Monster War.

assalamualaikum.

its been a long time. heh.
sooooo many things has happened buttt........

i wouldnt waste my time typing about them.
haha.

amidst all the chaos, i am trying to maintain a positive outlook.
somehow.
its been a tiring 3 days.

girls.
sheeshh.

guys.
hah.

well.
today is somehow special for me.

its 7 December.

for those who knows me well, would noe how much it means to me.

its this day that i 'met' him.
one year ago.
in the business canteen.

it was the first time that we actually hold a conversation face to face,
rather than the messages we exchanged months before.

haha.

it was interesting.

it was one of the most magical nights that i ever had. =)

other than that night when we caught the shooting stars and the moon directly above us.
woah.

reminiscing.
thats all i am doing.

since it was such a magical night for me,
i couldnt help reminiscing it. =)

one thing that i realised, i never did mention his name on my blog.
only 'him'.
haha.

well.
im not going to start now. =p

it was weird.
fate has brought us together.
played mean tricks on both of us too.
hah.

why is it that we have 'fights' but we never faced them faccia a faccia.
but through messages.

hah.

i often wonder why.

we are hostile. ( are we? )
but somehow it seems that we have a lot of misunderstandings.
that neither of us are trying that hard to understand it.

hmm.

well.
i guess that would be for another year where we maybe finally can talked about this.
civilisedly.

how much we dont want to remember it or deny it,
we cant.

it has happened.
it did happened.

and theres no denying the fact that you was my first and only.

both of us cant changed that even though how much we dont want it to be.

i am going to take this day, this only day to reminisce.

to remember the day that both of us were happy and eager to get to noe one another.
a journey that we had took together.

i am going to be happy.
i will make myself happy.

surrounding myself with my friends who was there with me on this day one year ago.

at least i did catch a glimpse of you today.

hah.

there might be some other days for me to reminisce.
but its just this day, i would reminisce it about us.

though everything had changed since a year ago,
the memories will still be there.
and that all it is going to be.

just.