... juz sat e next table of them.. met raquel all also coz they also goin for e lect... then, while i was talkin 2 dayu, there was a msg... it turns out 2 b iskandar... ish2... he was juz bside me seh... haha... he wanted 2 noe whether m i e 1 tat he's been msgin... well, then saj came 2 e canteen... 2 meet me.. while she were walkin down e stairs, there was a guy wit her... idayu n me were oledi like whos tat guy n all... then when finally reached our table, it turns out 2 b him... haha... aiyah... he looks diff ah... more smarter... turns out tat he was also on e way 2 go tamp int when saj bumped into him... so after tat we all went our seperate ways... saj n me actuali planned 2 play pool... but then, i didnt wan ah... wan watch movie... hehe... e whole time we were goin 2 tamp int, saj was sooo bz tryin 2 matchmake me n him... ish2... coz she's wit him mah... :p well, he was watchin shutter wit his frenz... then me n saj watch e incredibles... was soOooo cool... hehe... i love watchin e movie... :D well, then saj had 2 go home... it was only 9 plus n i didnt wan 2 go home so fast coz i start skool at 4 2molo... :p well, then i tried 2 find pple lo 2 hang wit me... msged dino but he was at his uncle's house... then, i msg him... he so happens 2 b near e mrt there so, we met ah... ate at BK... he insists 2 'belanje' me... :p well... then spent our time at BK until almost closin time seh.. talk2 la... then after tat, we juz sat outside cafe cartel there... talk2 again until my dad called me 2 go home.. by then it was oledi 1 plus.. no more bus... i dun hav any money sooo well... we walked home... haha... it actuali happens k... we walked from tampines to bedok reservoir... haha... :p then midway, my neck was havin probs... asked him 2 massage for awhile.. soo nice seh... :p then, we continued walkin until nearin 3 where we finally reached my blk... sat for awhile coz tired... haha... he either hav 2 walk or take taxi 2 go eunos... he actuali got commented tat 2day is 'pelik' for him.. coz he say we nvr contact for so long n then 2day, without any plannin, i spent e nite wit him... walk wit him some more... well... it wasnt weird for me coz i tink tats its an xperience... hehe... i told him not 2 tell saj abt 2day... hehe... later she very hapi ah... :p k la.. i wan sleep oledi... tataz... :D Tuesday, December 07, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaiKum... hmm... juz now was e 1st day of e 2nd sem... was quite a bit scary ah... like goin back to kindergarten like tat coz u dunno who will b wit u n all.. change class ah tis sem.. tats y... well.. was supposed 2 meet idayu n aida for lecture at 11 but then well i was late... hehe... i was sOoo e malu 2 enter skool by myself coz for 1nce i was wearin a long skirt n some more... wearin roxy bag seh... haiz... i was feelin so e awkward... when i finally reached e lecture theatre, my frenz were like surprised i gues... haha... got 1 time where hendra got say i look pretty... ya rite... :p after lecture, we went for break.. feels weird walking arnd skool wit wat i was wearin... hehe... then me n idayu went 2 e lib 2 hang out coz our classes start at 3pm... basically, my 1st tutorial in study terms was ok but not in classmates ah... only got 2 malays... me n tis another guy... i was like dun hav any fren... at all... only juz occassionally talk 2 wesley n yi ling who were from my previous class... haiz... then turns out tat i cant log in 2 e comp coz i 4got my password... alamak... :p luckily my tutor log in for me... can do NMM... it was quite ez ah... like doin blog like tat... after tat, was bored... didnt noe who 2 hang wit coz idayu finish at 6 n i had rock climbin at 6 plus... msged dino n apek... both went home oledi... had a bit of a conflict wit apek.. :p haiz... well... then, since i got nothin 2 do, i went 2 pray at e admin blk... was surprised 2 find idris n bashey prayin... i quietly took my 'wuduk' n waited 4 them 2 finish... while waitin, bashey finished 1st so, i waited for idris 2 finish... again, i was juz lookin arnd when i found out tat adi also was there... surprised seh... i mean wat r e odds seh... haha... then i asked adi 2 imam 4 me but he doesnt wan... :P tOoopid... then, i went off 2 meet idayu who oledi finish her class... hehe... met her at e bridge... we hang there while lookin at pple passin by... hehe... then she had 2 go home... i went back 2 skool to wait for rufi... while waitin again, haiz... i was thinkin n thinkin... of wat rufi had say 2 me when i talked 2 her on e fon... abt my past msn nick... then finally she came... n also, idris, imran n his gf also came along... haiz... dah 3 kali jumpe si bdk ni tau... :p actuali i ask rufi 2 come n see tat i wore somethin diff 2day... hehe... then after tat, i went 2 rock wit idris since im n his gf went home while rufi went 4 lecture... while on e way there, idris bumped into his fren... i was surprised when his fren ask whether i was his gf... haha... both of us say no immediately... ish2... when finally reached at rock gym, i didnt change 1st coz tat time i was still havin conflict wit apek... then i juz hang 4 awhile... he called me then n we planned 2 meet near e soccer place there... coz he also wan 2 c what i wear 2day... hehe... well then i went 2 meet him lo... hendra also was there... haiz.. then took pic lak... :p then hendra told me tat apek gf was sayin like ala got la but 1 thin is i noe shes not tat hapi tat apek came n meet me... haiz... if its tat bad, i wont meet apek nimore k... sowie... i went back 2 rock after tat... was sOoo e surprised 2 find sOoo e many pple in e rock gym... i counted there were like more than 33 pple inside... hehe... turns out tat most were alumni which proves y i dunno most of them.. basically there was space constraint... didnt climb much actuali... juz crapped arnd wit wei jian instead... then nearly 8, i asked dino whether he wan meet me tak coz he asked me juz now... so, i went off early from rock since also there were so many pple... met him at tamp int... juz walk arnd TM when finally ana called me 2 meet her... so, we took 28.. me 2 ana's house, him 2 his uncle's house... when i reached ana's place, i was surprised 2 find tat she was there wit 3 other guys i didnt recognised until got tis 1 guy who recognised me... rupe2nye it was nabil's big bro, 1 of my pri skool frenz... he said tat i didnt change from pri skool... haha.. of coz la.. well.. i was feelin quite awkward n finally ana say tat we wan 2 go home... went 2 ana's house 4 awhile 2 c e technical kinda dissin e express students in ana's cam... finally went home after tat n now i reli hav 2 sleep... class starts at 10 seh... tataz.. :D P.S. im stupid enough not 2 forget u... Monday, December 06, 2004 aSsaLamuALaikUm... haiz... SKOOL STARTS 2MOLO!!! ARGH!!! haiz... :( freedom is gone... back to mind-numbin lectures n tutorials... esp COMM SKILLS!!! ARGH!!! 3 hrs of hell... haiz... i guess i do e same thin tat i hav done in comm skills last sem... SLEEP!!! kwang kwang kwang... at least i tink virgin is not teachin me anymore coz 4 1 thin im oledi blackmarked by her coz i always sleep... haha... cant blame me mah... she sooo e borin... e voice e very nice like denna ong make pple sleep... haha... i juz realise somethin seh... im scared of skool... i dun even noe whos goin 2 b in my class n all... oh well... i juz hope tat it wld b ok... i dunno wats goin2 change... i hope none ah... hehe... scared... hmm... okiez... 2day i was supposed 2 wake up at 9 plus 2 go haslinda's but then, i cldnt wake up... kept goin back to sleep until i finally woke up at 11.30 like tat... was supposed 2 meet sajeedah at 12 plus 2 go farhan's sis weddin... well.. told saqinah tat i'll b meetin them later... then i found out tat saj juz woke up.. aiyah.. then we met at 1 plus instead... after i finish prayin zohor, i took e bus 2 farhan's blk... met saj.. only 2 of us who came first... actuali came juz in time for e groom 2 come over e bride's side... hehe... we ate... then, while i was tryin 2 take out e prawn shell, suddenly wit a sudden jerk, sambal splattered on my tudung... haiz... saj say quite obvious so... when we finish eatin, i went over to saj house... we met afifah n family also... who juz came for e weddin... so, at saj house, her mom helped me 2 actuali iron my tudung n evrythin... reli appreciate it... :D thanks... after tat, i met them at tampines where they were all at some1's house... reached e house... had 2 wait outside coz e guys were havin a prayin congregation in e hall... i was quite surprised by e turn out 2day... reli diff from yesterday... hmm... we took e same bus as yesterday... i tink abt 26 pple total... was quite fun... though i was e only yr 1 there... i made fun n evrythin... make pple happy... hehe... i tink tis is e 1st time whereby i went out wit a grp of gals who all wore tudung... hehe... it was fun ah goin out wit nur ikhwan all... i tink tats all i can say ah... i got to sleep... class startin at 11... 2molo there's goin 2 b some change but i dunno whether e change cld actuali b permanent... well... i guess itu saje... tataz... :D Saturday, December 04, 2004 aSsALamuaLaiKum... hmm... hey... juz finish bathin... hehe... got home from jln raya... well... actuali was supposed 2 meet at ang mo kio at 9.30am but then, finally evry1 was on e bus at 10.30 like tat... pple late lo... i thought i was late actuali but then i wasnt... haha... well... e bus was a 50 seater but then only abt 13 turned up... haha... well... most were from NYP n TP... only 1 is from NP... i tink those who came for e outin were guys :- hafiz, ishak, remy, hakim, asharul, mokhsin, adi, azhari... e gals :- sarah, saqinah, bariah, hidayah, uda, zawiyah n me... basically tats e last count from e 2nd last house... hehe... well, at 1st we went 2 hakim's house at ang mo kio... we ate nasi wit ayam masak merah n nenas.. it was delicious... yum2... hehe... :D well, after tat go 2 hafiz house where we ate bread n gravy... then, it was off to remy's... his mom prepared mee siam... his house very e style coz his toilet is behind a cabinet seh... hehe... then, we went 2 azhari's house... ate nuggets n wedges... from there we went 2 jurong 2 go bariah's house... ate lontong n satay goreng... nice... :D after tat we went 2 maskid alkaff upper serangoon 2 for our maghrib prayers... quite weird ah e place... well... after tat we went 2 got tis Dr Bakhri person who gave a speech at e iftar house... his house was big... n there were sOooo e many pple... he got open house ah... 1 thin i got notice is his eldest son... found out tat he was same age as me... madrasah seh... quite handsome actuali... hehe... after tat, we went 2 saqinah's house... it was our last house ah... only nearin 10... well... actuali was supposed 2 meet dino but then at last we didnt... coz he say he got kenduri n i want 2 go home... went home wit e NYP guys... took 8... quite fun ah can talk2 wit them... well.. i tink tats abt it ah... v lazy... wan sleep n niwae, my sis brought her best fren home... so, we hav a visitor 2nite... :p ok la.. 2molo is e last day of freedom from skool... im goin 2 jln raye again... wit e ikhwan also... might possibly take e transport also... n also i hav 2 go 2 farhan's sis weddin... hehe... tataz peepz... :D aSsaLamuaLaikUm...
hmm.. well... 2day woke up at 12 plus like tat... actuali i was woken up by zhafran's call but... hehe... slept back again... thus wakin up so late... i quickly went 2 e toilet... haha... then got dewi's sms askin me where i was n i told her tat i juz woke up n u noe wat... she also seh... :p haha... well... e others met at 12 plus at tamp but then i told them i juz meet them at wherevr they wan 2 watch movie... after prayin zohor, i went out n was on e way 2 go dhoby ghaut since they wanna watch at PS when zhaf told me 2 meet them at city hall... turns out tat e movie shutter was sold out at PS so they wan 2 watch at marina GV... well... there were like 6 of us at first since dewi is meetin me later coz she dun wan 2 watch shutter... :p haha... there were :- zhafran, saiful, farhan, rais, ain putih n her bf, rejab, raudah n me... so, we went n find e GV where we spent e whole time goin round n round marina square... haha... turns out it was way at e back.. quite e ulu ah... well... e movie was at 4 n we still had an hr plus till 4 so we went 2 eat... b4 tat, farhan asked whether is there any job vacancies... by then i was oledi on my way 2 e escalator... e person say dun hav... then suddenly i dunno wat happen, i heard farhan was sayin " tu matair aku" n i saw tat he was pointin at me... i cld c tat got tis 1 guy whom farhan asked was lookin at me or somethin... i quickly went down... then when finally they came down, they were sayin tat e guy wanted 2 'berkenalan' wit me n all... i was like... uHm... i basically juz avoided e subject... then after we had ate, we went back 2 watch e movie... on e way there, they were oledi started 2 tease me n all abt tat guy... turns out his name is adi n tat he got say like " malu2 nanti tak le kahwin" or somethin like tat... ish... pelik ah bdk ni... :p well.. then i had 2 pass by him 2 go to e cinema... then he got say 'hi'... in front of all of them some more... :p i juz like say a small 'hi' n quickly went up e escalator... they all start again their teasin... :p lame seh... well... then finally we all settle down at e cinema... hmm... then on my right was raudah n my left was ain putih... basically thru out e whole movie, i was juz makin fun n noises... coz e movie wasnt tat scary... bascially juz hav a lot of effects n evrythin... so i dunno lo... haha.. i remember got 1 time where raudah screamed at 1 scene n then actuali took my arm n was like gripin it... :p i was like flaggin my arm up n down... tryin 2 get off her grip.. haha... pelik ah... then, i look left n right 2 c the other pple reactions... tats e fun of it actuali... hehe... cld c tat some were pullin their shirts up 2 their face... haha... 1 thin abt me is tat, if i go watch horror movie wit any1, i will surely make noises 1... hehe... fun la... 2 make pple more scared n all... well... then after tat we went 2 somewhere near somerset there to play pool... by then, suhailah n ain macy joined us oledi... then ain go n fetch dewi from somerset mrt 2 e place we were... after i played a game of pool wit rais, me n dewi made our way 2 bugis coz i want 2 buy some new clothes for monday since start poly... when we were on our way 2 take e bus 2 bugis, while we were walkin, i saw tis guy walkin 2wards us ah... well basically juz pass me n dewi ah... i was juz lookin at him when i realise tat he was lookin at me 2... haha... then i turned arnd again juz 2 try n get a good look at him when surprisinly he was also turnin arnd n lookin at me 2... i was quite surprised actuali... seriously coz, well... nvr c a guy lookin back at me n all... haha.. then i told dewi ah... by then it was quite far oledi.. i turned again... n surprisingly again, he turned ard 2... haha... weird seh... well actuali he looked quite familiar 2 me... like noel in e whacked! show at nickelodeon... well... went bugis... walk2 n all... like tat time we went there... haha... bought a long skirt like dewi wear like tat... n a black long sleeved shirt... v nice ah... then bought a pair of earrin... tats all i bought coz i was oledi runnin out of money... well.. then me n dewi we ate at BK... met su ling, hui wen there... 1 grp ah... different seh... well then we took e mrt home... i stopped at bedok... by then, dino was msgin me askin where i was or somethin like tat ah... i walked 2 e ansar bus stop there coz i was feelin nostalgic... missed my neighbourhood... well... then turns out dino lives nearby there then we met 4 awhile... spent our time talkin at e bus stop when finally he walked me 2 e int to wait for 228 since 60 oledi finish... haha... 2nd time meetin him seh.. was sweet of him 2 walk me there though n wait for me... hmm... e truth is rite now i dunno ah... i giv up... serious... gdbye... i hav 2 sleep... hav 2 wake up in 3hrs time... go jln raye wit e nur ikhwan n all... hehe... wokiez ah... tataz... :D Friday, December 03, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaiKum...
hmm... been quite a weird day for moi... woke up wonderin where e heck im goin 2 go... bcoz 1 thin is e jln raye wit e climbers was cancelled... haha... was actuali a relief ah... dun tell idris... coz i was so sick of organisin n then others were not free 2 come along... then, at last in a silent understandin between me n idris, e outin is called off... we didnt even say it but we knew tat it was oledi off... well then suddenly since yesterday i wanted 2 watch shutter... haha... asked idris along but then he say he wont come unless nisah came along... well... i dunno how 2 ans 2 tat so... yah... then tis mornin tat idea was still stuck 2 my head... dewi was scared 2 watch it so, i had 2 ask others... well.. then i went on msn 2 c who wld wan 2 go wit me... asked quite a number of pple i tink until dino came along n told me tat he wld like 2 go wit me... well.. then suddenly si yuan msg me... he told me tat he wan 2 go out wit me since last time we were unable to n tat skool's goin 2 open 4 moi on mon... :p so, we kinda planned 2 go out 2day... haha... well then i quickly 'siap' since we were supposed 2 meet at tamp arnd 4... hehe... then turns out i was late... hehe... sowie... i always late lo... :p when i finally reach, i cldnt find him... haha... though he was waitin 4 me ah... then i told him tat i was at cheers... was lookin for somethin when suddenly some1 called out 2 me... i turned then was surprised 2 c si yuan... haha... well... 1 thin is tat he look waaayy different then e last time i saw him... for 1nce, his hair was like uhm... cam typical beng or jap ah... kinda brown... kinda blonde... somethin like tat... some more it was styled... his way of dressin also somethin like tat... well, in a way it kinda suited him... hmm.. then we were on our way 2 GV at TM... cldnt decide on which movie we wanted 2 watch... he dun wan watch shutter... he takut... hehe... he asked me 2 choose... wanted e incredibles but he oledi watched sooo... i juz took bridget jones lo... haha... cant bliv tat we actuali watched tat... then, we went in... waited 4 e bloody movie coz e previews were like sooo long... haha... well... watchin it ah... i tink abt an hr later, my stomach was rumbling... LOUDLY! haha... i quickly cover my stomach wit my bag... i havent eaten at all u c... then, moments later, si yuan was like rubbin his hands... cold... he told me he was hungry... haha... i also... ! i kept lookin at him coz i was feelin kinda guilty... i dunno how he was copin wit e movie... it was british humour n basically there r some words where onli e english themselves noe... :p like for eg. si yuan asked me wat "shaggin" means n well... i had 2 ans him... i told him tat it was havin sex... :p haha... the movie was kinda long i gues coz i cldnt feel my butt at all... especially when i stood up... :p while i was watchin e movie, i was msgin dino... ask him whether wan watch or not since from tat day he wans 2 go out... i thought like wat e heck, killin 2 birds wit 1 stone... ez ah.. coz im scared tat i'll b quite bz... after e movie, we were contemplatin 2 eat where.. haha... then finally ah go KFC... si yuan some more 'sempat' took a pic of us on e escalator usin his hp... haha... pelik... had quite a nice time wit him... it was ok... then i had 2 go off 2 meet dino at dhoby ghaut.. watchin movie.. well tat was e plan... so, me n si yuan we took mrt... again took photo... haha... e pic was quite weird ah... hehe... then he got off at simei... when i finally arrived, i waited 4 dino... by e time he reached it was oledi 9.20pm... e movie tat i wan watch oledi passed... there's nothin at Plaza Singapura so we walked to cineleisure... when we finally reached there, turns out we juz missed e movie again... haiz... cldnt watch movie coz it was 10 plus n got no shows... e next show was at 11 plus n we had 2 go home... well.. then, we were stumped... think n think when finally we juz walked aimlessly along orchard rd... then, i thought we cld juz hang at starbucks then dino suggest 2 go tamp so we took mrt 2 tamp... actuali but then by e time we reached eunos, it was nearin 11 plus.. so, juz stopped at bedok... i bought some longans for my family... then, we juz walked again, tryin 2 find a place 2 seat where finally we settled at e park near e lib... it was quite peaceful ah... talk2... quiet... talk2... when finally dino said tat it was oledi late n later i hav no bus... so, we walked 2 e bus stop... i was quite worried ah... scared last bus... then he assured me tat 228 havent yet... so... we waited until finally, 228 came... wEee... then i said thanks 2 him n get on e bus while he walked home... well... as i say in a way, 2day is weird... coz u c, i dun usuali make it a habit 2 go out wit some1 tat i dunno tat well... howevr, it proves 2 b quite fun... in a way, i learnt more abt them, n i gues them more abt me... it was interestin... but howevr, i dun tink tat it wld giv them a lastin impression or a gd 1 2 them on me... coz basically all e way i was juz being myself n i apologised if i dun seem like e girly type tat most guys wan... i M me.. n i like e way i M... hehe... k la... oledi morning seh.. i wan watch shutter wit dawi all... tataz... :D
 haha... nothin better 2 do ah... my pic when i climbin at SP... thanks 2 idris takin e pic... wEee... :D  Wednesday, December 01, 2004 aSsaLamuaLaikuM... hehe... TAUFIK BASITAH WON!!! kwang kwang kwang... haha... e truth is he had 2 win... of coz la... coz i tink if sly won, there will b a lot of controvesies coz taufik was fabulous 2day... hehe... actuali im not a fan of spore idol... seriously, i was not even bothered wit it coz they were showin it durin e month of ramadhan n i dun hav e time 2 watch it... i rather go to terawih instead but... then... since 2day its e finals, haha... i of coz juz get into e hype... haha... 2day seriously very funny... i went out jln raye wit my pri skool frenz... afifah, farhan, imran, hannan, umar n me... 1st house we met was at farhan's... i came late coz woke up late... hehe... fifah n imran were already waitin there... by e time i reached, im was already sleepin... turns out he hasnt slept in 2 days... haha... well... waited at farhan's place until 2 plus... sempat got order pizzas... haha... took pics while im go n sleep... haha.. so hard 2 wake tat guy up... well.. then we met umar n on ur way go 2 hannan's house... hmm... go 2nd time oledi seh... hehe... then after tat e 6 of us went 2 cikgu fatimah's house... AGAIN!! haha... then after tat, we went 2 imran's house.... then cikgu aminah's house... aiyah... she ah... dunno me lo so... she nvr talk 2 me.... oh well... :p then e five of us went 2 my house since im had 2 go off... by then it was nearin e spore idol... while watchin, e funny thin is tat 5 of us took out our fons n voted for taufik... haha... well.. we spent at my house till 9 when suddenly my tv bcome crazy.. ROSAK seh... :p by then, hannan n umar oledi went off... so, sadly we missed taufik's last performance... haha... then, afifah, farhan n me, we literally ran 2 afifah's house 2 watch spore idol.. haha.. luckily her house isnt tat far from mine... by the time we reached her house, e performances oledi finish but then we juz managed 2 watch dick lee perform.. haha.. farhan was oledi complainin sayin tat we ran all e way juz 2 c dick lee perform... haha... :p well... then we watched for awhile until 9.45 like tat when me n farhan wanna go home.. e funny thin again is tat fifah's family also were votin for taufik... haha... funny... then, i reached back home... quickly went 2 watch tv... haha... was quite elated when found out tat taufik won... haha... then another funny thin is tat i noticed tat most pple come in 2 msn straight after finish spore idol.. haha... well... i tink tats all ah... im tired... toodeloo... :D |
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