assalamualaikum.

gosh.
im soo sick now.
heh. =p

it has been quite a while since i blogged.
and boy, a lot of things has happened since my last entry.

since the last entry,
well,
it was going to be chinese new year.

anyhow,
theres a lot of people that i would like to wish.

280106 - HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY TO NADIAHH~!!!
290106 - HAPPY BELATED 9th BIRTHDAY TO DAYANA~!!!
310106 - HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY TO FARIZ~!!!
020206 - HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY TO SAQINAHH~!!!
030206 - HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY TO AZHARI~!!!
040206 - HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH~!!!

woahh.
quite a lot huh.
heh.

ok, with that done.
saturday 280106.

was supposed to go for itc meeting at mendaki.
but, however, found out that my family wanted to go for a picnic at changi beach.
man.
it was a hard decision. =p

i finally chose my family,
for, i havent seen my other family for quite long,
my mom is having off days until my birthday.
[ for once, i can have my mom at home. =D ]
and also,
my uncle wanted to go out with the family,
and it has been hard for him,
being in hospital and all.

haiz.

anyhow,
it was ok ahhh.

managed to talk to my cousins about what i planned to do.

hmmmm.
the beach was packed with tents and everything sehh.
kampung melayu betul.
heh.

celebrated dayana and my birthday together.
heh.

then after that,
i went to bugis to sell something for the muslimah night fundraiser,
with saqinah and sarah.

man.
it took about 1hr and 15 mins to get from changi to bugis.
sheeeshhh.
sakit pantat.
heh.

i wonder how last time i could have 'tahan' with him.
heh.

anyhow,
it was quite interesting selling the kerepeks.
heh.

could even make frenz with the makcik there.

and oh ya.
we learnt something new too.
must always shout "OFFERR~!!!"
then people will come.
haha.

hmmm.
the next day.
sunday. 290106.

the retreat of nur ikhwan at east coast beach.
heh.

i remembered coming down quite early.
heh.
around 10 plus.

by the time i came,
only a few was already there.
i helped the logistics in picking out the location.

it was packed.
the beach i mean.

the retreat started out okay ahhh.
nothing much to be said somehow.
though that idris actuali came.
hah.

cause abdul hakim is his cousin and,
was coaxed in going.
heh.

anyhow,
yeahhh.
it was ok ahhh.

talked a while with him also.
heh.
for the past few days we had a bit of a tiff.

what else is new anyway. =p

yeahh.
the retreat finally ends around 4 plus,
since it was drizzling also.

then,
around 10 of us stayed back.

by then,
there was no more canvas and place to sit.

we just sat on the grass.
heh.
we played uno and taiti.

it was fun ahhh.
heh.

then at night,
when sarah, saqinah and haslinda went off,
on the way home,
we [ salim. imran. hafiz. hafiz's fren. ]
well,
i found out that salim had a lighter.

so, we played the sparklers at the side.
heh.

we had a radio and a hari raya cd.
hah.

we played the sparklers while the hari raya song is blasting away on the radio.
haha.
what a picture we would have made.

a bunch of grown up kids playing sparklers.
heh.

then after that,
we went to mac.
just to lepak.
heh.

it was really fun to get to know them ahhh.

the next day.
monday 300106.
exactly one month since the first ittihadul qulub's outing.

i was very close not coming.
was really damn tired sehhhh.
had to wake up in the morning.

i finally joined them around ten when initially it was supposed to be 8. -_-'
oh well.
only 9 turned up.

np - nizam. taufik.
tp - me.
nyp - ishak. mardhiah. hawanis. ainah.
rp - zul.
sp -rahman.

the day started to become interesting when hawanis fell in the 'longkang'.
sheeshhh.
it was chaos sehhh.
even her bike fell inside.

anyhow,
yeahhh. ainahh went in after her.
sheeshhh.
then rahman went in to get her bicycle.
heh.

now we have 3 very wet people. -_-'

along the way,
we bumped onto ainah's moyang's house.
wahhh.

first time going to someone's house at ubin.
i've post up some photos.
heh.

oh ya.
theres a lot of mishaps along the way.
mardhiah fell in the 'semak'.
ishak had cramps.
and zul lost his wallet.

sheeeshhh. -_-'

anyhow,
after that we went to istighfar.
it was going to be awal muharram.

we stayed for awhile for the doas.

then after that we walked to downtown east to eat.
heh.

zul and taufik bought for me an ice-cream cake from cheers.
heh.
it was so sweet of them.
celebrated my birthday.
advanced. =)

then we went home after that.

the next day though.
i was flat out.
had to go to saqinah's house to print my project.

then on 010206.
[ my birthday. heh. =p ]
i went to skool damn early in the morning just to submit my project.
sheeeshh.

then, after submitting,
i went to the lab to do my pom report.
sheeeshhh.
which is due at 5pm the same day. =p

what luck.

oh ya.
had a call from him at noon.
heh.

wished me happy birthday.

anyhow,
around 3 plus,
while i was trying to finish up my report,
i realised that i forgot another vital part of my report,
which i left at home.

man.
i panicked. =p

there was much more to be done.

finally,
after much coaxing by aida and idayu,
i asked him whether he could send me home for awhile.

sheeeshhh.

i didnt expect that he would.
oh well.

met him up in engine,
but i found out that he had a project,
[ for he was with his project mates mahhh. ]

felt quite guilty ahhh.

it was fast game ahhh.
like duh. =p
haha.

zoomed to and fro.
oooh.

finally,
when i got back to my lab,
my frenz was helping me with the remaining of my report.

THANKS GUYS~~!!!! =D
[ esp idayu, yani, aida and emmanuel. ]

then had a meeting at 6.
talked about retreat.
was supposed to be just a short meeting but then it turns out to be 2 hours long.

around 9 plus after prayers,
we sat down at the concourse.
turns out that they had bought a cake.

for the february babies.

oh ya.
and wani throw a cake at my face.
shheessshh. =p

well.
haiz.
i dont know ahhh.

nothing to be commented.

met yat and siraj at night.
didnt talked much for i was crying on the fon with kak rosnah.
haiz.

then the next day it's saqinah's birthday.
heh.

spent the day celebrating with her eating ice-cream.
hehe.

then we went to her house and eat satay. =D

basically the past few days,
nothing much has happened,
maybe just that i fell sick.
heh.

right now,
well.
i forgot what to write about also.

i just found out also that well,
my so called 'fling' had a girlfriend.
heh.

what bothers me was that he had told me 6 months ago that he wants to be single.
and look whos not.
sheeshhh.

its the lying part ahhh.

but i guess something good comes out from it though.
that luckily im not in a relationship with him.

if i was,
i woudnt know nur ikhwan more,
and would missed out on the wonderful friends that i had made.

and of course,
i wouldnt get to know him closer.
heh.

haiz.

oh well.
it has been almost 6 months since i let someone close enough to care.
but now,
i found out that i do care for someone.

about liking,
well.
thats up to him for im not sure myself.

i think this is my first time getting to know someone at this pace.
but somehow,
its a bit confusing at the same time.

the weird part is,
i no longer am interested in other guys.
heh.

thats really weird sehhh.
because its not like as if we are having something on.
heh.

haiz.

ok lahhh.
i think thats all ahhh.

quite tired already.
tomorrow going to meet up with zarian,
and going out with saqinah's family and sarah.
hehe.

i actuali have lots to say.
but then.
i dont know where to start tooo.

goodbye.