Monster War.

aSsaLamuaLaiKum...

hmm.... i gues my last entry was a bit harsh... contemplatin on whether i shld delete it but i gues not... coz watevr i had wrote came from e heart... all e words tat had been said n all... its e truth... i dun lie... but now, i guess im fine... its not my birthday anymore... wEeee....!!! =) its a new day... now its SAQINAH n NASIHAH'S birthday... hehe... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =) im tryin 2 accept tat wat had happen yesterday has its meanin... has its good side of it... like wat zarian say... look on e bright side... yeah... haha... thanks aight...

after i had post my last entry, i went to meet fi at e rock gym... almost cried when i met her... haha... dunno 4 wat la.. =p she told me tat e climbers knew abt my birthday... white was anticipatin me 2 come... haiz... but i wasnt in e mood 2 say hi 2 them so, none wished me... well... 2 bad ah 4 me... talked wit fi... well... actuali fi was tryin somehow 2 cheer me up... hehe... i was like sulkin i gues... juz thinkin thru watevr fi is tellin me... went 2 bubble tea n met up wit faris n idris... turns out tat e day b4 was faris's birthday... hehe... asal tak bilang seh... =p HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! =) well... felt much better after we all talk2 n juz lepak2 a bit... i gues all i wanted was some company on my birthday... some1 who im close to n cld cheer me up or somethin... luckily i met up wit raquel juz now... it wasnt all tat bad...

i gues my day went downhill when apek msged tat he was unable to meet me... then idayu wasnt at skool... after tat, saj was bz... basically, i was left hangin coz i thought tat i cld spend my day wit them n lastly, he was unable to meet me too... haiz... truthfully, i thought tat i wld spend it wit him n tats y i didnt make any plans but... well... it isnt his fault... i dun blame him... i blame myself for anticipatin 2 much... at least i felt better when i met fi n all... =) thanks...

well, as i say, 2day's a new day... im wipin e slate clean of yesterday... juz try 2 put it at e back of my head... its not e end of e world... YET... haha... k la... i tink i shld go to sleep now... hav accounts at 12 later... aiyah... later got rock climbin... confirm kena saboh 1... haiz... die2... hav 2 b sportin la... i tink later when im climbin, they put me down in e dumpster... =p eEeee.... haha... tats wat they always do... =p oh well... fingers crossed...