Monster War.

aSsaLamuaLaiKum...

haiz... m supposed 2 b doin my project but... well... i tink i shld juz take a break... gues i juz do it 2moro ah... gues i hav some kind of mood 2 actuali blog now... kinda... been reli bz n stressed... at least now somehow or another, e controversy issue is dyin down... no more pple actuali badmouthin me... i hope... well.. fingers crossed though... i noe there ARE still pple who r talkin bhind my back somehow... cant blame any1... i m tryin 2 b the best tat i can as a servant of Allah... i noe tat im not perfect... haiz... oh well... i dun wan 2 say anythin nimore ah....

well... this past few days been quite well, hectic... somehow... m tryin 2 live my life... tryin not to think abt him tat much coz well, hes bz 2... n i dun wan 2 expect anythin... its not his fault... haiz... gues im willin to juz wait it out... pls giv me strength god... juz now read feez blog... was lookin at his archives to e 1st time we met... haha... was reli funny... kinda missed it... all the outings that we had... me, rufi, ben n feez... raizerl played a part too... all e adventures or shld i say misadventures that we had... from studyin at aiport to goin changi n geylang to c... ehem... e pple tat we shldnt c... haha... i tink tat it was one of e best ramadhan i had last yr... wld nvr 4get it.... i treasure every moment tat we had spent... im thankful tat u guys actuali kinda accept me in ya grp... thanks fi for introducin me 2 ur frenz... =) im thankful to hav u as my fren fi... n i apologise for anythin tat i hav done to u... oh ya... esp to feez, haiz... i still remember e times on msn when i was havin problems n evrythin... coincidentally or shld i say in ur case, unluckily for u tat it always happens when im chattin wit ya... thanks 4 listenin n evrythin... i also apologise if i always disturb u n well, like merajuk like tat... truthfully, im not like tat... it was juz for fun... now i dun tink i wld disturb u nimore... pity u oledi... so, hav a nice life aight... =)

ok... hmm... on fri, went poly wit saj... sat, go open house... basically when i was guidin, i was badmouthin e courses... haha... juz for fun... =p jam n hop well, i didnt go... talked wit aszad n chokky for like 2-3 hrs in design canteen after tat... quite cool ah.... hmm.... on sun, i juz stayed at home... tryin 2 finish all my online assignments... had some kind of conflict wit 1 of my psycho members but its ok now... haiz... evry1 was stressed... then 2day... hmm....

supposed 2 meet him but... well... he was sick... haiz... kesian die... basically i try to my work... met up apek for awhile juz now... long time nvr c him... =p then well... met saj after skool... she wan 2 jog at bedok stadium so i was thinkin, wat e heck... i wld 2 join 2... im gettin out of shape n i wan 2 kinda improve on rock... haiz... on thu some more got another comp... oh well... then we ran... did 5 rnds... was cool... after tat studied underneath saj's blk wit her sis... had 2 do accounts n econs... haiz... somethin happen ah juz now... haha... v funny ah... oh well... oh ya... b4 i 4get again...

juz now, me n saj took 228 from my house... when i board it, was surprised 2 find the same 'retard woman' on e bus... she was e 1 who peed in 228 also tat time when i was alone at e back of e bus... ok... a bit backgrnd... she went 2 e back of e bus suddenly, n sat down... thought nothin ah until i see water tricklin down e aisle... n my god... i was so surprised... she actuali PEED!!! IN E BUS!!! aiyoh... i was already thinkin how was i supposed 2 alight e bus without actuali steppin her pee... oh well... e pple at e front was already thinkin how come suddenly got water... haha... they look back... i dunno wat 2 do... when reach e int, i quickly 'monkey-barred' n alight... quickly went away b4 anythin can happen... well... tat was my 1st encounter... then juz now i told saj abt it... i thought it wont happen again but then, woah... i started 2 c water again on e aisle... confirm she was e 1 who peed... haiz... bad luck seh... but tis time, e bus driver got 2 noe abt it... he actuali went 2 e woman n ordered her 2 get off the bus... ooooh.... hope i wont c her again ah... coz like tat, i dun wan 2 board... haha... oh well...

haiz... 2moro i hav 2 wake up early... need 2 go NMM tutorial at 10... haiz... then i hav lessons from 2-8 pm.... haiz... rabak2... stress2.... psycho report n exploration report to b done... haiz... i reli hope i can do it... i tink till here aight... tataz peepz... =)