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Saturday, December 18, 2004 aSsaLamuALaikuM... OH MY GOD!!! IM SOOOO SURPRISED!!! DAMN SHOCKED... I 4GOT WAT 2 BLOG ALSO... DAMN!!! DAMN!!! MY GOD!!! I FEEL SO GUILTY... SO... SO... SO... ARGH!!! Y NO 1 TELL ME...??!?!!! TAT HE OLEDI HAS A GF!!! MAN... ARGH!!!! TUUUPPIIIDDD!!!! SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF... SERIOUSLY ASHAMED... DAMN... Y M I WRITIN ALL CAPS ??? haiz... ah... tats better i gues... i swear not evr again 2 ask him out... no way... no absolutely way m i goin 2 destroy a relationship... EVER!!! no more... no more... n i mean it... no more tryin 2 talk to him... no more tryin 2 make him notice me... NO MORE!!! BYE BYE!!! haiz... im feelin soo numb now... seriously... if only i had checked it out 1st... IF ONLY!!! i tink tat im juz goin 2 4get abt it... 2 tink tat i was thinkin abt u when another was tryin 2 get me... how stupid can i b... reli stupid... n i thought tat u were a 1 of a kind... a unique person... haiz... after i recover from e numbness tat has struck me dumb now, i wld b happy for u for findin tat person... seriously... i reli mean it... juz tat i feel like i juz had cross e line... i nvr meant 2 mean any harm... i've deleted all his msgs... 1nce u've cheered me up... i nvr 4get tat though... i will nvr contact u again until u r single... i tink tats oledi enough... now e numbness has oledi gone n i remember wat i wan 2 write... tis few days has been quite well tirin... 2day i had class only for 2 hrs... so, was quite early 2 go home since i finish at 1... met saj n follow her go polyclinic... then met rohana... follow her go her sis's house which happens to b near fizah's house, so i ask fizah to come down n i met her... talk2 to her since it has been almost a month since i seen her... then, met dewi... ate at BK... then after tat, went over to idayu's house to take econs book... talk2 to her until 11 plus... haha... reli meet a lot of pple 2day... all my dear frenz... :) xcept tat i cldnt meet rufi... haiz... oh well... went shoppin a bit... bought long skirt n some shirts... quite nice ah xcept tat now im goin 2 b broke... AGAIN... haha... :p i tink tats enough ah... i need 2 tink... hav 2 sleep.... 2molo goin 2 idayu's pit... tataz... |
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