Monster War.

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haiz... feelin so damn tired... haiz... exhausted to e core... haha... now im juz on autopilot ah... 2day will b e 5th day in e runnin im workin 12 hrs each nite... waliao... haiz... no life sia... =p yesterday actuali i off but then haiz... coz scared of gettin sacked or somethin, i go n ask my agent for a job n i got it ah... but then different level of e factory.. haiz... now i hav 2 do motorola fons... haiz... im gettin sick of e fons man... packed i dunno like few thousands of e fons... some more work in a cage sia... coz its handfon mah soooOoo e security very tight... i was all alone yesterday ah... my frenz all off... haiz... how i get thru e nite was basically thanks to saj call ah... luckily e first break i can take my fon but then e subsequent breaks, i cldnt... stupid pakcik security... =p didnt eat ah... got no food... so i juz went 2 e carpark n look at e sky ah... haha... then very tired go n sleep at e couch...

then now i hav 2 b permanent on e 4th floor sia.. haiz... but then i already planned of goin off on e 21st hopefully... since im goin off 2 vietnam soon... thank god... haiz... i juz hope a change of scene wld somehow make me think much clearer... mayb i can finally 4get abt him somehow... even though not fully but somehow at least a bit ah... tis few nitez tat im workin somehow i dunno ah always keep thinkin abt him... n i hate it a lot... coz im soooOoo freakin damn tired n y shld i b thinkin of him... its so obvious it wont happen again... haiz... i mean... i dunno ah... i juz dunno... damn freakin tired sia... m sick already... haiz... get out of my head... get out of my heart... pls? haiz... i noe i dun mean anythin 2 u somehow... its juz me... i noe la... haiz...

gotta thank arie for e talk on tat nite... haha... was fun talkin 2 him coz basically we find out a lot of unusual stuff... somehow... haha... like of all pple, we had 2 meet each other at work... haha... so many things to talk abt... basically crap ah... hehe... n some stuff tat i juz found out tat i tink i already noe... haha... it has been a month n it still hasnt changed yet... my feelings i mean... evry1 is askin me 2 juz 4get abt it... i wld reli love to but i still cant... u tink i wan 2 suffer like tis is it... even when i didnt tink, it juz comes... haiz... reli needs 2 take time... A LONG TIME... haha... i cant bcome a galfren ah... dun tink tat it was made for me ah... can only b a fren... like tis wife also cant ah... haha... =p

y fad... y must u b like tis... haiz... agaknye ngah mood jiwang ah ni... mati seh... =p haha... actuali e truth is now, if im not on autopilot, i wld hav somehow faint... passed out... i feel fragile now... like if i fall, i will b shattered into pieces like glass... =p damn exhausted... haiz... i tink until here ah... hav 2 get ready for work... haiz... i wan 2 rest but it seems as if i dun hav e time 2... well... tataz pple... till next time... hav a nice day... =)