Monster War.

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hmmm... k la... 4 days since ive updated... lots has happened... i mean lots... like so very e malas wan 2 update... all i can say is tat now im reli tired... tis past few weeks, ive gain a fren... well... two exactly... one who has done a lot for me n other pple... i reli m thankful for tat person... hope u will b blessed forever by Allah... well... e other hav 2 b...... haiz... hard 2 explain ah... all i can say is tat well... i still do hav feelings for him... i noe2... he has given me lots of reasons as 2 y he broke up wit me... haiz... it has 2 b stupid for me rite... still holdin on 2 a thin thread... but somehow, i cant stop hopin... haiz... gues its natural ah... haiz... cant stop sighin...

hav been spending my days in skool n my nites at e aiport... study study study... tats wat ive been doin... n i still hav 2 subjects 2 go... =p didnt study 2day coz im sooo tired though actuali i cld hav overnite 2day but well, no1 cld go wit me thus i didnt go... haiz.... has been quite a lot 2 take in at once... been studyin wit adi also... haha... ok la... reli cant wait for e exams to b over... then can start work... then go vietnam... haha... can relax i gues somehow... no skool... alamak... but still i tink im goin 2 b bz wit my ccas n cds... haiz...

well... im goin 2 change my blogskin coz well, i tink tat tis skin is no longer applicable to me... hav 2 tink positive... hav 2 b strong... hav 2 juz accept... haiz... im tryin... i juz hope i can make it.... haiz... how m i goin 2 tell him tat i reli miss him though we had been studyin 2gether... will he understand wat i mean... but i noe tat well... haiz... i dunno.... would he actuali wan me back after all hes e one who asked for it... haiz... haiz... haiz... some1 pls take out my heart... oh i forgot... i already gave it away....

k la... i tink i juz end here... goin 2 study wit adi in e mornin then at nite mught possibly overnite wit rufi... i hope... haiz... hafeez now so sombong already... dun wan even wan 2 join us no more... =( haiz... ok la... niwae... HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FEEZ!!! =) good luck 2 u aight...