Monster War.

aSsaLamuaLaiKum.... =)

hey pple who come to my blog... =) thanks for comin n taggin aight... im reli sori if my blog is one heck of a borin blog... always talkin abt... u noe i noe la... hehe... juz tat i guess tis is e phase i hav 2 go thru... hehe... well... nowadays ive been bloggin in e mornin... coz come home tired... haiz.. tis past week always i emphasised on studyin... haiz... last paper 2moro... then... FREEDOM!!! haha... almost ah... coz im juz scared i hav 2 take supp paper... =p now im actuali goin 2 finish tis post n then... go STUDY!!! haha... wit adi, dayu all... as usual...

hmm... on wed basically, i carry on studyin at skool after bloggin... can say tat i didnt sleep a wink for a whole day... was on natural high... =p haha... cldnt sleep... hav 2 many thoughts in my mind... haiz... how i wish some1 cld take my brain out... when i came back from studyin on wed, wat i did was i took 5 pills... 2 for migraine, 2 for aches n pains n another is a sleepin pill... woah... lots huh... hehe... well... at least it did e trick... i was able 2 sleep undisturbed like for.... 7 hrs... haiz... then i had 2 wake up la coz need 2 study again in e mornin... =p

yesterday basically studied econs wit adi n dayu... it was ok... had 2 go off early coz zarian asked me 2 a business preview at novena... when i was outside waitin for adi, ran into faris... hmm.... wat he tell me is tat he found me interestin coz he nvr see some1 who actuali has a million thoughts runnin thru her mind in juz a short time... i tink tats wat he say la... e bottom line is tat he tryin 2 say tat im.... hahaha.. nothin la... juz tat weird la u... u havent met evry1 yet in e world... haha... its reli a bad thing to think too much.... haiz.... my appetite is affected again... im soooo totally exhausted but i cant sleep or rest.... haiz...

i tink on average, tis week i slept abt 20 hrs or so for e rest of e week.... mayb lesser... haiz... i wan 2 hav a full sleep... please.... make me stop thinkin abt him.... make me stop thinkin of wats goin 2 happen tis comin week... make me stop thinkin... period... haiz... oh ya... i actuali feel sad tat apek didnt acknowledge me tat day... coz he was wit his gf... haiz... not even hello... haiz... wat kind of best fren is this le... =p haiz... now i hav in total 9 best frenz... tis 9, im not goin 2 forget them... u guys will always have a special place in my heart... =) thanks a lot for helpin me... esp to 1 who has been helpin me tis past few weeks of my bloody misery... hehehe... =p

now its time for me to move on... go on... haiz... though im reli scared 2... but... as long as i hav Allah by my side, insyaallah i can do it... it reli pains me 2 let u go... u r e one tat i love but... i apologise for makin ur life more stressful... ive decided 2 lay low.... let u go on wit ur life wit ur frenz... watevr happens, u will always have a special place in my heart... tats a promise... =) ok la... i tink i hav 2 go... later adi scold me... hehe... =p tatataz.... love u guys... hehe... dah mabuk agaknye si fadzillah ni... =p