Wednesday, October 27, 2004

heYz heyZ... haha... well.. here i m... 2 times seh update... haha... juz came back from terawih at ghufran... hmm... terawih juz now was... simply... nice... :D hehe... first 10 rakaat was a rush as usual as rahman was e 1 who is e imam... luckily when reach e 11th rakaat... haiz... when i hear e al-fatihah, i already noe... its irsyad's turn... haiz... i feel like... my heart melt like tat esp when he say "al hamdullilah hirabbil alaminnn...." esp tat... e 'minn....' part is sooOoOo.... heart-meltin... hehe... haiz... haha... well then... e terawih was quite short 2day... i remember got 1 part when there is supposed 2 b solat tilawah... but then e imam 4got 2 say coz its at e 2nd rakaat sOoo... when irsyad say "allahuakbar" i sujud lo... haha... but then i cant help but notice tat e others r 'rukuk-in'... well... then suddenly i feel e pple bside me also follow... haha... then u noe wat... after evrythin... e makciks there all ask me which surah e imam stop... haha... like suddenly popular seh... haha... ya rite... :p no la.. coz in tat 1 row, i was e only 1 holdin e quran in my hand while 'terawih-in'... well.. for those who wanna noe where irsyad stop at ghufran... its at surah Al-Mu'minun... haha... for those who wanna noe la.. well... went down n wait for fizah... she 2day a bit diff... not like herself... like she got prob like tat... soo... i tried askin her wats wrong... haha... at last we didnt say abt tat... talk abt somethin else lak... haha... well... i accomapanied her... at least she was ok after we left.. haha... well... 2morrow i go imm... ( aT LAST!!!) haha... then got trainin at skool... but i tink only for awhile coz i wan go terawih... dun wanna miss.. hehe... until here... tataz... :D


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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

heyz... hmm... i didnt get e chance 2 write wat happen yesterday basically coz i went for terawih at ghufran... haiz... reli captivated by irsyad's voice... was supposed 2 actuali help auntie cucul wit e kueh but then jup say tat go to imm but then... aiyoh last min he say 2day go... but... then 2day he say 2morrow... aiyah... very e leceh seh... haha.. actuali yesterday plan 2 go buke wite climbers coz i was alone at home then my mom call me sayin tat shes on e way back home... haha... forgot tat my mum was comin home... tiaonGz... well... then my conscience kick back lo... feel very e guilty already... mother is impt than frenz... haha.. so i told them lo i cant come... haha... well.. then quickly change go ghufran.. haha.. thought of goin to ansar since im tryin 2 masjid-hop n all but then, haiz... totally captivated by irsyad... hehe... niwae, fizah n aida will b there... i brought along my 'pocket quran' which fizah bought for me at mekah or is it madinah... well.. brought it coz hafiz told me to bring it so tat e terawih wont feel like sooo long like tat... haha... then zaheed taught me also how 2 hold e quran while prayin.. hehe.. thankie zaheed n hafiz... reli true... i tink it is e first time tat i enjoy terawih... like meaningful... well... e 1st 10 rakaat was rahman, irsyad's bro... quite fast ah he read... i cant catch up... then finally, when i heard irsyad sayin e al-fatihah... tears came 2 my eyes... i feel like sooo... haiz... very hard 2 describe e feelin... i felt like as if e terawih is so fast... hehe... well... met fizah after tat n all...
hmm.. for 2day... well now im tryin 2 rush typin tis coz i havent solat asar n buka is nearin... help auntie cucul 2day... find out tat 2morrow got trainin for rock... hehe... well... i tink 2nite i update.... ciaoz... :D


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Sunday, October 24, 2004

wakakaka??? hahha... k la... thought of juz changin my intro a bit... hehe... hmm... k la... nothin much 2dae... went 2 auntie cucul's house 2 help her do kueh tat... haha... so many sia kueh tat... suppose 2 come at 12 but then i came at 2 coz i was very e sleepy... sleep at 6 plus am wat... again... haha... haiz.. i reli ought 2 change my timin seh... k... did kueh tats... hmm... then fast2 go back home coz my mom cook my fave food... KENTANG BELADA... daging some more... hehe... some more so jarang my mum cook.. hehe... then fast2 change go terawih at ghufran... meetin fizah there ah... haha... when i finally reach there, they already finish smbhyg ishak... haha... then i quickly lo smbhyg... hehe... when starttin e terawih, i bump into aida... haha... lucky seh got fren... fizah was somewhere ah... she in front... i was at e back... while terawih-in, e imam got read al-fatihah... i was thinkin... tat is soooOOoo familiar... like hear b4 like tat... like my ring tone tat rufi gave me... haha... even though i was a bit tired from e standin coz of e long surah, i was actuali enjoyin n quite khusyuk... e voice... is sooOoo like heavenly... seriously... nice seh... e imam ah... i was plannin 2 do 23 rakaats but then... fizah wan until 8 only coz she wan 2 talk2 wit me... haha.. pelik bin ajaib ah tat gal... haha... well... coz she wan wait her family, we juz walk2 arnd tamp... sat down at kfc cpf there... talk2... crap2... haha... so long havent crap wit her... then go back to ghufran... crap some more.. when finally finish e terawih n fizah family came out, i salam them n then me n fizah were on our way go int... wan go home... then there bump into apek... haha... wit man, hendra, salleh n izzat... i tink they nvr go terawih... haha... i tink only... well... i wan 2 start scoldin apek coz he nvr contact me 1... (i always hav 2 la sooOoo i dun wan until he contact me 1st) then hendra say he wan go home fast2 so... lucky for apek... haha... well... come home then as usual start my usual routine... go msn... talk2... supposed 2 sleep early but of coz sidetracked coz nvr endin finish e blog... haiz... haha.. k la... i tink i got 2 end it la... now still talkin 2 hafiz n rufi... haha... fi a bit sot eh...? hehe... well, 2morrow got 2 meet jup all go imm to fill in application form 4 e sesame street job... yeaH!!! hehe... taTaz... :D


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hahahAhaha... here's e piC tat i promised ya... c... i dun lie u noe... :D Posted by Hello


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haha... k... 2day.... wake up at... hmm.... well... since i slept at 6am, i wake up... hmm... surprisingly 12pm seh... haha... force myself to sleep again until 1plus then i have 1 2 wake up already liao... got pergas... tiaoNgz... well... so as usual, i was late for my arab class... haha... always la... i also dunno y... coz mayb i dun understand a word wat they talkin abt... haha... then got tajwid... e exams r comin in 2 weeks time n luckily uzt abu bakar gav some reeeliiii impt tips... haha... basically giv us e whole ans 2 e exams... haha... then sirah time... haha... tis lesson ah... i always try not 2 fall asleep 1... haha... well... also got some tips ah... but i tink i can do e paper... hehe...
well... while at pergas, i was plottin of where wanna go buke... grace had already 'sound' me last time go buka at arqam n terawih there sooOo... since i was in e area, i thought y not... hehe... actuali yana yesterday got tell me tat e climbers r 'buka-in' at simpang bedok there... i ask jup whether there got place 2 terawih or not n he dunno... soOo... buka wit them is out... hehe... then... fashiha made me feel guilty... haha... coz my sis is alone at home... haha... no 1 2 buka wit buTtt... i ask her lo 2 follow me... she dun wan... wan stay home... guarantee play net lo... msn lo.. haha... well... msg rufi sOoOO many times but then at last she reply... haha... turns out tat she got OT... waLiao... already msg feez tat y not we go geylang... wit sulala also... hehe... then... haiz... fine lo... they all cant buka wit me buTt can go jl2... haha... so... i went 2 arqam lo... haha... so confusin seh when i came... feel sOooO out of place.... i went straight 2 search for grace... haha... when finally met her, she ask me 2 sit at her 'table' but then sekali got tis makcik told me i cant sit there... waliao... i was like... 'cik... im wit her...' but noo... she told me again tat i cant sit there... waliao.. so freak up sia... luckily i gav grace a 'look' then she juz ask me 2 sit... so i sit... haha... there was sOoo many pple seh... haha.. grace told me who r e converts n who r not n so forth... woah... like bein in an international place... haha.. well after tat go upstairs 2 solat maghrib... e place weird la... haha... got 3 jemaah maghrib rupenye...
hmm... then while waitin for isyak...aAH!! tis is e reli f****d up part... :p went 2 e 1st level coz cant hear e imam soooo.... me n grace sat at tis place la... i was doin up my brooch n all... grace was talkin wit her fren when suddenly... i feel tis makcik langgar me lo... she was prayin... k... fine... i dun mind... but then, out of a sudden she faced me... waliao... wat sia... she suddenly say 'assAlamualaikum'... i thought wat la.. then.... aRgH!!! cant tahan sia tis part... :p she start SCOLDIN me in front of all e others... waliao for somethin tat i didnt do at all k... she accused... accused sia... aRgh!!! she accused me of 'langgar-in' her while shes prayin... she say i squeezed thru e place n wat shit la.. then she accused... aRgh!!! so many im accused for... :p she accused ME of talkin loudly when i didnt even talk sia... MY GOD!!! grace was already like backin up... tat makcik look directly at me sia... like she reli tinks i did tat 2 her... i of coz tried defendin myself... seriously... dah la nak ckp english... pEeiiiidAaa.. :p blah sua... i of coz respond back in english... i told her la that i didnt even 'langgar' her sia... i wasnt even talkin... but noooOO... she didnt wan 2 listen... she kept accusin n accusin... sayin i hav no adab like tat... waliao.. if i DUN hav adab, i wld hav MAKI her sia in front of evry1... almost start fightin sia... luckily i got respect for e elders or else... SHE WILL DIE!!! muaAhahahaha... :p i back out lo...dun wan 2 create a scene in e prayin place... then she stood up n went 2 e front... FINE!! go la... dun care... :p i was reli holdin back my temper seh... dun wanna lose my cool... evry1 was watchin... ish... :p i was like in a daze...
haiz... in a way i feel kinda sad tat tis kind of pple also existed... n some more we r here 2 pray... not fight abt little things... then change place again la... sat down... grace was talkin... i was deep in thought when suddenly some1 tapped my shoulder... another 'kind of' makcik was tellin me 2 move away coz i was in her place... her sejadah was there... i quickly go away la.. waliao... another 1... haiz... soooOOooo selfish seh... i was thinkin again... sad again... Y IS THERE SUCH PPLE LIKE TIS IN TIS WORLD SOME MORE IN E MOSQUE???!!! :P haiz... then since grace was busy chattin wit her fren, i went up... took a quran n start readin it... haiz.. reli had 2 keep my cool... luckily e pple there were more friendlier... then i continue terawih there n all... luckily i met 1 makcik which is frenly 2 me... :D at last got tis kind of pple... hehe...
b4 tat, i got msg feez tat i was havin a terrible time there... haha... he say i wan him go arqam or alkaff n i say up to him la... well.. terawih at arqam was reeellliii fast... haha... only 8 rakaat plus 3 witir lo... haha... then, i went down 2 c grace... haha.. didnt expect 2 find feez... haha... reli surprised seh... as wat he wld always say..."terperanjat gegerl" haha... :p thought he didnt come... well.. then hang a bit at arqam coz grace was dead on wan 2 intro me 2 e pple at arqam there... haha... well.. found out rufi cant come... :p ish... bad seh...
haha... feez was outside lookin at... haha... honey chickens... well tats wat he told me... :p then he say he wan go joo chiat soOoo say gdbye 2 grace n then we go lo... turns out he wanna buy compass... haha.. k k... well... geylang was sOooO packed... haha... wiT... MATS N MINAHS!!! haha... i tink me n feez like out of place like tat... wit me wearin tudung n all n feez wearin... uhm... some kind of 'snow cap'??? haha... well... go buy compass... then walk2 at geylang... goin in circles... haha... then i go buy mutton chop coz very e hungry... haha... then, we go bus stop wait for 21...
haha.. didnt expect 2 bump into more MATS which also consist of nam from anak metro.. haha.. he always act mat 1.. remember met him durin jammin.. kental.... :p well... he n his grp pf mats were also waitin 4 e bus... well... at first they were standin... then sekali... aik... they were squattin down by e side of e road some more... haha... mepek seh... well... i suggest 2 feez why dun we go take their pic... go post at blog... haha... we took their pics... haha... without them knowin of coz... hehe... feez already post up e pic at his blog... haha... prob i post up later... hmm... then... 21 was sOoo packed... we walked 2 e eunos int there 2 take 60... haha... went home finally at abt 12am like tat... haha... feez ah... he very e 'lame' seh... haha... anyway, reli thankful 2 him lo coz he 'tahan' go arqam terawih.. then teman me jln2 some more... haha... thanks eh feez... im reli2 sori 2 drag u along... okiez... i tink here already la... tired seh... 2morrow start helpin aunti cucul do kueh... hehe... tataz... :D


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Saturday, October 23, 2004

haiz.... i lost my entry seh... aRgh!!! hav 2 do again... but then juz do short la... im very e malas seh... haha.. k.. yesterday or shld i say on thursday, go do parkour at skool... there got white, zarian, jup, wak, salman, fazli n me... hmm... we did near e design canteen there... hmm... basically, wak n fazli r e experts la... haha... since im e only gal, they asked me 2 do first seh... bully only... haha... well... officially its somehow my 1st time can actuali do wit e guys or somethin like tat... e reli 1st was wit s0me of e guys at sp... but tat i merely do jumpin from e 2nd storey thingy... hmm... fine... did shootin... i go 1st... :P well... white was e 'director' for e day... haha... all kinda goes well... except tat evrythin tats 'bad' happens 2 me... haha... almost had a 'face-flat-connected-2-e-floor-while-hangin-on-for-dear-life' fall... haha.. i tink tat explains it all... luckily i did some manoveourin until i land on my butt in e puddle... hAh! haha... e guys were like ooOHH!!! eHeeeH!!! haha... somethin like tat... went 2 climb for awhile... prob goin 2 b e 'last' time tis month i go coz i wan go terawih... hehe... oh well... go home early coz tired...
k... for 2day... hmm... woke up at 2pm like tat... haha... then found out i got msg... turns out its my results... hAh! haha... didnt even noe tat we were goin to get our results... haha.. well... actuali i was so surprised by it coz.... uhm... i cant bliv i got 3Bs... 1D+ n a C... haha... esp for e it subs... reli... i was already prepared for supp paper... haha... i still dunno if its reli mine or not... coz i nvr finish my cmsy paper... weird seh... :P well... spend most of e afternoon askin pple their results.. haha.. so far abt 3 of my frenz had 2 take supp... oooh well... i wish them e best... :D hmm... then 2day i nvr go out except go terawih at alkaff... haha... my 1st tis ramadhan... :D well... went alone... as usual... but its ok... already used to it... hmm... well... i tink i reli got 2 log off... its already nearin 5.30am n subuh nearin... i havent sleep a wink... haha... aiyoh... wanted 2 finish tis bloggin but then always got sidetracked... tiaoNgz... :P hmm... oh well... selamat berpuase evry1... :D


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Thursday, October 21, 2004

haiz... i feel soooOoO e malas wan 2 post... haha... now its nearly 4am... i tink finally i can fast.. i hope... hehe... niwae, i had been spendin so much time at e rock gym nowadays... basically, i juz wan 2 finish e 2nd wall... but 2 no avail... haiz... well... i spent 3 days 'buka-in' wit e rock pple... yesterday were quite quiet coz not many came... i spent my time playin tennis... haha... 1st time playin at tennis court... i play mini-tennis... not tennis... n im a badminton player... not a tennis player... sooOo... aisha... u understand tat eh... hehe... sori if my serves or 'whacks' r a bit 2 strong... im already used 2 playin badminton ah... hehe... havent played mini-tennis since pri 6... hmm... then 2day basically also not many pple come but then ok la... mostly evry1 brought their own food 2 eat.. haha... not like on monday.... oh ya... i went 2 meet ana, nazeerah n farah juz now coz ana asked me 2 teach her chem... haha... me? almost a yr seh i took my O levels... aiyoh... tats quite a long time already le... haiz... time's goes fast... oh well... then at rock, i almost got 2 e tile tat i can get 2 e tile tat i have been eyein since days... (i hav no idea wat im talkin abt)... haha... my hand hurts a lot... blisters evrywhere... haiz... oh well... haiz... i tink i better sleep ah... always sleep at 5am like tat everyday... then wake up quite early seh... esp 2day... haha... hmm... 2morrow got parkour... jup asked me 2 go... quite surprised ah but i reli appreciate it coz i wan 2 parkour... haha... well... i hope i can do e stunuts 2morrow... hmm... im now addicted 2 tis game tat ilyas introduced me 2... 'bejeweled' at msn... haiz... die2... oh well... i stop playin already now... dunno abt 2morrow though... hmm... oh ya... i might b workin.... wit my aunt... makin 'kueh' for raye... she sellin... haha... start fri seh... hmm... then mayb after puase, workin at sesame street thingy as security... hmm... at lest got some money b4 i start skool again... haiz... oh well... i guess tats all... must sleep....!!!


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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

***jack of all trades, master of none...***
well... tats e phrase tat has been stuck in my mind since i finish climbin juz now... fir was e 1 who told me tat while we were on msn... i tink we were talkin abt my 'extensive' involvement in e ccas in skool... i thought tat it was nothin... until... i found out tat there is some truth in it... i noe how 2 do a lot of stuff... climbin, parkour, badminton, volunteerin, clubs n all... i might b somehow good in it... but... nvr did i stay long enough 2 master it... my kind of person is tat i like 2 try out evrythin thus e involvment in a lot of ccas since pri skool... im tryin 2 cut down some of e ccas but... im still not sure which 1 m i supposed 2 cut down... but nowadays, i've been tryin 2 focus on climbin instead... coz tats wat i've been doin 4 months... im not tat active in my other ccas... i tink im 2 tired 2 actuali catch up on wat is goin on... haiz... oh well... tat i still hav 2 ponder on...
hmm... well... 2day i woke up at 3 since yesterday i slept at 6... haha... woke up n feelin like i hav a hangover seh... haha... well... i was actuali waitin for 4pm... coz tats e time when tpsu no longer collect e money 4 fun camp... haha... well... i hav my reasons not 2 go ah... haiz... but then they say sub comm compulsory must go... tiaoNgz... :P e camp is durin fastin month n some more is on e last 10 days of ramadhan... how 2 go like tat...? i wan go qiyam... tats y i dun wan go fun camp... haiz... haha... so, i reached skool at abt nearin 7... went library 2 return books... then while i was walkin 2wards e rock gym, haha... i bumped into.... e TPSU PPLE... haha... alvin, darren, guang n bro fracture were there... haha.. look at me like wat seh... i tried 2 ignore them since i was feelin guilty ah... nvr pay for fun camp... hehe... well... i quickly made my way 2 e gym... when i reach only,
* white: "buka kat sini ke?"
*me: "*laugh* i cant fast la..."
*white: "haha.. then tak bawa makan??"
haha... somethin like tat... then i was like... huh?? haha... juz came then kena attack nvr brin food... tiaoNgz... after i changed, i came back... it was almost 2 buka time n i was e only gal there... haha... until nadiah came... hehe... lucky... she luckily brought some food... haha.. e guys were like soOoo jakun for food... haha.... well... seems like they all brought their own food.. somehow ah... haha... mostly bread... i juz stand there n laugh at their antics... haha... then found out tat lizdah was goin 2 brin pizzas... WOW!! hehe... well... lizdah, wak, raudah n fii came brining food... haha... was already buka time ah... hehe... they were like saviours 2 e guys who were fastin... haha... well... it was nice... eatin e pizzas n all even though i was feelin out of place since i was not fastin n all... haha... it reli was nice eatin outside e rock gym wit them all... feels like havin kenduri... haha... kinda feel like we were in geylang wit e radio blastin out e prayers after azan in e background... hehe... bobbin was e only 1 chi there... n they were all crackin jokes like y dun he convert 2 islam... haha... very e funny ah... well... after e eatin n all... we all go climb... haha... from there as usual ah... climb... go toilet change... then go bubble tea... haha... usual routine...
ooooHh... its rainin now outside... I LIKE...!! :D haiz... e 1 sad thin is im not outside... haha... can play in e rain... :D well... another time i gues... haha... ya... juz now readin feez blog... MY GOODNESS!!! :P i cldnt stop laughin sia... hahahaha... reli... he ah.... so bad... but i like readin his blog even though... i kept cursin at him... while laughin my head off... hahaha... aiyoh... tat guy ah... i dunno ah... he reli pakcik act cute 1... tiaoNgz... :P haha... oh well... aiyoh... got e lightnin sooooOOoo scary 1 sia... ish... i nvr been scared of lightnin b4 seh... always tahan 1 but tis caught me by surprise... ish... haha... oh well... k... now i tink i wan 2 try make my blog better... hehe... tataz... :D


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Monday, October 18, 2004

hAha... u noe wat... 2day verY.... weiRd i tink... haha... dunno y i say it also... k... hMm... i reli hav force myself to write n juz carry on writin.. haha... or else i always m side-tracked by other stuff.... haha... well... actuali i kuz kinda came back home nearin 3 am like tat... haha... wan noe go where??? hahahaha.... oh well... juz now actuali supposed 2 go out wit my mum n sis go geylang... hehe... then, at last i went wit rufi go out wit ben n feez... hmm... then met fi at first lo... was nearin 6 like tat... then actuali there was confusion as ben at first say wan go esplanade... then he told feez he wan go town... so yeah... tats when we got confused... haha... msg feez then found out he was still at home... tiaoNgz... :P

haha... so, since we cant make it 2 buka time at town OR esplanade, we decided 2 buka at
bedok... so tats where we meet feez... we all eat at yasalam... then after tat, finally got 2 noe tat ben was at far east, shoppin... TIAONGZ! haha... well... we take e train... haha.. well... on e train, somethin e
mbarassin happen 2 me liao... hmm... we were walkin to e front of e train... i was tryin 2 adjust my damn pouch when suddenly... tOiNGgGg!!! hahaha... my head hit e pole... ouCh...!!! hahaha... was sOoOoO maLu... i was rubbin my head all e way until we got a seat... both feez n fi were laughin their heads off... :P baD seh... hahaha... oh well... i tink fi n feez 4got abt tis incident... haha... i hope so.... hmm...

after tat, met ben at borders... haha... 1sT timE go there... i reli cld get 'lost' in myself there... so fascinatin... all those books... wOw... :D haha... then go hmv where ben bought his 'mesh cap' aka mat cap... haha... then from there we finally go esplanade... haha... but then also as always, we had a hard decision of where 2 go... 1 wan go esplanade... 2 wan go geylang n e other wan go cathay... tiaOnGz... haha... actuali plannin wan go midnite movie but then found out tat sundays got no midnite
movies... haha... waliao... at esplanade, i tried 2 find out where shikin was workin... when i go 2 her workplace, she knew who ben was when she c ben.. haha.. coz i've been tellin my sisters abt fi they all... haha... well... we only manage 2 linger arnd esplanade only 4 awhile since fi's ex, rizal, was waitin... he got car... those type like my cuz in laws where can sit 7 pple 1 plus can watch vcd... haha... well... turns out rizal goin 2 brin us go geylang... haha... it took me, ben n feez a while 2 actuali go in e car.. we werent exactly comfortable wit it.. haha... well... 1nce we r in e car, we dunno where 2 go... haha... but then ben was 'complainin' sayin tat he wans ice milo n go coffeebean... haha... oh well... then dunno y, we end up 1st go tis tau hu stall... haha... buy tau hu n eat in e car... then, go kallang mac juz 2 get ben's ice milo... haha... waliao...

well... tat was e 1st time i go drive thru... after tat, b4 we actuali manage go geylang to buy burgers n stuff, rizal brought all of us 2 an
educational tour of.... e red light district... hahaha... but of coz la we stay in e car... juz zoom by n c e activities tats goin on... haha... well... get 2 c lots of pple lo... rizal pointin out which r e pimps n all.. haha... we go 2 3 diff lorongs... i tink all e pros diff nationality... hmm... it was quite interestin 2 c ah... at least i got experience... nvr go b4 wat... hehe... then, after tat educational tour, we went geylang... go buy burger n walk2 for awhile... geylang also lots of e shops close already... haha... hmm... then, wan go changi... c e 'bapoks'... haha... well... on e way there, we watched e exorcist- e beginnin on e vcd... haha... was so engrossed in it... until we finally made it 2 e place where e 'bapoks' mostly gather.. haha... quite interestin ah... as usual, we in e car lo... scared e 'bapoks' attack us...

haha... lame... well... after tat, we were engrossed back in watchin e movie... rizal stop e car by e beach n we watched e movie... haha... at least we got 2 watch free movie... hehe... well, after e movie ended, we went home lo... haha... then when reached e bus stop near my house, rufi insisted on sendin me home... well... i dun mind actuali but some more rizal also follow n i feel tat im imposin on him 2 much lo... hmm... well, appreciate wat fi is doin though... thanks... :D hehe... well... tat is mostly wat happen 2day... haha... i hav 2 sleep la... nearin 6 already liao... 2morrow i wan go climb... haha... abis... obssesed... oh well... c ya... :D



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Sunday, October 17, 2004

hAhahaha.. waAKAkAkaa... siMpLy LoVe tiS seH... siNdiR aBis... hahaha... buT then, hope evry1 has tis kind of thinkin... scaRed... Posted by Hello


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uHm... aiYoh... im veRy e maLaS wan 2 posT siA... haha... dunno wat actuali 2 post... hmm... oh ya... i told zaki already tat i post tis... hMm... dun teLL any1 tau... uHm... *saYin iN a vEry huShEd vOiCE* aCtuaLi he iS a kiD... hehehe... he admit it... :D yiPeEee... finaLLy gOt fRen... hAha... i preFer bein cHiLdiSh n iMmaTure... hahaha... k la... theres a time n place 4 evrythin... tat i noe... hahaha... oh well... hmm... oh ya... as usual, im pressurised by my sis.... dunno wat 2 write... tiaoNgz... :p haha... hmm... juz wanna say tat haFeeZ is sOooO baD... :P i LikE sayin tiaOnGz... mucH bettEr tHan vuLgaR LanguAge... hahaahaha... k La... i tiNk i wAn go Liao.. wAn waTch e tEraWih iN mEkaH.. niCe sEh... :D haiZ... cAnt wait 2 tErawih n puAse... :) weLL... untiL next tiMe... hmm... wOnder iF 2morRow stiLL gOin 2 eSpLanAde... hMm....


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Saturday, October 16, 2004

yiPpEeEEeeEeEee!!! rAmadhAn iS finALLy heRe... wooHoo :D hAiz... but so sad coz im unable 2 fast n go terawih seh... :( bLooDy gaL thing... hEhe... hMm... rAmadhAn iS suCh a niCe monTh 2 b in... haiZ... i feEL soooooooo aT eAse... hEhe... tiS paSt few days, i've been playin pool n goin rock... always seh... haha... im so bloody determined 2 finish e routes tat i didnt get 2 finish seh... haha... like obssessed like tat... hmm... oh ya... then juz now i wen go catch nite movie wit ben n hafeeZ... haha... watch 'ouijia board'... quite borin... haha... me n ben only talk a bit... haha... feez quiet only... tiaoNgZ... haha... ok la...i admit it ah... i can b quite irritatin when watchin movies... haha... ask noorman... he noe wat i mean... wakakaka... esp horror movies... hmm... then now liao... i dunno wat 2 say... haha... 4got seh... my sis pressurisin me ah... coz she wan use comp...aiyoh... haha... oh well... update other time liao... i got 2 sleep... 2morrow got pergas... tAtaZ... :D


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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

haha... ohMi goOdneSs... is it 6 am already?? aiYoh... haven sleep liao... but, at lasT, i chanGed my LayOut... wOoPee!!! haha... spend abt 2 hrs changin n formattin mY bLog... aiyAh... haha... juZ noW my mum came into my room 2 wake my sis up (who at last didnt wake up coz she dun wanna go skool... study at home...) was surprised 2 c me up on e comp... aLamaK... caught red-handed ah... :p wat else.. kena scolded ah... sayin comp also must rest n all... wakakakaka... electric bill sure come up.. haha... ok ok... soon i off e comp aight... now finish my entry first... haha... quiet satisfied wit e outcome but quite only... not perfect yet... hmm... i wanna go sleep but then i guess i go sleep after pray subuh liao... haha... ok la... i go liao... wanna save electricity... wakakaka... moRninGz... :D


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hMm... hAhaha... aRLoOZ... itS neArLy 4 n iM stiLL noT asLeeP Yet... aiyOh... aPa maHu Jadi aH faDz... :p hMm... wAited 4 my sis 2 use e comp from 1 seh... ish... giv chance already liao... haha... 2day went out wit idayu, aida n apek liao... play pool... haha... but then for a while only.. apek go meet gf, we 3 go roundin tM... then me n dayu antar aida at bus stop... wALiao... i always send pple home liao... only 2 pple send me liao b4... haha... but then, mostly i do e sendin part since i dun live in tamp n all... :p

hmm... ok... then, me n dayu go eat fruits at cS.. haha... fi msg me say tat they all goin eat dinner... beN, feeZ n suHaiLa... hMm... then after tat i met fi at taMp n we go pasir ris meet e rest... toOk no. 3 n iT waS so nice coz both of uS enD up sLeepiN... wAkakaka.... then when reach, we wait 4 e rest 2 come from e beach 2 ntuC there... aTe at e staLLs there... then, we go pLay... bOWLinG... hahaha... actuali, me n fi were supposed 2 go rock seh... then since they all come late n were successful in makin us not 2 go rock, we go bowling liao... haha... a lot oF $$$ go out 2Dae... aT bowLin hAd a niCe time... though bOth games feEz wOn, e 2nd game, i cld hav easily won him... haha... only by 2 pinS seh... :P

then after tat, we wan go home... walked 2 e bus stop where most of us takin 21 n suhaila took 12... hmm... at e bus stop, we juz talk2... then 21 DOUBLE DECKER came... ( have 2 emphasise e double decker coz e 2nd 1 iS sinGLe deCk :P) haha... i was actuali walkin 2wards e bus when i remembered 2 salam suhaila... then when i turn around, found out e bus had left... haha... feeZ was tryin his best 2 catch e attention of e bus driver but 2 no avail... we all were leFt in quite a shocK... haha... then started 2 burst out laughin like mad... feeL Like my stomach burstin seh laughin like tat... cLdnt actuali bliv tat we missed tat 21 bus... it was juz in front of our eyes... haha... then tat means suhaila hav some pple 2 'teman' her lo... hahaha... tat was reli funny...

hahaha... after tat, suhaila took her bus... we wait 4 another 21 n came was a single deck... bah humbuG... :p haha... oh well.. then ben was sayin tat he wan ice milo... haha... then i say lo, alight at my stop go mac... haha... then we all go lo... still dun understand y he need it lo...

haha... hmm... then 2morrow we r stil kind of contemplatin of where 2 go... haha... but confirm go climb... :D oh ya... 2 update ya, im not workin anymore seh... haha.. kinda quit... hmm... i tink i wan change blog layout ah... very borin... haha... tataz... :D


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Sunday, October 10, 2004

hahahaha... heyz... 2 whoevr comes 2 my blog... who actuali comes ah... haha... hmm... well... let me c... yesterday waS my LasT paper.. haha... no more eXams... yiPeE... aLamak... i 4got... i hav my pergas exams seh... haiZ... bursT my bubble onLi... :p haha... oh well... then after e paper, i went climbin at climb adventure wit kartini... haha... was supposed 2 go wit idris but then, he say he cant go... :p oh well... then terserempak wit zaki lak...

hmm... it was quite fun goin wit kartini... haha... had a lot of fun at last... did some rolls n stuff... haha... then after tat go town juz 2 eat... haha... hmm... oh ya... b4 tat, met murshidi at my bus stop... was quite awkward at first talkin to him... gues it has been a long time since we talk... haha... but niwae, i tried to at least talk 2 him... was nice talkin 2 him again... ahakz...

haiz... actuali e reason i wrote here is tat i tink i aint goin 2 hav freedom anymore... haiz... :( hav 2 work now... start 2morrow mornin seh... hmm... i tink it shld b wise 4 me 2 go n sleep now... haha... oh ya... i tink im goin 2 take supp.. haha... oh well... ramadhan is comin n i cant wait... :D hMm... I WAN FREEDOM!!! ahaKz... :D


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hArDy hAr...
Thursday, October 07, 2004

haiZ... tiS past week quite tirin... very... feels like im in a vaccuum... seriously... exam week is comin 2 an end... 2morrow last paper... yiPeE... hehe... been spendin my nitez studyin... juz spend yesterday overnite studyin... haha... studied econs sia... damn sh**... haha... well... then found out 2dae tat e paper was so damn difficult seh... haiz... reli wasted my time seh studyin e whole nite... i shld hav juz concentrate on my cmsy paper instead... i reli seriously hav no idea wats goin on in cmsy.. bah humbug... :P

pity apek juz now... hehe... forced him 2 come back 2 skool juz 2 teach me e bloody binary n gates stuff... haha... haiz... im juz not cut out 2 b an IT student seh... but business, i dun mind tat much... haha... if science, MUCH better... hehe...
im bone tired now... reli hav 2 sleep... miss out a lot of sleep... m already bcome addicted 2 overnite studyin basically... hehe... reli miss e 2 nitez i was there wit rufi, hafeez n ben... haha... oh well... as hafeez said, theres still next sem... haha...
actuali now im scared tat im goin 2 do supp paper... i tink guaranteed already ah... haiz...
:( haha... oh well... i noe tat somehow... haha... i also dunno sia wat im writin... haha... now m decidin wanna go climbin 2morrow... haha...

I JUZ CANT WAIT 4 2MORROW'S PAPER... IT'LL B FREEDOM!!! muAhaHahA... :P
my life now as usual basically sucks... haha... but its ok... coz RAMADHAN IS COMIN SOON... yiPPeEeeEE... :D cAnt wait... til next time... gotta sleep man... stuDy... :P


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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Brain Type Test - Free Results
Are You Left-Brained or Right-Brained?


Your percentage score for the right brain is 30%.
Your percentage score for the left brain is 26%.

You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.

Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:

Left Brain

*Linear
*Sequential
*Symbolic
*Logical
*Verbal
*Reality-based

Right Brain

*Holistic
*Random
*Concrete
*Intuitive
*Nonverbal
*Fantasy-oriented

haHa... hOw weiRd aiGht...



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**Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.

Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are rare, making up between 20 and 25 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers. **

hMm... tis 1 i took it in some psychology website... reli interestin...




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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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oOh weLL.. i aiNt taT naiVe.. :P


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HASH(0x89cc678)
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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sOmehoW thereS tRuth iN it...


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godd
You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."


Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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uHm... very iNtereStin tHouGh wEird...


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xfh
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)


What season are you? (pics)
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HASH(0x884b370)
You're the color blue. You have the three c's in
life--you're cool, caring and confident.
Trustworthy and honest, people are naturally
attracted to you. You're unusually optimistic,
but that makes life all the better. You're an
imaginative person who loves sleeping and
dreaming. Hard-working and determined, you
excell in school. You're everybody's favorite,
and this is because you have this undefined
richness in your personality and attitude.
Mild-tempered and stable. Not to mention very
intelligent. Along with the fact that you're
conservative, you're worried about the
environment. So basically, you're a generous,
dependable and devoted--just the kind of person
everybody needs. Wouldn't it be great if
everybody in the world were like you?


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eMpTy
Sunday, October 03, 2004

2moRrow's already e start of exams... hav 2 papers seh... accounts n iiso... killer seh iiso... 3 damn hrs... :p rite now im juz feelin numbed n empty... spend e past 2 nitez at e airport wit rufi, benjamin n hafeez, studyin... cant bliv tat i actuali spend 2 nitez at e airport straight... basically bcoz of tat, losing sleep now... but its ok... at least e nite b4 i managed 2 cover quite a no of chapters... basically tis week, i spent 4 days in e library... 2 nitez at airport... juZ bCoz... hAv 2 stuDy... bAh humBug... juz woke up also... then later continue 2 study wit idayu... juz 2 b on e safe side somehow... haha...

haiZ... niwae, im juz operatin on auto pilot... as usual... haha... i dunno wat my life basically has been... tat part reli im not sure... juz empty inside... i dun even noe whther i like some1 or not... mayb coz, i had given up in actuali findin tat some1 who cld b interested in me... n truly sincere abt it... haha... i gues tats wat a lot of e gals want also... so, i gues e chance of me gettin 1 is like a billion odds to 1...

hMm... oh well... im actuali a bit lazy nowadays 2 update tis blog... so i gues 1nce in a while je i update... follow my mood... haiZ... anythin, feel free 2 comments ah... ciAoZ...


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