Monster War.

aSsaLamuaLaiKum...

woah... tis is e 3rd time i post... =p oh man... reli weird... mornin... afternoon n nite... haha... boleh tahan... well, now im juz tired from rock climbin... it was reli a tirin trainin... was reli a bad time for me coz i didnt eat 2day plus i didnt get enough sleep thus, my performance was reli bad... had 2 do 3 sets of endurance trainin... climb... then do push ups plus jumping jacks plus dips... woah... tirin like mad seh... my hands cldnt handle it anymore... exhausted... was reli upset abt my bad performance...

then got briefin... woah... now hav 2 commit 2 rock already... coz, it seems tat evry1s attendance isnt regular thus it might end up in e closure of the club... haiz... i gues seriously tis few weeks are the times tat evry1 is busy wit projects regardless of the schools... since tp is shortenin e academic yr, tis means tat we hav 2 do up evrythin in record time... thus... e busy... haiz... yeah... i understand wat most of them r goin thru... im juz reli glad tat nmm is over... now all i hav 2 do is worry abt e meetin tat is supposed 2 b re-enact in class for comm skills... haiz... blooody blooody... hav 2 wear formal... as usual... hmm... wan 2 wear skirt or pants??? haha... then some more on tat same day i hav my psycho test... haiz... oh ya n also e compulsory rock meetin also... wan 2 choose a new committee... well... im sure rufi will get nominated... =)

hmm... ya well... actuali juz now after lab, i was like sooooooOooo oooooohhh e bloody bored... was supposed 2 meet saj after my lab... but... she nvr replied... so i waited n waited... went n pray... was alone ah... haiz... then msged firdauz... tellin him im bored... haha... also got msged him... haiz... well then, like for 1 hr, i was walkin arnd skool like a crazy person... no1 2 talk wit... was in my hyper mood.... bit crazy... need some companion but... well... wld b cool if i get to meet him... talk2 or somethin... but... well, i dun wan 2 ask nimore... scared 2... coz it will b e same ans... haiz... sooo then thought of juz goin 2 rock a bit earlier... went there but... uhm... nah... e pple there also like well, im not tat close ah... so i juz went to ITAS hopin 2 bump into saj... at least got some1 2 talk to ah... but... well... she wanted 2 go eat wit her fren... haiz... oh well...

sooo... yeah... didnt wan 2 go rock... well... not yet... coz it was still early n e freshies havent arrived yet.... juz sat there at e table overlookin mushroom... juz sat there while msgin dawi... haiz... while i was juz sittin there, suddenly firdauz came out of nowhere... haha... i was soo hapi 2 get a fren.... haha... talk2 for awhile... it seems tat he was waitin 4 him n i was waitin for a sign... juz anythin tat can happen ah.... oh... haiz... then he came... so firdauz had 2 go off so i also went 2 rock... haiz... how odd... meetin him twice 2day but nvr talk... haiz...

after rock, went wit idris, fariz, nadiah n fattah to bubble tea as usual... didnt talk much... coz i suddenly felt sad... thinkin abt him... n thus i msged him... but well... haiz... gues he wasnt tat hapi or cared tat i msged him from his replies... haiz... didnt buy any bubble tea coz i had no money... i didnt wan 2 ask them 4 money... only fattah noe y i didnt buy... well... at least i manage 2 get rid some of e sadness... somehow... luckily i had fattah to talk wit n who walked me home... we juz sat under my blk while hes waitin 4 his bus... talk n talk... coz i juz asked him abt tis relationship stuff n all... it turns out tat both of us r in a similar kind of situation...

however is juz tat im in his galfren situation n him in my boyfren situation... somehow we r tryin 2 relate to it... both of us gave each other advice... both tryin 2 apply on e situation... haiz... was reli quite nice talkin 2 him... at least well, wat he said has its point... cant bliv tat tis guy who ive known for so long but nvr talked 2 him b4 wld actuali help me in tryin 2 tink straight abt tis matter... haha... he was surprised i tink tat tis is my 1st relationship... haha... weird la u...

well... im leavin evrythin 2 Allah... if hes my jodoh, well... then we'll see... but somehow, when a gal says tat she loves u, she reli means it... get tat 2 ur mind... coz when guys say i love u, it is juz e sake of sayin... well... yeah... so, i dunno wat do u wan.... i dunno y is it like tis... i juz hope somehow it cld work out... coz, im willin 2 take a chance.... if u reli sincere abt me...

there r some questions tat i wan 2 clarify.... is it true tat the reason y most guys rushed into a relationship is bcoz they dun wan e gal 2 run away.... thus they start sayin tat they love her n all but... as time goes by, when he got to noe her better n found out tat shes not wat u wan, u leave her... haiz... i juz hope tat pls... guys... dun say things tat u dun mean... it makes a situation more worser... b sincere n honest... haiz... i gues tats all... better get 2 sleep... goin 2 meet fizah 2moro afternoon... then saj... hav 2 study... yeah... must sleep oledi... haha... tataz... =p
p.S. oh ya... dark rage... HAPPY BDAY AIGHT!!! thanks for taggin... =)