assalamualaikum.

its already 1st jan 2006.
and my sisters are still not home.
yet.

hah.

i was that close to either ton with siraj they all at simpang
or sleep over saqinah's house.

just because there wasnt anymore buses
when i went out of saqinah's house. -_-'
haha.

thank goodness for azmi.
who waited for me.

felt sooo guilty for asking asrul a favour.
to send me home. -_-'
man.

turns out he wasnt feeling well.
guilt factor went up.

finally,
went home by cab.
[ thanks to saqinah's contribution. -_-' ]

went to azam at marsiling cc with saqinah and fizah.
bumped into azra'ie.

hmmm.
the event wasnt all that exciting ah.
but its ok.

at least get to meet the others.
from nypms and npmss.
haha.

went to tampines.
ate at burger king with saqinah.
walk around tampines mall.
and then to her house.

hah.

basically spent the last day of 2005 with saqinah.
heh.

last year.
well.

remembered i spent the last day with dewi, fizah and ana.
haiz.
miss them lots. =(

thats all for today.

friday. 301205.
was the outing for ittihadul qulub.

eleven of us which was initially 39 or more came.
haha.

it was ok.

nurikhwan : wani. me.
npmss : taufik. ain. nizam.
rpmcg : zul.
spmls : arif. raudha. faizul. rahman. hisham.

yeahh.
that was all.
eleven. =D

it was really really really fun.
heh.

the nypms couldnt make it.
but its ok.
next time. =)

played bowling first.
walked to masjid hajjah fatimah for asar.
then we walked to this place, to eat.
after that, we walked to masjid maulana for maghrib.
stop by singapore river to take pictures.
finally went to esplanade.
[ taking more pictures. -_-' ]

thats basically what we did.

a lot of walking.
a lot of picture taking.
and i mean a LOT.
haha.

never have i gone out with a group whos into picture taking.
haha.

well.
its already as i said first january.

theres no more days left.
and i still havent made up my decision.

haiz.

should i or shouldnt i???
thats the question.

but.

as nizam had mentioned,
i should just keep the guy.
and let things as it is.

dont move forward
nor backward.
heh.

been thinking.
missing.

i dont know.

i guess i never will
unless someone made the first move.
[ which wouldnt be me. =p ]

as i've said,
let time tells its tale.

as of today,
im single and looking.

or
am i ???

have i found ???

wallahualam.