Monster War.

aSsaLamuaLaiKuM....

hmm.... has been quite a while since i blogged... been quite busy n i guess well, im juz lazy n sick of bloggin.... juz take a look at my tagboard... always controversial... n i dun even noe y... first was well, tats another story... i juz wan 2 4get abt it... n then now is tudung n v day issue... haiz... u guys reli got nothin else 2 do eh... dah malas ah nak explain.... i mean who r u guys to judge me n justify who i m... look at urselves first... if u r perfect, then comment on other pple... 4 me, im through advisin pple or watsover coz, i noe im not perfect... im still m tryin 2 b better.... n 4 goodness sake, passer by or unknown, it doesnt mean anythin if i actuali do wear a tudung now or later... i mean, now i myself m not tat ready 2 wear it... coz when u already start wearin it, its a commitment tat u hav 2 hold on til e rest of ur life... n i wan 2 wear it when im totally committed...

as u guys noe, there r some gals out there who wear it for the sake of wearin... some treat it as fashion... some r forced to wear it... sometimes, even though they r wearin e tudung, u can still observe that wat they r wearin r not appropriate wit e tudung... ie, tight clothes... haiz... wearin e tudung IS an obligation.... its already a must to wear it for females who r baligh... well... as i told u, im juz human... wit all those nafsu n all ah... i will wear it... tat is confirmed... but not now... theres no difference in females wearin tudung or not.... some r hypocrites themselves... i gues evry1 is a hypocrite some time or another... naluri manusia... haiz...

im juz sooo damn tired of pple tryin 2 judge me n all... im juz a simple person... i nvr asked for any trouble nor controversy... i juz hate handlin all tis kind of stuff.... im juz livin my life day by day simply... im juz thankful to live thru each day without any complications... juz put urself in my shoes... understand how does it feels when evrytime pple always tryin 2 judge n justify urself when they dun even noe u tat well... m juz sick n tired... i already hav my hands full wit skoolwork n other problems n then now, im bein bombarded by this... wat r u guys reli tryin 2 prove... wat do u guys wan from me.... im tryin my very best tat evrythin happens for a reason n tat this might turn out 2 b a blessin in disguise.... somehow...

dun judge me when u dunno me... even my best frenz sometimes dun even noe how 2 judge me... only Allah noes who i reli m... only He can judge me... so pls, dun try 2 b some1 holy or anythin... all tis things, we juz leave it to Him aight... well... i gues i hav 2 update a bit ah of wat had happen 2 me tis past hmm... week... been quite ok i gues... a lot has happened actuali... as always... i gues evrythin tat has happened makes me understand more things... love does hurts... i gues e cliches r true... now i bliv it... haiz...

i wil b MIA in my ccas... hav 2 buck up my studies... tis week is open house week in tp... no lectures BUT hav tutorials... haiz... oh well... luckily for me, i had 2 days mc... then 2day i hav LOA but i still hav 2 do comm skills which i hav 2 do now... =p haiz... my health as always is deterioratin... sometimes, my mind can juz go blank like in my previous comm skills lesson... haiz... oh ya... i finally managed to watch constantine... haha feez... now u cannot tell me oledi... u cant say nimore "constantine best tau"... =p haha... actuali e show was ok ah... e effects was bloody cool... oh ya xcept tat at e end of the movie, me n saj were laughin... haha... ok la.. i was e 1 2 start laughin... cldnt help it ah... its so ridiculous ah e plot... out of religion thinkin seh... i juz watch it for fun... tis shows how imaginative e minds of humans n e crap of it... =p oh well...

hmm... i tink i juz end here ah... hav 2 start doin my comm skills... dun wan 2 repeat my mistake again... hav 2 prepare... i dun wan monica to insult me again... =p haiz... last time virgin... now monica... wat bad luck i hav 4 comm skills... =p tooodELooo.... =)

p.S. feeZ... now i noe wat u mean abt constantine... guess it kinda e same... oh ya... also, uhm... bob. or ya wanna b called firdauz... well.. i got to noe u kinda always visit my blog n all... can tag tak??? hehe... at least i noe ah u visit... mane tahu boleh buat kawan ke... haha.... jadi u cant call me sombong lagi tau... =p haha... wat r e odds tat after yrs of livin in e same blk, we r in e same poly... haha... pelik ah... oh ya... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MAISARAH!!! =) hehe... c u in skool cuz...