Monster War.

assalamualaikum.

haiz.
im really tired.

cant even focus on my project.
and im having butterflies now in my stomach.
for tomorrow is the first training of silat temasek.

i just hope it all goes well.

school has started,
and i didnt go to my first lecture of this new term.
sheesshh. -_-'

what a way to start a new year and term.
oh well.

there was a reason.

hmmm.
then just now basically went to this samba drum thing.
a cca.
which i cant make it.

for i have silat training on wednesday.

haiz.
it was fun.
somehow.

too numb to think now seh.

i dont even know what im typing now.
just that well,
i have been watching kal ho naa ho.

again.
haha.

right now im starting to be on autopilot.
which is actuali quite freaky ahh.
for i had been through it before.
when i was working at samar last time. -_-'

when im on autopilot,
i cant stop and think.
have to think on my feet,
for if i stop,
then i would lose my rhythm.

so,
i apologise if now im having problems to understand some stuff.
just that my brain has too much inside.
and i just dont have the strength to go through it. -_-'

projects and more projetcs.
yeah.

i can do it.
insyaallah.

i guess i got nothing much to say
for i am typing in my 'sleep'.
with eyes half-closed.
hah.

i think i just do the project tomorrow ah.
man.

i am still a procrastinator.
sheeesshh. -_-'

something to be changed this year.
hopefully.

oh ya.
i just cant stop feeling a bit disappointed.

guess im just used to the calls.
but.
no more now.
hah.

have to stop getting used to it.
for it wont come again.
remember,
i dont want to hope.

no more.

just let me see people happy ahhh.
and i'll be fine. =)

that is all.