assalamualaikum.

man.
i am tired. -_-'

my fingers are shivering now,
typing.
my head is spinning.

but.

i have to post up.
haha.

let me wrap up yesterday.
hmmm.

went to the khalifah talk in the morning at istiqamah with sarah and saqinah.
turns out quite a number of NI members coming.
cool. =D

quite a number of them there i know.
from saff. fmsa. np. nypms.
WHEEE~!!!!

the speaker is prof muhammad al-mahdi.
a convert professor who is ailing.
overall, it was a nice talk ahhh.

psychological stuff.
scientific.
cool.

but.

too many talk ahhh.
very tiring.
just sitting down.

sleeepy sehhh.

hmmm.
it ended around 6.

then we had a mini-meeting.
between NI.
about this saturday.

confirmed.
retreat is postponed to chinese new year.

then,
sarah and me was on our way to the meeting at marsiling cc.

haha.

funny thing was,
we went out of istiqamah around 7 and reached at 8.30
whereas,
remy whom went out around 8,
came at the same time as us.
hah.

well.
the thing is,
we took around 3 buses while remy took the train.
haha.

and.

we got lost.
haha.

long story. =p
[ sarah sarah. haha. ]

well.
the meeting was attended by some old people.
haha.
and the other leaders of the clubs.

nypms : remy.
rpmcg : liyana.
spmls : hidayat.
npmss : nizam.
nur ikhwan : me and sarah.

finally we went back around 10 plus.
damn tired sehh when finally get back home. =p

then today.

hmmm.
went to school around 2.
met up with the people who took away the stuff at admin block.
[ the main mussolah. ]

haiz.

really headache thinking about it.
tp sucks sehh.

the principal is soo arghhhh.
want to have a mussolah also very hard.
haiz.

for now,
the admin block cant be used.
unless we come out with an alternative.

for now,
the guys will continue praying there but use file or something.
whereas.
the girls can go to the ITAS blocks to pray.

thanks. =)

then me, fizah and sarah went to city hall.
have to meet up with bro shahrizal.
who is interested with the preg-talk.

basically me, fizah, imran, sarah and wani came down for the meeting.
it was ok.
found out that he was from npmss.
what a small world. -_-'

after that the four of us excluding imran,
went to komala to eat.
then we went to masjid maulana near singapore river.

cool sehh.
its underground. =D

met kak liejah and kak zakiah.
haha.
small world.

then at last me and sarah went to tampines mall.
to find a present for my sister.

the star and the moon.
fizah's analogy.

its still in my head.

she had mentioned it to me just now.
again.

and again,
i thought about it.

but.

its more stronger.
the thoughts.
it actually pulls something in my heart.

i dont know.

theres 3 more days to 2006.
maybe.
just maybe.

i might let myself care again.
for someone.

but.

the fear is there.
still.

as nizam had said,
love a guy who loves you more.

i am not even sure whether that guy likes me.
it might not be mutual.
but.

argh.

not going to hope.
thats one thing that i've learnt during my past relationship.

not to hope.

and thus,
i am not.

though.

haiz.

let time and fate tells its tale.
insyaallah.

there might be a possibility.